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This song is really addictive. I like I like! =)

On a side note, I finally finished watching Big Bang Theory season 3 episode 5! Lalala. I need to find a new series to be addicted to. Boooooo!! Any suggestion? Hopefully my bro has it in his HDD though. Haha.

Watch TV? Its like an alien object to me le and I have to fight with my mum to watch tv, nah. Speaking of which, I need to brush up my Cantonese. I couldnt catch what the actor actress was saying in the Canto series. Wuwu.

Finals is 2 weeks from now! Panic panic! =P

Tak mau extend. Huhu

People say if you work hard enough, you would get what you want. 

This seems like a to lie to me. 

People say practice makes perfect.

This seems to fail on my part also. 

People say the process is important.

"Right", but in the end result shows everything cos no one sees the process. Just result.

I studied and practised and did exercise and cases BUT today showed all this wasnt enough. I was not being overconfident. I did what I could. I thought I was prepared. The first page itself totally killed me. 

Whats next? 

Me praying alot I would pass. I need it. I need a shoulder to cry on. Huhu. I doubt about the positive thinking of passing it. Definitely expecting the worse. 

What a day. I was happy for the last few days. Now I am depressed all over. My feelings are going through a roller coaster ride. Cant I stay happy all the time? =.= 

Hwaitinggg XD

When shits happened, think of a solution to overcome it although it woulndt be easy to do so cos regretting about what has happened wouldnt change anything. 

^^ Alil note to honeydew (you complained I spam your wall too much so I leave you a note here instead), I saw your presentation video about some island. Hahaha. I like the way how you answered those questions thrown to you. Very creative. You caught the audience attention very very well. But you would need to change the way you present though. LOL. Still proud of you dearest dew. Very brave. Hehe. I miss you. Cant wait to go home. 

"Fated 2 Lap du"

Exam season is finally here. Yay! And it is starting tomorrow! Yay! And here I am, addicted to this drama. Gack. The timing is so - so wrong. But it is my source of motivation to study. You dont know how boring Int Marketing book can be. Then a break with whatver time I have left for the day as long as I finish my study quota for that day by watching endless episodes of it. 

"Fated to Love You." 

It might be the same old predictable storyline. But I watch it anyway. It has a mixture of funny elements that makes me laugh at every episode. =))  

I love this song to bits. 

One more week - London and Dublin, here I come. 

In two weeks, manja time with dearest ma and dee. I cant wait! 

Also I will be finishing my studies officially with Finance paper. Dang. WAh!! Then officially unemployed. Boo! XP 

D.I.Y. is fun =D

It's almost 4am. Woot ~ I can't believe I'm still awake at dis hour. I would usually be fast asleep. Nope sir, tonight I am not. With the help of 1 cup of iced Nescafe. Tadaa ~ No, I'm not a coffee / caffeine junkie.

Me and coffee is a No-No. I have bad experience wif coffee. One sip and more, I'll have a headache. Nothing would enter my brain no matter how hard I try. That's not frustrating yet. I'll try to sleep since I gave up on reading. BUT I cant sleep also. WTH??! No sleep, no study. That sux! So I'm surprised I'm stil awake and able to study though with Net's attraction once a while although I drank Nescafe. Ooooo ~

So I was reading the killer boring notes given by lecture.

Slides slides. Blablabla.

Highlight here and there.

Friends' scribbling cos I'm too lazy to take down notes during lecture

*yawns*

Anyway, I decided to be creative. Yeah right! More like I'm trying to kill time when I should be studying instead of writing, drawing and coloring my own DIY notes & blogging. If only marks were given for DIY notes, haiz.

With the help of de necessary tools (look above) and empty white paperssss, I created these.

Walla! Compare it yourself! Which one would u read more? Hehe. Dont stare at my ugly cakar ayam handwriting la. My handwriting is not de focus here dei.

Colorful DIY notes are so much nicer to read *hint hint* attempting to puji puji mine although it wasted alot of time which I alwis do anyway.

Lalala ~

Time to continue studying again. Burn de midnight oil. But I want to sleep. Stupid Nescafe! Lol. Siapa suruh I pandai2 drink? Sigh.

"Oh when oh when would de Nescafe wear off? Oh when oh when would it be? "

Lots of I's

I feel lost. I feel sick. Gack. Everything seems cold for me when I'm in the room. Am I sick? But the weather's really hot.

I cant wait to go home again. Mid semester break is coming in about 7-10 days time. Woot ~

I know I just came back ...2 weeks perhaps? BUT I really really miss home. I'm guessing it's because I know I'm leaving my family for Germany next year & I really really want to spend more time with them. My parents, my bros.

I need a break. I feel tired ALL the time though I dont think I'm doing anything tiring(physically/mentally). When I lie on my bed, I sleep. Even with alarms, it cant stop me from continuing sleep. My new bad habit: Snoozing my hp at least 1 hour. OMG!! This is so so baddd!! I rarely snooze my hp back then. A brat is about to be born. Somebody save me!! #_#

I feel like.... I want to...... But it's not the time.......

I want to meet up with friends & anaks. Spend more time crapping. Sigh. But there's too much things to do. Studies to cope & study. I'm overloaded with units. Arkk!! Dont even know if I can handle this.

I miss TV shows. I miss mum's soup. I miss mum's thigh(I sleep on them). I miss manja-ing with everyone. I miss dad's stories. I miss CL - CL crapping time. I miss Tian's confused stories. I miss hugging them. I miss my pillows though I have 4 pillows on my bed now(Susy left hers for me). Lol. An expert said that I'm experiencing home sick.

I want to loose this stupid flabby fats. I want to stop lying on my bed so much. I want to stop feeling tired all the time. I want to go to the gym. I want to run away.Forget the last statement k. I want more money to pamper myself? Lalala ~

fattening myseLf

It's still exam. And my study mood has gone. *poof*

Sigh. Is this what happen if I start studying early? Gosh...

Scissors scissors. I want to use you can? Lol.

I supposed to be studying last night despite everything BUT

I fed myself with McD ice-cream... argh!!

F-A-T!! But I dont care... bleh!!

Today....

Dinner....

Conversation between me and rumie...

"What shall we eat? " "Where to eat ar? Hmmm..."

Then we went to Pekaka. Woot ~

It's been long since I went there. I ordered this 'pai kuat'(pork) fried rice. Mmmm....

As a starter of the meal,

we had fried taufoo...

I was playing the game 'Worms' with my hp.... To kill u need a strategy! To bomb u need a strategy! The right angle! The right power to release! The right weapon! Muahahaha *evil laugh* Kill all of them!! hoho!! "Kids, dont try this at home!! "

Anyway this lil boy came along and sat with us. He was staring at me. Heh? Then I realised, he was attracted to the hp. Hehe. He was there to 'teman' us to eat. Lol. His real intention: To play 'Worms' with my hp.

I kinda show him how to played and let him play alil. His name is Jia Jun. Cute aite?

---lepas makan----

To Tesco we went and I bought my usual thing. This sushi. California Roll. My fav!! The sensation after eating it with wasabi... wasai.... syok!! *_*

I bought chocolate also. Oops? We went to the Kings' Bakery also. And I fell in love this ..... sobs.....

OMG!! Any food I see.. i want to eat!! Erk... this is BAD!!!

say "NO" to study

Lalala ~

I'm sick of studying. I'm studying at a rate of a turtle, snail... *sigh*

Having a bad headache also. Haiz.

Anyway, yesterday, my darling rumie pampered me. Weee ~ She pampered with FOOD!! I like...hehe

Oh no... *stares at my tummy* It's growing... Great!! I look preganant A-G-A-I-N!! Bleh...

Rojak Rojak... yummm... ---->>>>

look at how thick the sauce is... -->

the humongous nuts... *drools* I want more...

I made another promise to myself though. Not only the guy I be with must know how to cook and bake.... he must make good rojak for me also... lol...

Through food, a person shows his/her love what... Lol... i'm turning more ridiculous lor... it's the stress!! X_X

Tomorrow is the day where 3 big things is happening. I'm having 2 exams tomorrow. ANd ANDD interview results will be out!! Wah! Argh!!! Should I feel excited or nervous?

My interview was B--A--D!! I rate myself 3 /10. Questions like this was asked.

• Why USM?
• Why IB?
• Why pick Management?
• Which is your fav subject? Tell me one part/chapter that u like most. Why?
• What's your least fav subject? Why? I answered Finance.
• What are the subjects u learned through IB? Tell me one that u dislike most.
• What do u learn in IF?
• What's your hardest assignment so far? What and how your encountered it?

The questions wasnt hard.I know. It was SOOOoooo academic. Arghh!! I didnt expect this at all. I hope I answered alright. Sigh sigh. But my instincts tells me I wont get it. Haiz. Oh weLL.

[S][T][U][D][Y] --- [F][E][V][E][R]

With study week passed, here comes the waves, tornadoes, storm <><><><>

Final Exams!!! They are here! Alert alert alert!!!!!!! *panic attack* *dies*


My shcedule for this 1-2 weeks:

9 - two papers which SM and IB paper
11 - Abnormal Psiko Paper which has crazy 40 pages each topic and I have 16 topics altogether!!
14 - International Management paper
15 - International Finance paper <--- this is like my biggest fear!!! Anyone would like to volunteer and help me take this paper? *hides*

Study Fever! Lalala ~

Speaking of which, I think I'm down with fever. My lips feels hot. I have a headache. My throat feels itchy. When my throat buat hal, it's a sign that I'm getting a fever. Sigh. With a tight schedule like this, I dont have time to fall sick.



Arghh!!!!!!

"Fever fever, can u pls come attack me after 15th? Sigh."

tips

I would like to share a few tips on BBQ:

(Yes yes i know... i supposed to be studying XP)

Things to bring:

1. charcoals (duh!!)
2. lappy with nice suitable music with the right mood and speaker
3. newspaper (just incase u need something to burn)
4. plates and cups
5. gas drinks
6. rubber bands (keep leftover food)
7. mancis and lighter(duh!)
8. candles... big small it's up to you
9. gel like thingi to ................
10. umbrella incase it rains? Lol.
11. margarine/butter, honey
12. lots of sticks to poke your food
13. plastic bag to throw rubbish... dont dirty the beach
14. petrol
15. chilli sauce , tomato ketchup
16. tissue
17. fan to fan the charcoal (substitute: use the paper plates)
18. camera to camwhore

Why should u bring all this?

Well... u need charcoals to BBQ your food right? Btw break them into small pieces... easier to burn...








Charcoal + gel + lighter + newspaper =
U should know the basic usage of it I guess.

< --- Combination usage of paper cup, candle , lighter will produce this. Cute right? I call it 'peng you'. I wanted to make a wish BUT it was sleeping. HaiZ.

Lalala ~ I'm done.

My left eye has been twitching since yesterday. Argh!! What is wrong with it? Bleh... in Chinese dramas/shows, it is always said that constant twitching of right eye means good luck while the left eye means opposite. Gack. Bad luck on my way to haunt me ke?