Dedicated to Mr J, my love

"I hope our story will never end"

"Thank you for being a part of my life & being you"

"I love you hun"

Heartbeats fast

Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

distance

I remember saying :

" Long distance relationship is something I will never step into. "

" Long distance is just almost impossible."

" I wont fall deeply for a person cos I don't want to be hurt "

The one person I didnt expect to fall for. But I did. I am still wandering how it happened :D

I am happy to have him despite that he's not near me.

" You will always be close to my heart :) "

It is one of the happiest thing that I cherish in life. This magical feeling; I cannot describe it with words. Wonderful would be the word to describe. Love is wonderful.

My thoughts on love:

Past: Love last forever. Love = happy ever after. Love someone with all your might. Fairy tales do come true.

Few years back : Love is subjective. Love doesnt equal happy ending. The more you love, the higher the potential you'll get hurt. Love does fade as time pass. What's love?

Now: Love is wonderful. Love someone with all your might. You dont know what may come but love a person with your heart truly . Dont be afraid to love someone and let your feelings grow.

Being in a long distance relationship is an interesting journey. It may be tough at times but wonderful :)

You have to endur the distance. You have to endur the hunger for each other's presence (especially during the hard/ down times). You have to be strong mentally and trust one another. You have to make the best for what each other can give even if its only words and virtual presence.

I admit:

"I still have doubts at time."

"I dont know where this might lead to but I continue believing. "

"At times, I am still afraid that I might get hurt."

Similarities and differences are magnets that attracts individuals. Its what keep individuals together. We share some things in common in the beginning. And later on, we found our differences and blend in our differences.

The sweetest person I met so far, he can be unpredictable :)

There's nothing I want to change about him, as of now. XD

Love do exist when you believe and brave enough to love someone.

Being in the relationship taught me how to appreciate him much more and made me realise how much this person means to me.

You're one person I don't want to miss or letting go :P

" I love you Pheeraphong :) "

Relationships, may it be family, friends, love, colleagues and many more, they don't coincidentally jump into your life . Love them. Cherish them. Appreciate them. Learn from them. Dont wait till its too late to let them know that you really care.

Do you believe in your instincts in love ? Or Believe how you feel, what your heart tells you.

Or should you be rational in love?

Cant one be sure and practice both above?

I'm lucky to have you, you know that?

The time with you cant be explain with words.

Thank you love for the magical feeling, its still growing day by day :)

Ich liebe dich liebling

Soon enough ~

[ Wanting to reach the sky,

To have a grasp of the stars ]

A glimpse.

Of those eyes & eyelashes.

The familiar voice.

The warm smile.

I miss so much.

That safe feeling whenever you're near.

The warmth , the comfort .

There's something I really want right now.

A place I wana be right now.

A person I want to see .

<-- I'm so short, cant even reach the 'cactus' tip. BOooo!

My heart

Not sure if you know this >>

You're a miracle >>
This totally fits in.

I'm so lucky to have you.

You know, you really make my day. Everyday.

I love you.

Orange Schirm

Its been sometime now. This feeling couldnt have been any better than it is. They say one will get use to the distance and the mixed feelings after a while. Weirdly, I didn't. I miss you even more as days pass by. Its ok, it just means we're a day closer :)

The only thing I have from you, I keep it close to me. 'You' keep me safe. It reminds me of you. It warms my heart. It makes my day. 'You' protect me from rain. I never leave home without 'you'. Mum was being cute by naming it after you, haha.

I am known for my destructive hands. Its a miracle that 'you' are still in 1 piece & works properly as it was supposed to. It just shows that if I care about something, I wont destroy it ? Really? I dont know.

Ich liebe dich mein Schatz!

Ich vermisse dich sehr sehr !

生热快乐

Happy birthday to the one and only boyfriend :)

This song is specially dedicated to you. You always plant a smile in my heart no matter what you do (the bangang-ness in you :P). Thoughts of you makes my day no matter how tough the day was.

Do you know that . . .

I am afraid to love, and yet I love you.
My fear is like a wall I walk right through.
The wall is there, and yet it doesn't stop me.
I need it still, and yet I still need you.

I know someday we will be in a field
Surrounded by the blessing of the sky.
I'll dance with all the freedom of pure joy,
Needing you without a reason why.

But now I'm still afraid that I might lose you,
That you might not accept my desperate need.
You make me laugh and cry and be completely.
You are the flower, I the slender reed.

Love is not a simple yes or no. Only will and time ordain its truth. Visions of sweet pleasure come and go. Embracing love takes wisdom more than proof.

Ich liebe dich mein schatz. Happy Birthday :)

Thank you for all the smiles you have given to me dearie.

Safe repeat-month number-5

To the Mr Uncountable Nicknames,

Selamat ulangbulan kelima ~! Cant wait to drama with you again ~!

[[ PS: The title was a direct translation :P ]]

All da best !

Hey you ,

Keep on fighting ! Keep up the good work ! Keep the spirit up !

Shall wait for your good news k! :)

Eat well and sleep well !

Me love you :)

vermisse-ing dich

" Missing you hasn't been a pleasant feeling.

Whenever I miss you, I play that song out loud repetitively, singing it out loud too.

Whenever that song plays, I think of you and images of you appear.

It was that song . . . "

It may be unbearable now , but I am looking forward whats coming next :)

I may be silly at times but I know what I want. Please bear my silliness aite. Theres only one of you, that is why I am reacting this way :(

There and then I know the reason why. Its you.

four ein tujuh

Here comes that date of every month again. Its the number four this time. There are times when things get tough (related and unrelated to us) but we try and we try. The thought of having you makes my day and turns everything less painful.

How I wish I was lucky in lottery and just hit some numbers and kidnap you here myself =P

The thought of to be able to spend time with you this festive would be like a dream come true. Merry Xmas dearest. <3

Love is swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off.

It takes you by surprise at first, but keeps you warm for a long time.

Thank you for the warmth and love hun. Also for making me believe in something I didnt. =)

Tonight

I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And I used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus
And how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad
Sometimes not having you here
I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight...

- - - - - - - - - - -

There are times when it felt so hard just missing you. And tears shed. Continue believing is not easy. Waiting for time to pass by can be really tough.

Sometimes when you decided about something, just go on with it and continue having faith in what you believe.

Sometimes its not about whether its worth it or not, its just about what you want.

Do you believe in us? Its been 16 weeks now.

drei monaten jetzt

Freedom and love go together.
Love is not a reaction.
If I love you because you love me,
that is mere trade,
a thing to be
bought in the market;
it is not love.
To love is
not to ask anything in return,
not even to feel that
you are giving something
- and it is only such love
that can know freedom.

I love you because
I know you're always there,
there to catch me when I fall,
there to listen when I need you,
there when I feel alone.

Love is so very special

Yet can make you feel so lost
It can arrive just like the springtime
And melt away like morning frost

You must find ways to nurture
Always grow your love with care
Never ever take for granted
The love that you both share

Mistakes are bound to happen
You may hurt each other's heart
Yet don't give up to easily
It will tear your love apart

Love resembles a bright flame
That lights a dark starry night
Never ever let this flame burn down
Rekindle with all your might

Take a moment every day
Look deep into each other's eyes
Never hesitate to show affection
Small gestures will keep a love alive

Talk openly about your feelings
Take time to show that you care
Treasure each and every moment
Because to find true love is rare

-- It hasnt been an easy 3 months. But I am glad to have you.

No matter what happens, at least we still had each other --

Ich liebe dich Pheeraphong =))

2 de silly rakas

It has been 8 long weeks now, 2 months in a week. Couldnt have been better without you. Thank you for being you. Thank you for your attentiveness. Thank you for all the love.

"Ich liebe dich rakas!"

The days are empty,

The nights are cold.

I sit at home,

Wondering when we'll reunite.

Looking at your picture,

Which leaves me in tears!

Reminiscing on the memories,

We have shared and once feared,

Knowing that we will be together once again.

Hoping the days and nights go by.

So that we are back in each others arms.

As i sit and wonder when that day will come.

All i can do Today is pray and dream that our love will reunite back together.

- - - -- - - - -

I've never seen you

Or touched your skin

I've never felt your lips

Or held you tight

But I know I love you

Not because of the way you look

Or because of that sexy voice

Not because of the things you say

But because of whom you are

When we meet I will kiss you

And hold you all night

I love everything about you

Because it's you

And rakas, thank you for accepting me as me.

I think and hope you are. =P

Ein Monate ++ ^^

There's so much I wanna say
Through words T tried to convey.
Bombastic words and colorful phrase
I tried to use, but all in vain.

Poems, lyrics, compositions too
I tried to write all that I feel.
But nothing beats these simple three words:
I Love You !

----

As far as the ocean is wide
through miles and miles of sea;
You will be someone special
a true miracle to me.

As high upon the mountain tops
as high as one can climb;
You will be so dear to me
the best friend I can find.

As many stars that twinkle
throughout the heavens above;
You will be a a bright reminder
of what it means to love.

------------

PS: Although its a shorter entry compared to the last, you know how I feel. Love u Moo

.

M-M

Its funny how you can make me smile everyday with success. Although you´re not physically here, I could feel the love.

Lets go with the flow and see where we end up. =)

Wochen vier

Love is something that you share with your your most loveable lover
your loveable friend
to the end
It can't be erased
It can't be retraced

No one can ever stop you from loving
your most loveable lover
your compassionate lover
your significant other
Love is passionate

Love is sacred
Love is what has you sitting around
trying to make it
Love doesn't hurt you
Love is tender
Love is sweet
Love is what makes you wait for that big treat
Love is a 4 letter word
And in 3 words you can
express it
I Love You!

Chasity Renee

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

I love how you speak to me

Shows me how much you care

I love how you look at me

Positively I feel so loved

I love how you talk

You flatter my soul

I love how you whisper

So assuring I lose all my fear

I love how you laugh at my jokes

Without a doubt I am clever and bright

I love how you express your mind

Hear the sound my own heartbeat

I love how you play your music

A different feeling each time

I love how you hum you tune

Digs deep into my soul
I love how you describe me

A melody I feel in my heart

I love how you miss me

Always brings joy into my life

I love how you want me

You get me so inspired

I love how you share you

Brings you closer to me

I love how you preach love

Sincerity I feel inside

I love how you feel me

Fills every emptiness

I love how you love

And it is so easy to love you back

Kay Barcelon

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" Ich vermisse dich Moo.

Ich liebe dich auch! "

two W

The truth is:

Because I am bad at expressing myself, I find sayings or poems that suits best with how I feel.

Love you dear.

DD-Ds

The few stuff I bumped into the other day. Some part of it describes how I really feel recently.

...........

The day you were born, the whole world was blessed
These thoughts in my mind to you I must confess

The time has come for me to express my true feelings
You are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my being

What you have brought me I never thought I could procure
The gift of comfort, with you I am secure

For you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrow
And made me realize there is always a better tomorrow

It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way
I love you more and more with each passing day

You brighten my days and lift my spirits
I have felt this for so long and now want you to hear it

So you may know the place you hold in my heart
You are always with me even when we're apart

I truly believe what we have is meant to be
Just open your heart and soon you shall see

What I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face
Just know that I'm here and will be always

- - - -

I wish I could wipe
your falling tears away,

as you bravely smile through your pain...
You see me suffer,

then you break down and cry
miles apart...

In your dreams
I softly kiss you,

no one can see the pain,
that we both feel inside

miles apart...
You whisper I love you

and I whisper to the skies,
I love you too

When will this pain ever go away
even though we are

miles apart...
To be by your side

is a dream I can't deny
But I will wish for it to come true.

I miss you so badly
my heart is breaking

as we cry
miles apart...

- - - - -

You don't know how much i miss you
or how much i really care
your like a dream
i open my eyes
to find that your not there

i wish that i could meet you
to see how much fun you are
so that you could hold me
but your destination is too far

i wish that i could touch you...
.i want you to touch me too
my heart is crying out for you
what am i to do?

i miss your friendly presence
you've got me thinking. 'damn!'

you don't know how much i want you
but you're no where near i am...

~ By Yvonne Palalagi, New Zealand, Auckland

Emo day

Today I was awake with a really touching message that I became stunned the whole day. I feel so so loved and cared for. I ran out of words of how I am feeling exactly right now.

I realised I am falling deeper into this person as days pass and I cannot imagine myself loosing him one day. Thinking of him just now made me shed tears. As a matter of fact, all the raining today didnt help me feel any better.

From the start, I knew this wont be easy due to distance, but I didnt want to do something that I might regret. I am glad I did it.

Thinking of how sweet this person is, brightens up my day and keeps me strong. But not today. Today is emo day.

I wish I wish I could be there. Just by your side.