Voicing 'em Out!

the Usual CNY

2012-01-29T09:22:00.005+08:00

Questions / request without any failure:
You're always receiving angpow. When is your turn to give back?
When are you getting married?
I want angpow!

My Answer in 2012:
Please try again next year! *with a smirk*

It gets them all excited & curious!! LOL. Love to see this reaction , haha.

the Pop Peck of Love

2012-01-28T08:12:00.005+08:00

is the key to woman's heart.. apparently... ROFL.

Was in the mood to catch a movie yesterday night, ~~the bros actually~~ & Tan picked this movie.

Journey 2: The Mysterious Island

THE ROCK IS BACK!!! xD

The cinema was filled with parents & lil childrenss. Uhh, I had no idea that the movie was a family movie. Should have search about this movie alil before jumping into it xD

And I thought it would be the kids making noise in the cinema. Surprisingly, it was the parents instead. Talking from their mobile, whispering & screaming at the top of their lung trying to ask their kids to sit & behave.

One relaxing movie I would say, to end the week of working :)

For once, we were not late for the movie. LOL.

29 months and counting . ..

2012-01-24T23:31:00.004+08:00

"I love you Pheeraphong"

Can't wait to see you with white hair hun ;P

Let's grow old together ...

and age beautifully aite :P

Happy 29th bao bei :)

Flash Mob at KLIA

2012-01-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

Oranges

2012-01-20T21:41:00.005+08:00

Did you know that you shouldn't reject Mandarin oranges when they're offered to you?

Oranges brings good luck apparently.

The more you receive, the more good luck you received.

Happy CNY to you peeps :)

Bon Apetite

2012-01-19T20:54:00.005+08:00

CNY is the time where our stomach gets fed really well.

The perioud where you become rounder.
There's yummy cookies circulating, aunts uncles delicious cooking all the time.

You can't even say no to this temptation, cos you'll regret it. Haha.

This year, the office table in front of me is filled with food from hampers my company received.
I can snack all the time if I want to xD
Super convenient for me to just stretch my hands and just munch.
There's biscuits , chocolates, crackers , sweets. A variety to choose from & you won't get bored, maybe.
I wander when are they gonna be finished. Ugh.

PS: I didn't snack on them yet. I am so proud of myself to resist this temptation XD

Ice Age - 7 Continentals

2012-01-15T08:55:00.000+08:00

Noob Day

2012-01-14T21:56:00.003+08:00

I feel like one today. Was out to meet old friends at Sg Wang today. And guess what? I learn something new today. Though bro called me a noob because he knew about it already. He calls everyone noob anyway.

Why am I a noob you say? Well, I didn't know that I could actually take the LRT from Taman Jaya and then stop at Dang Wangi. From there, take a monorail from Bkt Nanas to Bkt Bintang. It took only like 30-35 minutes to reach Sg Wang!!

IF only I knew about this in 2008. I was doing my internship in Parkroyal back then for 2 months. EVERYDAY, I would take the KTM from Subang to KL Central then take the monorail to Bkt Bintang. That was a hell of an experience if you ask me. Public transportation. Sardine. 1 hour of waiting after a day of work. Oh man! Why I didn't know of this? @___@ Better late then never? Bleh. =.=

I found about this new route when I went to the ticket counter at Taman Jaya & was told about it.

So ladies and gentleman, don't be a noob like me. Please pick LRT and Monorail over KTM anytime. Thank you.

Strength is not for Hurting

2012-01-08T13:26:00.002+08:00

Men can stop rape.

Link: Click here and here

La' Glace

2012-01-07T23:01:00.003+08:00

With hungry dramas going on on Facebook earlier, I finally eaten my breakfast with 2 besties.

It then turn into brunch + tea time. ROFL.

"Lets SnowFlakes!"

We were walking along SS15 - the 'dessert street' and decided to try something new.

Then La' Glace came into the picture. Frozen yoghurt and doughnut. Sounds like a treat.

"Lets put all the toppings"

"Wander how it taste like"

"I dont know too. Never tried that", says the person who served us.

The yoghurt is healthy but not with the 6 toppings and Hershey's chocolate syrup we were about to sprinkle onto our yoghurt.

We were greedy people. Well , they mention we can put any toppings we wanted. There was like 20-30 toppings to pick from! It wasn't our fault really. They look so tempting. Should request for more fresh fruits in our yoghurt the next time though.

What I think of La'Glace?

You try it yourself and tell me :P

CNY

2012-01-07T09:25:00.000+08:00

Cant wait to see what video they have this year.

Train of Mishaps

2012-01-06T22:36:00.006+08:00

Time is extremely crucial in the logistic field.

End of last week, I screw up a project. Luckily the boss help out with her network & problem solving skills. It was solved, just in a nick of time. Phew. Barely breath throughout the period, but phew. Now, she will remember very well how 2011 ended, for her. How 'awesome' right.

This week, history repeated, minor issue. What involved this time? Extra cost.

Extra cost = less profit ~~= less bonus~~.

Shit happens. And we learn from it. It trains up your critical decision making skills. Make the best decision at that time for the best result.

You see the picture above on your left side? I was reminding myself ALL week.

"Juggle your work Ching"

"But I cant juggle"

PS: You'll be surprised with the amount of work & accounts I handle at work. I feel like a superman sometimes.

Like Barney always say,

There's nothing I can handle ;P

So I claimed XD

Epic moment

2012-01-04T21:43:00.003+08:00

is when you left your car keys in someone's car. Then realised it when you're about to go home.

Pity her, having to drive back all the way to pass me the keys, haiz.

I am feeling reckless lately. Anyone has idea about this? Is my absent-minded side back to stay?

Unrelated photo to this post. I am missing him :(

Fruity mood :D

2012-01-02T16:42:00.004+08:00

Due to changing climate; durian season is all year round.

Rain = Durian

(according to bros)

Dad was/in in the durian harvesting mood! Its been 3 weeks in a row since there's durian at home. *burps* Oops, sorry.

Durian can be really filling & it stoinks up your breath @_@ like stink bomb.

Anyways,

What is worse? You wake up with your room smell like durian; which can be HORRIBLE!

Speaking of which, I am missing Yik Kee's durian tart in Karak! Ah, heaven @_@

I prefer mangosteen over durian. *noms noms*

And no rambutans for me btw. I no like rambutans.

What a Bummer

2011-12-31T20:55:00.005+08:00

I think 2011 is against me somehow.

Why you say? I was at the ATM machine trying to clear my debts before the year ends A.N.D. the machine hanged!!! Cant my night end nicely? Ok, complaint finished :P

Spending the last night of 2011 at home ~~alone~~. Its been some time since I do this. Chillaxing at home. Doing absolutely nothing.

I am no longer a fan of crowds. Not excited about fireworks so much. Well I still am about fireworks but not when I am surrounded by so many people & being stuck in the traffic after.

Gonna watch the movie Sepet now. See you next year! Unless I have some more stuff to share. Ok bye.

PS: I was poking the ATM screen out of frustration; and cursing, just alil. Created some unnecessary attention but I think they thought it was entertaining.

Oh by the way, the picture is my Google background currently. Copyright of Juan Manuel.

Ahhhhhh

2011-12-31T17:59:00.003+08:00

6 more hours before I turn 26!! Ahh!! O-L-D!!

Happy New Year everyone!

Jingle Jingle

2011-12-30T00:05:00.004+08:00

Our very own Christmas tree which Wubi and I set up.

When creativity comes into the picture and the night falls,

Pretty isn't it? The pretty light that lit up our reunion :)

This reunion . . one of the best moment this 2011 ...

Dedicated to Mr J, my love

2011-12-22T22:16:00.006+08:00

"I hope our story will never end"

"Thank you for being a part of my life & being you"

"I love you hun"

Heartbeats fast

Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

20-11

2011-12-12T21:18:00.003+08:00

Boo ya. Its me again. Dropping to summarize quickly how 2011 was for me so far, before I am busy again.

2011. Can't believe how fast this year just zoom pass me. I admit, I didn't take the initiative to catch up with friends from high school and university this time around. Wander how many good friends I have lost. Anyways.

Lets start with boring stuff first. Work!

Its almost 2 years since I started working. The corporate world is challenging, economy is going down, business is declining, cost is increasing. Bosses asking you to do everything and expectations keep rising. But you know, the salary doesn't. Politics exist; in a big/small company. Stress management keeps improving, at least for me. Positive mind? Erm, I'm trying. I'm hanging there. Somewhere.

CL finally graduated and landed on a job. Yay! Then there's one more brother and we are all working adults. Phew. Finally. xD Again, to those who wants to do Engineering, please reconsider . Its not as easy and interesting as you think it is. And don't rush your studies. Enjoy your studies! Its the best time ever! Working is ugh, if its not the job you like. Well, the people you work with makes a difference actually. Not much of the job stress or whatsoever.

Dad, on the other hand, had an eye surgery 6 months ago. He's making a good progress so far. Let's hope it continues heading that way. Mum has a serious obsession with hokkien series. Oh, hokkien series. Please don't get me started. ALL the family drama! ALL the gengster fight! ALL the greed! Nuisance & long-winded storyline @__@

It still scares me thinking about how our parents are getting old, white hair, wrinkles; and us growing older; if you know what I mean. I am turning 26 next year! OMG! I am freaking out! Ok, I am sorry.

Then, there's Mr J, the ever lovable boyfriend. "I LOVE YOU!!"

I took a long leave and flew over for Valentines & birthday celebration. The best time ever. 3 weeks is not enough. *whines* Wish I could stay much longer. Although we've been together for 2 years now, there's still so much things to learn about him. All I want is to be by his side. I am not being greedy right? *turning emo*

Any travelling? Outdoor activity? Just alil since I'm tight with budget.

Oh, I went for a quick health check 3 months ago. And my body age shows 37! I totally freaked out. I kinda took some necessary action from this like saying NO to food offers, NO to late night dinner, NO to sweet food. Yeah, its revolves around food. Unhealthy habit.

Dad bought a cycling machine randomly before this so yay. I had the chance to use it. Gym would be a better option? But ... there's a but. I would rather cycle at home anytime I feel like it :P

I got myself 2 new toys :) A new phone and a car. Its not an i-Phone, Samsung Galaxy or Blackberry. Its a Nokia C6 and I am happy with it. About the car? Text me if you want to know :P

Sleeping, resting is heaven for me this year. I deserve it because I work too much in 2010.

2011 is about to end. Hope your year was awesome as ever! :)

I am excited for this December though. Meeting with old peeps. Wahh!!

Any resolution or wish this 2012? Whats my wish for 2012? Its a secret. Let you know if it comes true.

Signing off,

Your truly,

Ching.

See you in 2012 peeps :)

Oh Hi

2011-12-12T20:44:00.002+08:00

Writing was my daily routine. Yes, with a pencil. Then it moved on to virtual blog. Because I was concern of the environment with the amount of paper I am writing.

The other day, Tan found my hand-written 'diary' ; I would rather call it my note. It feels amazing to read what I wrote & how I felt back then. Holding a pencil and scribble on a paper feels somewhat different.

I used to blog a lot back then. I blog about everything, everyone; even the most random thought. It all changed after I started working. I whine too much. I don't want to create a negative impression to people who cares. Also blogging needs time dedication and alil bit of inspiration. I guess alil balance is what I need.

So Hi people. Hope everything's well at your side. Lets catch up soon? :)

Register as a Voter now And Empower yourself

2011-07-19T20:06:00.000+08:00

To all my 21-yrs old and above friends!! important news !!

Morning news: For those who has not register as a voter yet, pls hurry up! The deadline will be fall on 13-Sept-2011. Meaning that if you register after 13-Sept-2011, then you will be NOT qualified to vote on the coming election. Hurry up, please spread the news to your friends and family!

Message

2011-05-22T17:15:00.001+08:00

To you guys out there, who came to my life and made a difference,

Q

2011-05-22T16:42:00.002+08:00

What is the first thing that catches your attention of a person?

Mine would be their eyes.

Housemates

2011-05-15T17:40:00.000+08:00

All parties should come to a consent & an agreement to avoid any unnecessary arguments & pointless fights.

Peace & harmony is important. Give and take. To tolerate. Avoid negative thoughts. Create a positive aura. Give personal space. Respect each other's privacy.

If nothing is working, sit down and talk about it. Before its too late.

How I Feel :)

2011-04-02T00:41:00.001+08:00

3 weeks

2011-03-13T15:47:00.002+08:00

Phew. Its been some time since I deserted my blog. Lalala ~ You know, too much of negativity is not healthy for the blogger and reader.

3 weeks of holidays does wanders.

I feel more energized at work. Ready to rumble again.

I feel more positivity.

I feel better as a person.

A long break from everything do good to anyone, I suppose.

When nothing bothers you in your head.

You let go of everything(especially work) and just relax your body & mind to the fullest.

You have the time in the world to laze around and do what you feel like doing.

This was the best decision ever.

+ve or -ve?

2011-01-17T21:21:00.000+08:00

Read this

LET IT REALLY SINK IN......

THEN CHOOSE .

John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, 'If I were any better, I would be twins!'

He was a natural motivator.

If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, 'I don't get it!'

'You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?'

He replied, 'Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or...you can choose to be in a bad mood

I choose to be in a good mood.'

Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it.

Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or...I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life.

'Yeah, right, it's not that easy,' I protested.

'Yes, it is,' he said. 'Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people affect your mood.

You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live your life.'

I reflected on what he said. Soon hereafter, I left the Tower Industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.

Several years later, I heard that he was involved in a serious accident, falling some 60 feet from a communications tower.

After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, he was released from the hospital with rods placed in his back.

I saw him about six months after the accident.

When I asked him how he was, he replied, 'If I were any better, I'd be twins...Wanna see my scars?'

I declined to see his wounds, but I did ask him what had gone through his mind as the accident took place.

'The first thing that went through my mind was the well-being of my soon-to-be born daughter,' he replied. 'Then, as I lay on the ground, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or...I could choose to die. I chose to live.'

'Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?' I asked.

He continued, '...the paramedics were great.

They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'he's a dead man'. I knew I needed to take action.'
<>

'What did you do?' I asked.

'Well, there was a big burly nurse shouting questions at me,' said John. 'She asked if I was allergic to anything 'Yes, I replied.' The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Gravity''

Over their laughter, I told them, 'I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead.'

He lived, thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude...I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully.

Attitude, after all, is everything .

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.. Each day has enough trouble of its own.'

After all today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.

You have two choices now:

01. Delete this

02. Forward it to the people you care about.

You know the choice I made.

Lame Jokes (copy pasted)

2010-12-31T17:26:00.003+08:00

Joke 1:

A boy with a weird accent takes an english class. The teacher asks him to use the words green, pink , and yellow in a sentence. The boy says " the phone goes GREEN GREEN,so i pink up the phone and say, 'yellow?' "

Joke 2 :

A Sunday School teacher was telling the story of the Good Samaritan to her class of 4-5 year olds. She was making it as vivid as possible to keep the children interested in her tale. Then she asked the class, "If you saw a person lying on the roadside all wounded and bleeding, what would you do?"
A thoughtful little girl broke the hushed silence, "I think I'd throw up."

Joke 3:

Malaysia has invented a new missile. It's called the civil servant - it doesn't work and it can't be fired.

Joke 4:

A man walks into a bar.
He orders thirteen beers.
Bartender: "Is this a special occasion?"
Man: "Yeah, first blowjob."
Bartender: "Okay, I'll give you one on the house."

Man: "No. If thirteen won't get rid of the taste . . . nothing will."

Joke 5:

What do you call a blonde with a carrot in both ears?
Anything you feel like, it's not like she could hear you.

Joke 6:

There were 3 men, the first man thinks he has the smallest head, the second man thinks he has the smallest arm, and the third man thinks he has the smallest penis. So the 3 men go to Guinness World Records, the first man comes out happy because he does have the smallest head, the second man comes out happy because he does have the smallest arm, the third man comes out yelling "Who the f*ck is Justin Bieber?!"

Joke 7:

Little Tim was in the garden filling a hole when his neighbor peered over the fence.
Interested in what the cheeky-faced youngster was up to, he politely asked, "What are you up to there, Tim?"
"My goldfish died," replied Tim tearfully, without looking up, "and I've just buried him."
The neighbor said, "That's an awfully big hole for a goldfish, isn't it, Tim?"
Tim patted down the last heap of earth and replied, "That's because I couldn't get him out of your cat."

Joke 8:

A policeman pulls over a driver for swerving in and out of lanes on the highway. He tells the guy to blow a breath into a breathalyzer.
"I can't do that, officer."
"Why not?"
"Because I'm an asthmatic. I could get an asthma attack if I blow into that tube."
"Okay, we'll just get a urine sample down at the station."
"Can't do that either, officer."
"Why not?"
"Because I'm a diabetic. I could get low blood sugar if I pee in a cup."
"Alright, we could get a blood sample."
"Can't do that either, officer."
"Why not?"
"Because I'm a hemophiliac. If I give blood I could die."
"Fine then, just walk this white line."
"Can't do that either, officer."
"Why not?"
"Because I'm drunk."

Joke 9:

There was a couple in their 60's sitting in a quaint little diner celebrating their 40 year anniversary.
They were in the middle of professing their undying love and affection towards each other, when a fairy popped up.
The fairy said, "For being such an exemplary couple, I shall grant you each one wish".
The wife went first. "I wish for a trip around the world with my wonderful husband!". POOF! The wish was granted.
Next was the husband. "I'm sorry to have to do this to you, dear, but I am wishing for a wife 30 years younger."
POOF! The fairy made the man 92-years-old.

Joke 10:

What is the difference between Roast beef and Pea Soup?
Everyone can roast beef but no one can pee soup!

Joke 11:

What do you call 2 Nuts on a wall???....Walnuts
What do you call 2 Nuts on a chest???....Chestnuts
What do you call 2 Nuts on a chin???....Blow Job

Joke 12:

They say that the world will be over in 2012 because that's when the Mayan calendar ends.
My Calendar ends this December, should I be worried?

Joke 13:

A blonde walks into the library. She walks up to the counter, SLAMS a book down and screams at the librarian, – “This is the WORST book I’ve ever read!” “It has NO plot and far too many characters!”
The librarian looks up and calmly remarks – “So, you’re the one who took our phone book…”

Joke 14:

I was nervous at first, it was big & long & went straight up, I had to try it. I eased myself onto it & I liked it! I went up & down on it, I luv escalators now

Joke 15:

‎"Mummy, why am I called Petal?"
"Because you were born, a petal landed on your head."
The second child then says "So why am I called Rose?"
And Mum replies, "Well, for the same reason really. A rose l
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"Because you were born, a petal landed on your head."
The second child then says "So why am I called Rose?"
And Mum replies, "Well, for the same reason really. A rose landed on your head when you were born."
The third child comes in and says, "Bluuuurg, Bluuuuugh flurrrrrr"
"Shut up, Fridge."

Joke 16:

Apple announced today that it has developed a breast implant that can store and play
music.
The I-Tit will cost from $499 to $699,...depending on cup and speaker size.
This is considered a major social breakthrough, because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them.

Man in A Hurry (source : email)

2010-12-25T17:31:00.001+08:00

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have

stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.

I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him.. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.

While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.

The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health.

He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease.

As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late.

He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.

I was surprised, and asked him, 'And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?'

He smiled as he patted my hand and said,

'She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is.'

I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought,

'That is the kind of love I want in my life.'

True love is neither physical, nor romantic.

True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.

With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there is one that comes along that has an important message.. This one I thought I could share with you.

The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have.

I hope you share this with someone you care about. I just did.

'Life isn't about how to survive the storm,

But how to dance in the rain.'

We are all getting Older

Tomorrow may be our turn.

Enjoy life now-it has an expiration date!

Jeez

2010-12-19T00:41:00.002+08:00

If you ask me for a feedback , can YOU actually accept the criticism? The truth?

Will YOU be able to handle it?

No? If you cant, then don't pretend or bother to ask me. Its annoying.

Furnie

2010-12-17T20:10:00.003+08:00

Heard this from the radio this morning on Fly FM.

Nadia : Our colleague accidentally found his Christmas gift his wife bought for him. Its a handphone that he always wanted. He feels bad cos the gift he bought, is cheap.

Dilemma 1 : Should he buy another gift which is more expensive (about the same price as the hp)?

Dilemma 2 : Should he just give the current gift to his wife?

FatFabes: I would get her the same handphone. Then tell my wife, "Honey, we're soulmates. Look at that, we bought the same gifts for each other. "

HAHAHAHA!

~~Its the longest week EVER ever!!~~

Bad start

2010-12-13T19:38:00.002+08:00

of the week.

My facial cleanser fell into the toilet bowl. Eeewww.

Dee threw the big fat leech he found in the garden near the drain where my car was parked =.=

My right shoe is tearing. PERFECT! Lets hope my bag doesnt start to tear also.

My office computer couldnt start properly in the morning. Then it was moving 'so' fast than I could ever imagine.

I had 2 paper cuts. Can my week get any worse than this?

And I'm missing lappy already.

No expectation

2010-12-12T10:01:00.005+08:00

Sometimes you wander,

Sometimes you ponder,

But its too tiring to think about it ,

So you let things be.

I couldn't care less as long as it doesn't effect me.

People are dangerous. People are unpredictable. People are hypocrites.

Once experience is all you need to realise it.

Then a wall is built.

You can try bringing it down but don't expect anything from me.

Story of Appreciation

2010-12-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

One young academically excellent person went to apply for a managerial position in a big company. He passed the first interview, the Director did the last interview, made the last decision.

The Director discovered from the CV, that the youth's academic result is excellent all the way, from secondary school until postgraduate research, never has a year he did not score.

The Director asked, "Did you obtain any scholarship in school?" and the youth answered "none".

The Director asked, " Was it your father who paid for your school fees?" the youth answered, my father passed away when I was one year old, it is my mother who paid for my school fees.

The Director asked, " Where did your mother work?" the youth answered, my mother worked as clothes cleaner. The director requested the youth to show his hand, the youth showed a pair of hand that is smooth and perfect to the director.

The Director asked, " Did you ever help your mother wash the clothes before?" The youth answered, never, my mother always wanted me to study and read more books, furthermore, my mother can wash clothes faster than me.

The director said, I had a request, when you go back today, go and help to clean your mother's hand, and then see me tomorrow morning.

The youth felt that his chance of landing the job is high, when he went back, he happily wanted to clean his mother's hand, his mother felt strange, happy but mixed with fear, she showed her hand to the kid.

The youth cleaned his mother's hand slowly, his tear dropped down as he did that. It was the first time he found his mother's hand so wrinkled, and there were so many bruises in her hand. Some bruises incited pain so strong that shivered her mother's body when cleaned with water.

This was the first time the youth realized and experienced that it was this pair of hands that washed the clothes everyday to earn him the school fees, the bruises in the mother's hand is the price that the mother paid for his graduation and academic excellence and probably his future.

After finishing cleaning his mother's hands, the youth quietly cleaned all remaining clothes for his mother.

That night, mother and son talked for a very long time.

Next morning, the youth went to the Director's office

The Director noticed the tear in the youth's eye, asked: " Can you tell me what have you done and learned yesterday in your house?"

The youth answered, " I cleaned my mother's hand, and also finished cleaning all the remaining clothes'

The director asked, " please tell me your feelings"

The youth said, Number 1, I now know what is appreciation, without my mother, there would not be the successful me today. Number 2, I now know how to work together with my mother, then only I can realize how difficult and tough to get something done. Number 3, I now know the importance and value of family relationship.

The director said, " This is what I am asking, I want to recruit a person that can appreciate the help of other, a person that knew the suffering of others to get thing done, and a person that would not put money as his only goal in life to be my manager. You are hired.

Later on, this young person worked very hard, and received the respect of his subordinates, every employees worked diligently and in a team, the company's result improved tremendously.

A child who has been protected and habitually given whatever he did, he developed "entitlement mentality" and always put himself first. He is ignorance of his parent's effort. When he started work, he assumed every people must listen to him, and when he became a manager, he would never know how suffering his employee and always blame others. For this kind of people, he can have good result, may be successful for a while, but eventually would not feel sense of achievement, he will grumble and full of hatred and fight for more. If we are this kind of protective parent, did we love the kid or destroy the kid?

You can let your kid lived in a big house, eat a good meal, learn piano, watch a big screen TV. But when you are cutting grass, please let them experienced it. After a meal, let them washed their plate and bowl together with their brothers and sisters. It is not because you do not have money to hire a maid, but it is because you want to love them in a right way. You want them to understand, no matter how rich their parent are, one day their hair will grow gray, same as the mother of that young person. The most important thing is your kid learn how to appreciate the effort and experience the difficulty and learn the ability to work with others to get thing done.

Love

2010-11-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

Love is so very special
Yet can make you feel so lost
It can arrive just like the springtime
And melt away like morning frost

You must find ways to nurture
Always grow your love with care
Never ever take for granted
The love that you both share

Mistakes are bound to happen
You may hurt each other's heart
Yet don't give up to easily
It will tear your love apart

Love resembles a bright flame
That lights a dark starry night
Never ever let this flame burn down
Rekindle with all your might

Take a moment every day
Look deep into each other's eyes
Never hesitate to show affection
Small gestures will keep a love alive

Talk openly about your feelings
Take time to show that you care
Treasure each and every moment
Because to find true love is rare

- Connie Thomas Lugo -

What Scary weather does

2010-11-16T01:21:00.001+08:00

Maersk Ship Loses Boxes in Biscay Gale

Storm knocks 26 containers overboard en route from Asia to UK

A Maersk container ship was waiting in the French Port of Le HavreFriday to have its cargo secured after it lost 26 containers overboard on Tuesday in a powerful storm in the Bay of Biscay.

The maritime prefecture in Cherbourg said the Maersk Sembawang lost the containers overboard from the last row of boxes stacked at its stern and suffered damage to 49 more when it ran into the storm.

The French language news site Mer et Marine published a photographof the event.

By The Numbers: Asia-Europe Westbound Container Traffic.

The Singapore-flag vessel was on the Maersk AE9 service from Asia to the Port of Felixstowe in the UK after calling the Port of Zeebrugge inBelgium when it ran into the heavy weather. It diverted to Le Havre for inspection and discharge of the remaining damaged boxes.

The vessel, which was delivered by Hyundai Heavy Industries in South Korea in 2007, has a capacity of 6,478 20-foot-equivalent units.

-- Contact Peter T. Leach at pleach@joc.com.

Source: The Journal of Commerce Online – 12 November 201

True? Yes? No?

2010-11-13T16:35:00.005+08:00

QUESTION : There're those making loads of noise as if they are above every1. And then there're those who get things done. Guess who's more valuable?

A : Those making loads of noise?

B: I agree with A.. In reality, the ones who make the most noise prosper the most also.. Deny it all you want, it always happens

It depends. But mostly true XD

CHUCK LORRE PRODUCTIONS, #309

2010-11-13T12:34:00.003+08:00

You know how much I love the series Big Bang Theory.

Well in the latest season, Penny injured her leg due to horseback riding.

Read on on what the production has to do about it. The DO's and DONT's.

Funny recommendations, hahaha.

Appreciation : With great observation from CL when he was watching the episodes XD

Link: http://www.chucklorre.com/index-bbt.php?p=309

CHUCK LORRE PRODUCTIONS, #309
Following Kaley Cuoco's horseback riding injury, I've instituted new rules governing acceptable leisure activities for the cast of The Big Bang Theory.

1. No friggin' horses. This includes those found on merry-go-rounds and in front of supermarkets.

2. The only motorcycle you can get on is the one you're accidentally crushing in your big-ass, air-bagged SUV.

3. All cast member motor vehicles must adhere to U.S. Army guidelines for attacking Kandahar. (Galecki's Tesla is a terrifically fuel efficient vehicle but is essentially a hundred thousand dollar go-cart. From now on it is only to be used for backing down his driveway and retrieving mail.)

4. The only permissible boating activity at Comic-Con is in your hotel room bathtub.

5. Alcohol should only be ingested at home, and while seated in a big comfy chair. Wild and carefree dancing that celebrates your incredible and well-deserved success is only allowed on New Year's Eve, and only with a sober celebrity parasitic flunky to lean on.

6. And finally, sexual acts must be performed while horizontal. Certain high-risk Kama Sutra positions might be allowed, but only after consultation with Chuck Lorre. Like with dancing, a spotter might be required.

Here are more readups by fans if you're interested : http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/Chuck+Lorre

BANG!

2010-11-07T12:10:00.007+08:00

Paintball last weekend was rather fun.

It was my first. I was only equipped with 50 balls though. So lil right?

Anyways, I was wearing shorts for paintball. LOL. It sounded like I was definitely asking for it. Gonna experience really bad swollen after the game right? With only tshirt and shorts for protection. Ugh.

I was actually looking forward to the pain. Hahaha.

We had 2 games. We were separated to 2 teams. Two guys + 2 girls in a team.

Concidently in my team, we were all first timers while the other team, it was the opposite. Ugh. What a fight! Hahaha.

There are 3 ways you could play the game.

One, both teams fight for one flag and bring it back to their base.

Two, each team try to steal the opponents' flag and bring it back to their base.

Three, the survivor style where we shoot opponents team member till the last.

We played the first way --> both teams fight for one flag and bring it back to their base

I would love the second way though, more fun and exciting :)

There wasn't a strategy thingi , we just want to shoot people, run and not get shot :P

It was a tie.

Oh, I was shot, twice. Hehehe. Once at my ear ; Next at the mouthpiece :)

Lucky for the mask :)

Ever wandered how the paint ball taste like? Ask me. I accidentally taste it , hehehe. Its bitterish *licks* Not tasty at all. ROFL.

I went home free-swollen but with mosquito bites, sighs.

Fun though :)

One more thing, dont run and scream at the same time.

You'll create unnecessary attention to your opponent. ROFL.

Parady ~ Like a Good Boy

2010-11-07T11:34:00.003+08:00

This is a parady done by NigaHiga for the song G6 by Far East Movement.

I thought the lyrics was hillarious already BUT with NigaHiga's face expression, this song is priceless. HAHAHAH.

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Lyrics :

Playing nice, tickle fight; with my sister
When I'm in a rush, don't run with the scissors
Using scissors on my crafts, cus all my crafts give me joy
Now I'm following the rules, Like a Good Boy
Like a Good Boy, Like a Good Boy
Now, now now now now I'm following the rules Like a Good Boy.
Like a Good Boy, Like a Good Boy
Now, now now now now I'm following the rules Like a Good Boy.

Verse 1
Gimmie that Gimmie that dust pan
Gimmie that mop and broom broom
Bust out my vacuum, so that I can clean my room.
Get get get get, Get those bottles right now I can recycle those
Taking off my shirt so I can DONATE SOME CLOTHES!
HECK YES!
I don't curse, no, I don't drink.
No alcohol around me so you'll never catch me drunk.
Never never catch me drunk, never never catch me drunk
No alcohol around me so you'll never catch me drunk

Chorus

Playing nice, tickle fight; with my sister
When I'm in a rush, don't run with the scissors
Using scissors on my crafts, cus all my crafts give me joy
Now I'm following the rules, Like a Good Boy
Like a Good Boy, Like a Good Boy
Now, now now now now I'm following the rules Like a Good Boy.
Like a Good Boy, Like a Good Boy
Now, now now now now I'm following the rules Like a Good Boy.

Verse 2
Skipping on, skipping on my feet
Spotted a chick for me.
Girl imma treat you right, Helping you cross the street. (street)
This is how I live, I stay in every night.
Give me a controller and we'll have a good time!
HECK YES!
I don't curse, no, I don't drink.
No alcohol around me so you'll never catch me drunk.
Never never catch me drunk, never never catch me drunk
No alcohol around me so you'll never catch me drunk

Chorus

Playing nice, tickle fight; with my sister
When I'm in a rush, don't run with the scissors
Using scissors on my crafts, cus all my crafts give me joy
Now I'm following the rules, Like a Good Boy
Like a Good Boy, Like a Good Boy
Now, now now now now I'm following the rules Like a Good Boy.
Like a Good Boy, Like a Good Boy
Now, now now now now I'm following the rules Like a Good Boy.

Verse 3

Yeah if you're happy and you know it, you should
Put your hands up, you should put your hands up,
put put put put your hands up
Yeah if you have a question for me, you should
Put your hands up, put your put your hands up,
Put put put put your hands up!
HECK YES
Now our hands are all up, yes our hands are all up, o o o our hands are all up
HECK YES
Now you can put your hands down, cus your armpits really smell, so can you put them back down.

Chorus

Playing nice, tickle fight; with my sister
When I'm in a rush, don't run with the scissors
Using scissors on my crafts, cus all my crafts give me joy
Now I'm following the rules, Like a Good Boy
Like a Good Boy, Like a Good Boy
Now, now now now now I'm following the rules Like a Good Boy.
Like a Good Boy, Like a Good Boy
Now, now now now now I'm following the rules Like a Good Boy.

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I wander if the bloopers will be out anytime soon.

I would die laughing while recording the video. HAHAHA.

Anyways, RYAN, please release the bloopersss~!!!

distance

2010-10-31T21:41:00.006+08:00

I remember saying :

" Long distance relationship is something I will never step into. "

" Long distance is just almost impossible."

" I wont fall deeply for a person cos I don't want to be hurt "

The one person I didnt expect to fall for. But I did. I am still wandering how it happened :D

I am happy to have him despite that he's not near me.

" You will always be close to my heart :) "

It is one of the happiest thing that I cherish in life. This magical feeling; I cannot describe it with words. Wonderful would be the word to describe. Love is wonderful.

My thoughts on love:

Past: Love last forever. Love = happy ever after. Love someone with all your might. Fairy tales do come true.

Few years back : Love is subjective. Love doesnt equal happy ending. The more you love, the higher the potential you'll get hurt. Love does fade as time pass. What's love?

Now: Love is wonderful. Love someone with all your might. You dont know what may come but love a person with your heart truly . Dont be afraid to love someone and let your feelings grow.

Being in a long distance relationship is an interesting journey. It may be tough at times but wonderful :)

You have to endur the distance. You have to endur the hunger for each other's presence (especially during the hard/ down times). You have to be strong mentally and trust one another. You have to make the best for what each other can give even if its only words and virtual presence.

I admit:

"I still have doubts at time."

"I dont know where this might lead to but I continue believing. "

"At times, I am still afraid that I might get hurt."

Similarities and differences are magnets that attracts individuals. Its what keep individuals together. We share some things in common in the beginning. And later on, we found our differences and blend in our differences.

The sweetest person I met so far, he can be unpredictable :)

There's nothing I want to change about him, as of now. XD

Love do exist when you believe and brave enough to love someone.

Being in the relationship taught me how to appreciate him much more and made me realise how much this person means to me.

You're one person I don't want to miss or letting go :P

" I love you Pheeraphong :) "

Relationships, may it be family, friends, love, colleagues and many more, they don't coincidentally jump into your life . Love them. Cherish them. Appreciate them. Learn from them. Dont wait till its too late to let them know that you really care.

Quoted

2010-10-27T20:04:00.004+08:00

and its true:

"I know what good morals are, but you're supposed to disregard good morals when you're living in a crazy, bad world. If you're in hell, how can you live like an angel? You're surrounded by devils,trying to be an angel? That's like suicide.

you sexy thing

2010-10-26T23:50:00.002+08:00

Thought this video was funny :)

Sehr lustig , ich mag , hehe

turning into a kitty / cat lover?

2010-10-26T23:23:00.005+08:00

Purr.

I think I have something for cats. I find them really adorable somehow and entertaining :)

They can plant a smile on my face instantly :)

The other day during dinner, there was this cat that was trying its luck asking for food with its cutesy face.

The cat looked so much like a carpet, resembling alil like leopard skin.

And it look clean!

So tempted to carry it on my lap and pat it.

Me: Meow

Cat: Meow

Me: Say hi and I'll feed you ? XD

Cat: *puppy eyes* Meow ~~err , maybe it should be kitty eyes~~

Today at lunch, I saw these 2 kitties sleeping on the vase. They look really adorable. Guess what I did? I meow-ed really close at the 2 sleeping kitties and they woke up. They opened their eyes and looked around blur-ly wandering what happened. Tee hee. Oops? :P

I want a cat.

Actually I wana be a cat XD

Alien entry

2010-10-26T22:49:00.003+08:00

Do you their it I this You so enough

you may limits doesnt try So and pls

know be And really to all this stop

respect good once matter give I place trying

must at mine cos anymore it should dont its

be what snaps I as another do matter too

gain you there am shot is anymore late

Do do is pretty I just I Let

you but no much still maintain dont this

know do turning decided cant I want to

I you back No push am to pls

dont know At matter myself not rethink end

respect everyone this how to bothered about I

you has point many love anymore this had

An experience I dont want to look back

Interesting read - Ladder Theory

2010-10-24T15:29:00.002+08:00

Law of attraction.

I shall re-read and review it later ~~if I remember~~. LOL.

But I agree on the two ladder a woman has . I have that too XD

http://www.laddertheory.com/

Annoying 'project'

2010-10-23T16:50:00.004+08:00

I came across this and I agree on it 100% .

Honestly whats with the mega buildings and the big hu-ha (whats so great) about it? What would it do to benefit the people or the country?

Enough of 'MEGA' buildings and use the money elsewhere. Jeez.

Something that benefits the people. Help the poor, not YOURSELF. Ish.

LCCT ~

2010-10-23T16:10:00.005+08:00

03.09.2010 -

Sending J off to the airport

23.10.2010 -

Sending Ran off at the airport

Driving through the airport ~~cos I miss the first turning to the car park~~, my heart didnt feel too good. As I walk towards the airport, I see the familiar shops and memories keep flashing through. The last hour we had with each other. It hurt pretty badly.

I was this close to text Ran - "Hey, I cant see you off. Have a safe journey. Will miss you badly :( "

But

I managed to see Ran off anyway. Hehe.

The first shop that caught my eyes - Old Town Kopitiam.

The place J and I had our last 'dinner' oder meal together.

The pathway we were walking towards the boarding gate.

Argh! I didnt like this feeling. I felt like crying already. It didnt come across to me earlier that I might feel this way.

I walk towards the departure section and was looking for the flight Ran was supposed to catch. Then his text came along; he's at Old Town.

Thought : "What? Why Oldtown? Sighs. "

When it was nearing 11.30am, we walk towards the boarding gate. Sighs.

Its hard to see a close friend flying off to take another step in life but I am happy for him.

To daddy Ran, stay strong. You'll be fine. I will see u in February. You better not forget me or you wont get your Milo and PingPong biscuits :P

I cant wait for 2011 already :)

2010 is a good year with lots of new and interesting things to experience.

1) Graduation

Good - Graduating with smaller grp of people and meeting up.

Bad - lousy hall.

2) Working

Good - Spending $$ , meeting new friends.

Bad - lets not talk about it

3) Meeting J

Good - Hogging J all day.

Bad - didnt have enough of J

4) See-ing 2 friends flying off

Good - being happy for them

Bad - less people to manja with

5) Trip with da geng ~ PD, Birdpark, Kuantan, cycling

Good - randomness and kekecohan tak terhingga

Bad - bloated with food and laughter XD

I never like Goodbyes.

I Hate that Elevator!!

Enough said , haiz .

Censorship

2010-10-22T22:18:00.002+08:00

Its funny how the censorship department here love to censor almost everything in the movies & songs. Random irrelevant stuff I would say. They censor anything that might sound vulgar / violent ~~as they like~~. They might just cut a lot of big interesting parts in the movie cos its 'violent'/ inapprepriate, so they say. Might as well just ban the whole movie to be played in the cinema, jeez.

'Dirty Picture' was played on air. This whole song is wrong XD

But why didnt they ban it? XD

Oh well, maybe its not wrong then.

LALALA ~

Afraid of

2010-10-17T23:57:00.003+08:00

Tell me that we'll be alright.
Tell me that we'll get through this together.

Tell me that these feelings were all real and it wasnt a dream.

Tell me, pretty please?

I'm afraid.

I need assurance.

Sorry , but the distance is getting to me lately.

I need a favor.

Please pretend you did not come across this post aite ?

Appreciate it.

Flying

2010-10-17T14:45:00.006+08:00

Status:

I'm coming.

I'm flying.

Just one more click and I'm done.

Tonight it shall be :)

I was so excited this morning after that 'click' , tee hee .

I am looking forward.

~~At the same time, what happens after that?~~

~~I admit, I cant help thinking about it.~~

~~I guess I should take things as it is?~~

Wander how it feels like to sleep at a foreign airport? Hehehhee XD

Will it be too cold?

Hitting around the bush

2010-10-16T20:16:00.000+08:00

Last week was my performance review at work.

The boss asked for feedbacks on what I think of the organisation. *pukes* Organisation *pukes*

And asked about ways of improvement yadayada.

I was this close to hinting about the 'office pet' work and how everyone else's workload compared to hers. My seniorita who was sitting at the review almost gave me a kick. LOL.

But she didnt or it would be too obvious.

Me: Aiyo, I'm not that stupid la :P

She : I know, but you are that brave.

I am impressed :P

Should try hitting around the bush more obviously the next time, hohoho :P

Any suggestions on how I can send a message across without being too obvious?

You're Amazing just the Way you Are

2010-10-06T22:31:00.004+08:00

I love the lyrics .

And i totally like the video.

Shaping faces etc with cassettes, I like!! ^^

I wander if I can do it . Though I think I'll end up breaking them XD

My patience is quite bad :P

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

de Tee Hee =)

2010-09-28T21:47:00.003+08:00

Susu was posting up a status to scout around about people's favourite song.

The first that came to my mind was this song.

Dui Mian de Nu Hai Kan Guo Lai by Richie Ren.

I am always very smiley after listening to the song.

Btw the guy below is not Richie Ren. But he's kinda cute though :P

Non-related

2010-09-27T22:43:00.006+08:00

I had a random thought at work.

Imagine you leaving your empty cup on your table while you continue doing your work.

Then you do your daily paper work.

Stapling papers together ,

Pulling out staples.

After a while , you feel thirsty and decides to make a drink.

But while you make that cup of Milo or etc, you forgot to check if there are any staples in your cup.

What happens if one gulps down staples?

I was staring at my drink and waiting for the staples to float XD

Ya, so this is what I'm busy with at office :P

Important important stuff to figure out.

-.-

2010-09-26T17:13:00.003+08:00

Sigh.

People have to ask me all the time.

Do I look like I want to desperately?

Is my face showing that I am going to soon?

Ugh.

At least, they will stop when I told them to. Phew.

A note to friends that is worrying about me, I am ok. Really.

I don't go out on weekdays cos I am just too tired from work.

I would prefer going out on weekends :)

Thank you for your care and concern of me peeps :)

I miss Nature

2010-09-25T14:05:00.006+08:00

I wish I was living near the fishing village / beach / river etc.

Watching water flows calms me down.

The truth is I just want to be near the nature.

Concrete buildings and raging cars on the road is driving me crazy.

I would just sit near the river bank and lie down all day.

Lying down on the grass with a relaxed mind.

With presence of breezy wind.

Being a part of the nature around me,

Watching the blue blue sky,

Smiling away as clouds floats by,

Guessing what they look like.

Turn my head to look at the grass,

Plucking them and shaping them.

Wanders if my creativity juice will work that time xD

Grass cut? I hope not.

Check out for any ants nearby,

Watching them work.

And hope they wont head towards me cos I'm not food xD

Dont bite me! I'm not dangerous! xD

PS: I need a break from work and people.

2010-09-20T06:14:00.004+08:00

Do you believe in your instincts in love ? Or Believe how you feel, what your heart tells you.

Or should you be rational in love?

Cant one be sure and practice both above?

I'm lucky to have you, you know that?

The time with you cant be explain with words.

Thank you love for the magical feeling, its still growing day by day :)

Ich liebe dich liebling

A confession ~

2010-09-19T17:49:00.004+08:00

Maybe it's just me. But I dont want to spend my weekends with my colleagues.

Why? Chances that we'll talk about work is high although we would set the expectation NO WORK / NO COLLEAGUE GOSSIP topic.

Second reason? I seen them from Monday - Friday already. Enough la, I want to see different faces. ~~I'm easily bored. Bleh.~~

Reason 3? I dont want to talk about work all the time, even if I love my job that much. ~~LOVE, yeah right.~~

I would rather rot at home. Plus I dont want to share too much personal information with colleagues. You'll never knowwww . . .

What a LOL

2010-09-18T20:26:00.002+08:00

This is a sole dialogue entry only.

Dee : J cut his hair already right?

Hey, ask him to send his picture.

Quick, quick.

Me : Heh?

*sends dee's expectation to J*

Dad : He sure look cute with his new haircut.
All short and bald.

Me : * in shock*

*laughs out really loud in her heart*

* ROFL*

*ZOMG*

I almost fainted. LOL.

Such a B1atch

2010-09-18T14:28:00.004+08:00

At every working place, there is always one person who annoys you to bits or get into your nerves. Somehow or rather, there is always one (maybe more)

The office pet. Lets ~~bitch~~ talk about her alil.

Details of her? Not important.

She complains all day about how busy she is. -.-

She is sooo occupied with office work and brings her personal things to do at work too. She does her personal work first instead of office work. WOWWW!! Such an ass.

She brags about her father being an owner of a forwarding company. Yeahhh! Big deal. I'm not working with your dad. I don't care. Btw, you're in the same field but why dont you know anything despite being exposed to the environment since young? Tin kosong.

She thinks she's soooo smart and almighty that she has to pick on everyone.

She thinks everyone likes her. So in denial. I pity her. NOT.

Everything that she says shows how stupid she can get.

She is getting married this year and complains about lack of time all the time. She had 1 year! If you dont have enough time, take 2-3 months leave if marriage is so so important so that you can focus. Stop complaining! Its getting on my nerves. Argh!

My happiest day at office was when I found out i dont have to sit next to her anymore and listen to the stupid things she has to say everyday.

I 'love' her so much that I dedicated one entry for her.

I'm not very nice huh? But I really disliker her.

All I hope is for her to stay far away from me.

Soon enough ~

2010-09-18T00:34:00.005+08:00

[ Wanting to reach the sky,

To have a grasp of the stars ]

A glimpse.

Of those eyes & eyelashes.

The familiar voice.

The warm smile.

I miss so much.

That safe feeling whenever you're near.

The warmth , the comfort .

There's something I really want right now.

A place I wana be right now.

A person I want to see .

<-- I'm so short, cant even reach the 'cactus' tip. BOooo!

Love Like Woe

2010-09-14T22:39:00.003+08:00

I love this song.

The rhythm's catchy.

They are pretty *stares*

Youtube doesnt allow embedded codes. Sighs.

Check this link out .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oh6Oz-L156c

Random xD

2010-09-12T10:59:00.004+08:00

Its that particular song I heard for the first time.

I was listening to the lyrics carefully and

it got me thinking.

The song was playing in my head the whole day.

Didnt realise about my feelings earlier.

~~Or maybe I just chose to not think about it.~~

But this song hit me.

And continue 'haunting' me.

Then came the decision to just do it.

Me and songsss :P

Oh well

2010-09-08T06:50:00.003+08:00

I respect for his/her opinion but I have my point of view.

We should be independent no matter where we are.

There is a risk to take in life no matter what you do.

As long as you're ready to face it - BE equipped and BE prepared.

I know, ones actions would affect people around them but it depends on how you handle it wisely.

Be responsible for your own actions.

My heart

2010-09-04T19:48:00.004+08:00

Not sure if you know this >>

You're a miracle >>
This totally fits in.

I'm so lucky to have you.

You know, you really make my day. Everyday.

I love you.

Swt-nya

2010-08-13T00:53:00.004+08:00

Was dragged for dinner at Zanmai Sushi .

1st round of green tea

We kinda finished our green tea and was waiting for their staff to refill.

I was actually wandering if we really could refill the greentea cos there was no one walking around with the teapot.

After about 10 -15 minutes, the tea staff ~~finally~~ noticed and came to our place.

While he was pouring the tea, I jokingly said, "Ahh, we were waiting xD "

Colleague: "Aiyo dont be so desparate for green tea la xD "

Since then, the tea staff kept a look out for my tea cup. Its obvious cos you could see him trying to check on my tea status. LOL.

2nd round of green tea

Less than a minute I drank my green tea finish, the tea staff walk over to pour green tea into my cup. Mind you, only my cup. My 2 colleagues?? He didnt pour any . Okkkk

Since then, my colleagues make fun of me. Sigh.

The tea was still keeping a look out for my tea status even then. Ugh.

I was trying my best not to show my face expression that I finished my tea. Sigh. What a tough task if you ask me.

Vampires suck

2010-08-11T20:50:00.002+08:00

I wander if I should watch this if the movie releases.

I will laugh and comment really loud while watching this in the cinema. ZOMG!!

So tempting but should I? Haha.

Always and will never change

2010-08-08T21:04:00.004+08:00

My thoughts : -

I dont mind people who drinks.

But I mind people who drinks and then go on rage.

Common sense and rationality goes haywyre.

Period.

Cbox Spams

2010-08-07T23:20:00.004+08:00

What to do if you have annoying spams on your cbox.

This is for my reference in future if I dont remember how.

Step1 : Log in to your account on Cbox.

Step2 : Click on Messages > Messages

Your page would like this below.

At the bottom section under Messages, click on the msg you wana delete.

Greedy

2010-08-07T22:58:00.004+08:00

Its been some time since I had a taste of burger.

Just now, Tan suddenly had McD cravings so we drove to buy one.

CL said he wanted street burger.

While driving back home, I opened the burger packet and thought the burger was ~~seducing~~ tempting. Soooo, *NOMS*

Thought : I like!

Then I took the second bite thinking it was ok cos CL did say he was quite full anyways. ROFL .

I loveeee street burgerss!! Its so so delicious and mouth watering. ~~SINFUL!!~~

CL gave me a few bites later and I couldnt open my mouth wide enough to chew it. ZOMG!

I am feeling greedy lately about food. I feel like eating more than what I should.

My appetite food is back. Welcome back black hole xD

I am not hungry, but I just felt like munching on food xD

My self control button has been deactivated. Gack. Where's the remote? @___@

I

2010-08-07T15:06:00.002+08:00

Like her posters on smoking :)

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2010/07/smoking.html

Combination :)

2010-08-05T21:24:00.001+08:00

I like this :)

Check it out !

Short attention span

2010-08-05T00:14:00.005+08:00

What distracts me easily / the most?

1) tv

2) computer

I guess I'm easily entertained XD

Dont let me near them or I will ignore you, accidentally.

No reason, I'm just . .

What should be next?

2010-08-03T22:43:00.003+08:00

You move on in life.

You take a step out from your comfort zone.

Gradually move?

Rush into things that you are not familiar with right away without thinking?

You dont know what's next. What to prepare. What to expect. ~~But without expectation, you wont be disappointed~~

I need something / someone to tell /lead me to what I should do next.

I'm dependent ? I know. Indecisive ? I have always been one.

You willing to be the one?

The adorable oink in pink

2010-07-31T14:00:00.007+08:00

Dad and I were talking about well beings of pigs in Germany. ROFL.

How pink they are compared to pigs here.

How big and adorable they are.

I had no idea how differ they are and just agreed at what dad has to say.

Out of nowhere, dad wanders how its like to adopt a German pink pig as a pet.

Dad : -

Imagine it waiting for the postman to deliver letters to our letterbox. It will wait outside and then snort at the postman. LOL.

Our pet will be loyal to us and follow us around. So cuteee . LOL.

Imagine how pink and adorable the German pig will be.

The pig would be treated like a human and eat human food.

What you think?

Hahaha. Dad's random ideas of pets.

But seriously, does Malaysia's pig and Germany's look different?

Flu-ish

2010-07-29T00:26:00.004+08:00

Stupid flu!

Achoo!

I wander who I gotten the virus from.

Ugh. Sneezing out loud in office with mucus dripping out alil is a eeww scene.

Blowing your nose isn't something polite either.

Hope the flu will go away soon.

Virus oh virus, please parasite someone else completely really quick. Ugh.

I sleep with my blanky wrapped around me that I look like a popiah XD

Sighs

2010-07-29T00:08:00.004+08:00

There will come across a time where you feel like leaving everything behind just to do something that you felt was very right. But theres so much to think of. The responsibility that you carry or so you think it is, its not an easy decision after all.

Sometimes its just not about you only, you also have to think about the effect it will bring to people around you.

I need time.

Can I just follow my heart and take on how things turn out later lil by lil ?

Think its reckless? But its about time.

Speechless

2010-07-24T00:44:00.006+08:00

How would you respond when your top managerial asked you out of the blue if you like her?

And then your manager demand you to answer it, a YES or a NO.

-.-

I like talking to one and dislike talking to another one.

The question was, "Do you like us?:

I cant answer, "Yes and No ? ". Can I?

Scary & swt experience

2010-07-21T22:11:00.004+08:00

Pain is something I dont like to experience.

I had gastric pain for 3 years now, so the doctor claims.

But the pain come and goes. Blame my inconsistent eating habits :P

Nevertheless, I was adviced to take h-pylori test. Kill the cause of the pain they say.

Result will be out on Friday. I wander how its gonna be like.

Oh, hpylori test! They jab the needle and take my blood for the test.

I had an interesting experience. The doctor!

HE!

JABBED
THE NEEDLE!
INTO MY ARM

AND!
TRY TO LOOK
FOR
MY VEINS!
WITH THE NEEDLE IN MY
ARMS!

The doctor turn the needle 180degree in attempt.

I almost blurted, " Doc are you trying to vein hunt there? @___@ "

I wander if I really say that , would he accidentally break the needle while it is still in my arms? @___@

Desires

2010-07-20T20:54:00.002+08:00

Muse - " Undisclosed Desire "

I know you suffered
But I don’t want you to hide
It’s cold and loveless
I won’t let you be denied

Soothe me
I’ll make you feel pure
Trust me
You can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

You take your lovers that you’re wicked and divine
You may be a sinner
But your innocence is mine

Please me
Show me how it’s done
Tease me
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Please me
Show me how it’s done
Trust me
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Soon is soon

2010-07-17T22:10:00.004+08:00

"It does not matter how long you’ve known him / her, if he / she's had you smiling since day one, don’t lose him/ her. "

"I am really looking forward to meeting you,
For I have been so curious if the day would ever come,
If I could ever be there beside you to hold your hand,
To be there with you when your tears run,
My heart is with you anyway,
I still love you the same till that very day,
But to be right with you,
Would be a great present,
And for that day to come,
I am so very excited,
For when that day comes,
I will finally be with you.

I am happy that day is coming really soon "

Zoommm ~

2010-07-10T01:00:00.004+08:00

While driving this morning, I zoomed out throughout the whole drive to work. I didnt even realise I reached workplace. LOL. Doubts & thoughts. Then again, I should get back to reality and see it for myself. I shouldn't judge something before experiencing it can I?

So wow, I half-conciously drive to work today! Ooshh!! Moral of the story? Switch on your radio !! To avoid sleepiness or self phase out.

This entry functions as a reminder xD

Something feels amiss

2010-07-09T23:57:00.003+08:00

Wuwu, I want to ~~spam~~ update status on my social network website but it is currently down even if I try accessing it using alternative search engine. Sighs. I have been clicking refresh for hourrss!! ~~exaggerating~~

Its fun when you can just keep updating anything and everything you want without thinking my spams might bother someone, bleh.

I need to update!! @__@

Starbucks

2010-07-09T23:43:00.003+08:00

Coffee is a no-no for me.

With just a few sips , I wont be able to sleep.

My eyes will be wide open as if my eyes have been taped up with celo tape. Haha.

Behold my new favourite drink above !

Green tea latte. Wheee ~

I like *slurpsss*

In Sg Lembing

2010-07-03T14:38:00.005+08:00

We hike up to Panaroma Hill.

There was too much clouds that we couldnt see the sunrise . ~~More like , we were late when we reach.~~

It felt like we were above the clouds. The atmosphere was cooling :)

There was one moment when there was yellow light beaming from the clouds. It looked like heaven.

Below pictures are taken from google btw but it looked similar as the ones we took pictures XD

We were at a food court near Market Place after a 'tedious' hike up to Panaroma Hill xD

There we were, sitting and talking away. Outta nowhere, this uncle came to our table and tell me that there is sun shining on my face (specifically my forehead). He suggested I shifted alil to prevent sunburn. He said I might get too dark till no one can recognise me.

My reaction: What? The sun is shining on my face? Errr . . ok?

Questions:

1) Why is this uncle concerned about me getting sunburn?

2) How long has this uncle has been observing us?

Conclusions:

People in Sg Lembing are observant and overly nice ~~aka scary aka freaky~~. LOL.

I love the Jambatan Gantung :)

wa me zai eh

2010-06-29T21:18:00.004+08:00

I wander. . . if its a good thing?

To be emotionally attached to someone.

I am kinda scared to be emotionally dependent.

I should get a hold of myself and not be one?

Sighs , maybe in september la. I dont mind the way things are going :P

:)

2010-06-28T20:44:00.003+08:00

It has been a good birthday.

Mum and bros was really cute by switching off my room light and came out with a cake :)

Dad got me a pressie :) *I is uber spoilt*

Had a nice bday cake surprise from colleagues :)

Spent time in Kulim with people I missed spending time with so much :)

Being around them. Listening to them laugh and talk.

I got more toys to play with, tee hee :)

A quack quack and a toing toing xD

Me lurve u guys to bits :)

Football

2010-06-20T17:19:00.003+08:00

I did not realise the beauty of football till I bumped into this link.

http://sarkastic.livejournal.com/446372.html

Awesome players + game with the right reasons -> eyecandy :P

Share with me if you found more links like this.

As of now,

2010-06-19T20:26:00.000+08:00

Letting Go

2010-06-17T00:51:00.007+08:00

Oh wow. It has been the hectic-iest month ever. So much of following up everyday and night that I am mentally exhausted and losing myself because of work. Most of the time, I look super pale and feel pukish.

At this point of time, I don't really care what the outcome might be. I just want to get through it. The process of getting to the results is tiring till the extend I wish this could just end. NOW.

The one thing I feel like doing right now is to watch the moon and stars while lying on the green green grass. Gazing at the beautiful calm sky all night with nothing bothering my head with someone next to me. He/she does the talking while I listen and smile.

Honestly,

I am tired. Really.

I almost cried today, twice.

I couldn't sleep well.

That is how bad things are.

Can you let me go from this pain?

My colleague wished I was a cunning fox-bitch who win boss heart that everyone else hates.

It hurts her see-ing me like this. She noticed how much stress I am going through and how much I've lost myself from the first day she knows me. I don't want to lose myself in front of her ~~or anyone else~~ and cry.

Five months. I want to stop. Will I? Should I?

Is 50cents good enough to make a decision?

Kite flying

2010-06-07T22:44:00.002+08:00

I have never flew a kite before.

Shall we try it when you're here? xD

Angel Beats!

2010-06-06T17:48:00.006+08:00

Oh . . anime . . something I have left untouched for 5 years already.

CL had been trying to get me to watch Angel Beats! for a long time . He even saved them in his MP4 for me. He kept promoting it persistently and think I should really give it a shot. CL is rather particular with his anime and I kinda trust his taste in it.

After a few reluctant no's from me, I decided to give it a shot.

I actually like it. The storyline and the characters was rather funny in a silly way! I was laughing out really loud. Angel Beats! made my day :)

Their missions sound BIG but its overrated. Swt. They have missions like Project Tornado but . . watch it yourself and you'll know what I mean.

When I was watching it, I felt like I was absorbed into the story.

Angel Beat! is one addictive anime. I'm at the 6th episode now. Shall resume watching it next weekend. Tee hee! CL has 10 episodes so far. Its ending at the 13th though.

On a side note, I'm waiting for CL to download the latest episode of Big Bang Theory and How I Met Your Mother :)

Sheldon and Amy. I wander . . .

Note to self

2010-06-05T16:42:00.004+08:00

You can skip this post cos its a reminder to myself . Bye .

I bumped into Wilson's blog that I agree of, so I quoted it below.

Telling self :

" Peter oh peter? Bila nak grow up ni???? "

Ching oh ching, grow up and work to your fullest will you?

Stop screwing yourself up again & again. Jeez.

Arent you annoyed?

Oh! ~

2010-06-01T23:26:00.003+08:00

I dont know how I got dragged into this. Oh well, might as well enjoy myself and take it as a form of relaxation. I hope I wont break my bone or have sore muscles in the end xD

Cute song with scary dance moves. It may look easy from your eyes but believe me, theres lots of shaking and coordination that will be involved.

Whats this about? I was tricked into joining a cheerleading competition @___@

I thought we were only cheering our team but apparently not. We are performing and competing @____@

We even have our outfit designed. I am not looking forward to showing off my fat thighs in public for about 4minutes @___@

2010-05-31T00:15:00.003+08:00

Silly thoughts.

Confirmations of thoughts.

Images of if's came running through.

Assurance.

I need to sleep. And stop thinking.

Whats you?

2010-05-25T23:27:00.004+08:00

http://www.tummyfluff.co.uk/fun/humour/Personal.htm

Dont ask me whats mine.

If you want to know, ask me here & I'll tell you.

Shucks

2010-05-21T23:09:00.005+08:00

Since I've started working, I have been too tired after work to talk or to have a decent conversation with mum and dad.

Daily words : Good night , good morning, I'm home, I'm hungry, etc.

Sad dont you think?

All I want to do after work is just spend time with myself, lappy and the other fella. I guess work has been eating me up a lot since I started. I shut myself out from everything else. Although I am feeling more comfortable with what I do, I really don't know if I am gonna survive.

Heck the stupid ego that I 'like' this job and I'm ok. I AM NOT!

I should stop forcing myself. I should stop feeling scared. I should stop finding excuses.

I need to listen to what my heart wants and say it out loud.

If I survive, then I survive. If I dont, then its just an experience I was threw into and I should get up and continue walking. Its just not my thing after all? The experience has been good but I was not at my best. Bleh. Failure is part of life ? But its hard to accept and face it don't you think? No one to blame but myself.

Dad makes me feel better everytime.

Mum makes me feel all warm inside.

Status check: Life sucks at the moment.

Announcement : I might /choose to be unemployed in 1 week. A new beginning? Lets hope for the best :)

" Pemikiran yang terpendam terlalu lama yang tidak diluahkan akan menjadi racun yang bakal membahayakan kesihatan anda and orang di sekeliling "

Lets have random talks in person and laugh :)

Enough of bitching and enjoy life already :)

Magnetic phone

2010-05-16T20:50:00.004+08:00

Ugh, I should get a new handphone really soon. My current hp attract staples . ZOMG!

I didnt know that until last Friday when we had some vote thingi at work.

It was time to nominate the new committee board. It felt so like high school where the names of the nominees were written on the board and everyone just vote. The difference? They did not introduce the nominees in person. Swt. How I voted? Well, when there's guys nominees in a category, I vote for them to enrich the communication of the committee board XD

Everyone just wanted the voting to end asap so that we can eat! After the last category finished, everyone left fast and headed to where the food is. Swt. I was pretty sure that the current committee board wanted to introduce the newly elected committee board BUT. . . haiz. I guess stomach overrules everything else. Haha.

I asked one of the colleagues to help me keep my phone as I didnt have enough hands to take the food. As she pass it back to me, I noticed theres staple on the speaker 0_0

Thinking maybe the staple was just sticking there and was not magnetised by my phone , I decided to do an experiement. Lay the staple on the table and then put my speaker near it, the staple actually sticks to my hp speaker!! OMG!!

Phone phone, I need a new one like nowww XD

Will a phone fall from the sky ? Hopes are rather low dont you think. Sigh.

Whining and excuses

2010-05-15T23:51:00.001+08:00

Its about time I need to get my head straight about this job.

I was ~~randomly~~ selected by them through JobStreet. I accepted the job though it was not my cup of tea. Logistic in an interesting field. Lots of new things to learn everyday but I dont seem to be absorbing them. Somehow I am shutting myself out from learning. The reason? My brain cant give me an answer. Maybe because I'm not interested? Maybe because I dont really care what happens? Maybe because I'm still at studying phase & not taking my job as serious I should be but the phase should be over it by now, it has been 5 months since my last exam. Hmmm . .

It has been 4 months - I gave an impression that I don't seem to be enthusiastic about my work through the feedback. Ugh. Also, my performance has been going up and down like a coaster ride. To the boss, my performance is like the weather. The sun shines and then rain and then the sun shines again. In conclusion, inconsistency which is something I have to work on.

So whats next?

Find my passion really quick?
Strive for excellence in what I do?
To work on my pro-activeness. Ugh. Make time to be proactive no matter how busy I am :/
Stop making excuses.
Start caring for what I do.

Will I make it?

I hope I am not doing this job for the sake of filling up my time. *ask self*

I hope I can prove myself wrong before its too late.

People pay for your ability. Do what more than what you're supposed to.

*Note to self : A new week is starting. Full speed ahead? I better be. Bleh.