True? Yes? No?

QUESTION : There're those making loads of noise as if they are above every1. And then there're those who get things done. Guess who's more valuable?

A : Those making loads of noise?

B: I agree with A.. In reality, the ones who make the most noise prosper the most also.. Deny it all you want, it always happens

It depends. But mostly true XD

Quoted

and its true:

"I know what good morals are, but you're supposed to disregard good morals when you're living in a crazy, bad world. If you're in hell, how can you live like an angel? You're surrounded by devils,trying to be an angel? That's like suicide.

LCCT ~

03.09.2010 -

Sending J off to the airport

23.10.2010 -

Sending Ran off at the airport

Driving through the airport cos I miss the first turning to the car park, my heart didnt feel too good. As I walk towards the airport, I see the familiar shops and memories keep flashing through. The last hour we had with each other. It hurt pretty badly.

I was this close to text Ran - "Hey, I cant see you off. Have a safe journey. Will miss you badly :( "

But

I managed to see Ran off anyway. Hehe.

The first shop that caught my eyes - Old Town Kopitiam.

The place J and I had our last 'dinner' oder meal together.

The pathway we were walking towards the boarding gate.

Argh! I didnt like this feeling. I felt like crying already. It didnt come across to me earlier that I might feel this way.

I walk towards the departure section and was looking for the flight Ran was supposed to catch. Then his text came along; he's at Old Town.

Thought : "What? Why Oldtown? Sighs. "

When it was nearing 11.30am, we walk towards the boarding gate. Sighs.

Its hard to see a close friend flying off to take another step in life but I am happy for him.

To daddy Ran, stay strong. You'll be fine. I will see u in February. You better not forget me or you wont get your Milo and PingPong biscuits :P

I cant wait for 2011 already :)

2010 is a good year with lots of new and interesting things to experience.

1) Graduation

Good - Graduating with smaller grp of people and meeting up.

Bad - lousy hall.

2) Working

Good - Spending $$ , meeting new friends.

Bad - lets not talk about it

3) Meeting J

Good - Hogging J all day.

Bad - didnt have enough of J

4) See-ing 2 friends flying off

Good - being happy for them

Bad - less people to manja with

5) Trip with da geng ~ PD, Birdpark, Kuantan, cycling

Good - randomness and kekecohan tak terhingga

Bad - bloated with food and laughter XD

I never like Goodbyes.

I Hate that Elevator!!

Enough said , haiz .

Afraid of

Tell me that we'll be alright.
Tell me that we'll get through this together.

Tell me that these feelings were all real and it wasnt a dream.

Tell me, pretty please?

I'm afraid.

I need assurance.

Sorry , but the distance is getting to me lately.

I need a favor.

Please pretend you did not come across this post aite ?

Appreciate it.

Non-related

I had a random thought at work.

Imagine you leaving your empty cup on your table while you continue doing your work.

Then you do your daily paper work.

Stapling papers together ,

Pulling out staples.

After a while , you feel thirsty and decides to make a drink.

But while you make that cup of Milo or etc, you forgot to check if there are any staples in your cup.

What happens if one gulps down staples?

I was staring at my drink and waiting for the staples to float XD

Ya, so this is what I'm busy with at office :P

Important important stuff to figure out.

What should be next?

You move on in life.

You take a step out from your comfort zone.

Gradually move?

Rush into things that you are not familiar with right away without thinking?

You dont know what's next. What to prepare. What to expect. But without expectation, you wont be disappointed

I need something / someone to tell /lead me to what I should do next.

I'm dependent ? I know. Indecisive ? I have always been one.

You willing to be the one?

Sighs

There will come across a time where you feel like leaving everything behind just to do something that you felt was very right. But theres so much to think of. The responsibility that you carry or so you think it is, its not an easy decision after all.

Sometimes its just not about you only, you also have to think about the effect it will bring to people around you.

I need time.

Can I just follow my heart and take on how things turn out later lil by lil ?

Think its reckless? But its about time.

Zoommm ~

While driving this morning, I zoomed out throughout the whole drive to work. I didnt even realise I reached workplace. LOL. Doubts & thoughts. Then again, I should get back to reality and see it for myself. I shouldn't judge something before experiencing it can I?

So wow, I half-conciously drive to work today! Ooshh!! Moral of the story? Switch on your radio !! To avoid sleepiness or self phase out.

This entry functions as a reminder xD

:)

It has been a good birthday.

Mum and bros was really cute by switching off my room light and came out with a cake :)

Dad got me a pressie :) *I is uber spoilt*

Had a nice bday cake surprise from colleagues :)

Spent time in Kulim with people I missed spending time with so much :)

Being around them. Listening to them laugh and talk.

I got more toys to play with, tee hee :)

A quack quack and a toing toing xD

Me lurve u guys to bits :)

Purrrr

Screamsss : " Tee heeeeeeeeeeeeee! Soo cuteeeeeeeeee~!! "

*stealed photo from Tan's*

I want a pet and try talking to it and take adorable pictures of it all day long!

And sing "Soft kitty, warm kitty , little ball of fur. Happy kitty , sleepy kitty, purr purr purr" (if its a cat) and hug it to sleep xD

Quoted . . .

Let me get this straight-> Larry King is getting his 8th divorce, Elizabeth Taylor is possibly getting married for a 9th time, married men Jesse James and Tiger Woods are having sex with EVERYTHING, yet the idea of "same sex marriage" is what's going to destroy the institution of marriage?? REALLY??

Se-ter-ress

I admit, I am stressed up . I dont show it but I know it. I deny it but I know I am . I may look I am alright but I am not. I have a poker face when it comes to covering up stress.

I wander if I am gonna be like this soon:

I need a serious relaxation theraphy. Still looking for the best way to release stress .

You know what I feel like doing ? Smoke. Anyone's up to teach me ?

I need a good sleep. Havent been sleeping well for 1 week. There was one night where I just rolled on my bed, like 360 degree. Tiring. My plan for this weekend? Just sleep and laze in my blanky for the whole weekend.

Something ironic, colleagues requested me to cheer them up when they look stressed up. I could do it but who's gonna cheer me up ? I have poker face that doesnt show . My ego is preventing me from telling I am stressed up. I should stop.

Stress stress, please go away. I want my stress-free happy-go-lucky smile minus the headache I have, geez.

Insecurity in u ?

I am getting more attention in office. So?

More likeable by colleagues. Then?

Can joke / mingle around with just a few sentences. Lalala ~

Stop trying to make fun of me cos you didn't / couldn't get any.

You look more like a fool.

Boss likes you already. So stop thinking I am some threat and pick on someone else.

You're not my boss, stop bossing me / people around.

Honestly, I have no interest in getting to know you.

Bye.