wa me zai eh

I wander. . . if its a good thing?

To be emotionally attached to someone.

I am kinda scared to be emotionally dependent.

I should get a hold of myself and not be one?

Sighs , maybe in september la. I dont mind the way things are going :P

:)

It has been a good birthday.

Mum and bros was really cute by switching off my room light and came out with a cake :)

Dad got me a pressie :) *I is uber spoilt*

Had a nice bday cake surprise from colleagues :)

Spent time in Kulim with people I missed spending time with so much :)

Being around them. Listening to them laugh and talk.

I got more toys to play with, tee hee :)

A quack quack and a toing toing xD

Me lurve u guys to bits :)

Football

I did not realise the beauty of football till I bumped into this link.

http://sarkastic.livejournal.com/446372.html

Awesome players + game with the right reasons -> eyecandy :P

Share with me if you found more links like this.

As of now,

Letting Go

Oh wow. It has been the hectic-iest month ever. So much of following up everyday and night that I am mentally exhausted and losing myself because of work. Most of the time, I look super pale and feel pukish.

At this point of time, I don't really care what the outcome might be. I just want to get through it. The process of getting to the results is tiring till the extend I wish this could just end. NOW.

The one thing I feel like doing right now is to watch the moon and stars while lying on the green green grass. Gazing at the beautiful calm sky all night with nothing bothering my head with someone next to me. He/she does the talking while I listen and smile.

Honestly,

I am tired. Really.

I almost cried today, twice.

I couldn't sleep well.

That is how bad things are.

Can you let me go from this pain?

My colleague wished I was a cunning fox-bitch who win boss heart that everyone else hates.

It hurts her see-ing me like this. She noticed how much stress I am going through and how much I've lost myself from the first day she knows me. I don't want to lose myself in front of her or anyone else and cry.

Five months. I want to stop. Will I? Should I?

Is 50cents good enough to make a decision?

Kite flying

I have never flew a kite before.

Shall we try it when you're here? xD

Angel Beats!

Oh . . anime . . something I have left untouched for 5 years already.

CL had been trying to get me to watch Angel Beats! for a long time . He even saved them in his MP4 for me. He kept promoting it persistently and think I should really give it a shot. CL is rather particular with his anime and I kinda trust his taste in it.

After a few reluctant no's from me, I decided to give it a shot.

I actually like it. The storyline and the characters was rather funny in a silly way! I was laughing out really loud. Angel Beats! made my day :)

Their missions sound BIG but its overrated. Swt. They have missions like Project Tornado but . . watch it yourself and you'll know what I mean.

When I was watching it, I felt like I was absorbed into the story.

Angel Beat! is one addictive anime. I'm at the 6th episode now. Shall resume watching it next weekend. Tee hee! CL has 10 episodes so far. Its ending at the 13th though.

On a side note, I'm waiting for CL to download the latest episode of Big Bang Theory and How I Met Your Mother :)

Sheldon and Amy. I wander . . .

Note to self

You can skip this post cos its a reminder to myself . Bye .

I bumped into Wilson's blog that I agree of, so I quoted it below.

Telling self :

" Peter oh peter? Bila nak grow up ni???? "

Ching oh ching, grow up and work to your fullest will you?

Stop screwing yourself up again & again. Jeez.

Arent you annoyed?

Oh! ~

I dont know how I got dragged into this. Oh well, might as well enjoy myself and take it as a form of relaxation. I hope I wont break my bone or have sore muscles in the end xD

Cute song with scary dance moves. It may look easy from your eyes but believe me, theres lots of shaking and coordination that will be involved.

Whats this about? I was tricked into joining a cheerleading competition @___@

I thought we were only cheering our team but apparently not. We are performing and competing @____@

We even have our outfit designed. I am not looking forward to showing off my fat thighs in public for about 4minutes @___@