distance

I remember saying :

" Long distance relationship is something I will never step into. "

" Long distance is just almost impossible."

" I wont fall deeply for a person cos I don't want to be hurt "

The one person I didnt expect to fall for. But I did. I am still wandering how it happened :D

I am happy to have him despite that he's not near me.

" You will always be close to my heart :) "

It is one of the happiest thing that I cherish in life. This magical feeling; I cannot describe it with words. Wonderful would be the word to describe. Love is wonderful.

My thoughts on love:

Past: Love last forever. Love = happy ever after. Love someone with all your might. Fairy tales do come true.

Few years back : Love is subjective. Love doesnt equal happy ending. The more you love, the higher the potential you'll get hurt. Love does fade as time pass. What's love?

Now: Love is wonderful. Love someone with all your might. You dont know what may come but love a person with your heart truly . Dont be afraid to love someone and let your feelings grow.

Being in a long distance relationship is an interesting journey. It may be tough at times but wonderful :)

You have to endur the distance. You have to endur the hunger for each other's presence (especially during the hard/ down times). You have to be strong mentally and trust one another. You have to make the best for what each other can give even if its only words and virtual presence.

I admit:

"I still have doubts at time."

"I dont know where this might lead to but I continue believing. "

"At times, I am still afraid that I might get hurt."

Similarities and differences are magnets that attracts individuals. Its what keep individuals together. We share some things in common in the beginning. And later on, we found our differences and blend in our differences.

The sweetest person I met so far, he can be unpredictable :)

There's nothing I want to change about him, as of now. XD

Love do exist when you believe and brave enough to love someone.

Being in the relationship taught me how to appreciate him much more and made me realise how much this person means to me.

You're one person I don't want to miss or letting go :P

" I love you Pheeraphong :) "

Relationships, may it be family, friends, love, colleagues and many more, they don't coincidentally jump into your life . Love them. Cherish them. Appreciate them. Learn from them. Dont wait till its too late to let them know that you really care.

Quoted

and its true:

"I know what good morals are, but you're supposed to disregard good morals when you're living in a crazy, bad world. If you're in hell, how can you live like an angel? You're surrounded by devils,trying to be an angel? That's like suicide.

you sexy thing

Thought this video was funny :)

Sehr lustig , ich mag , hehe

turning into a kitty / cat lover?

Purr.

I think I have something for cats. I find them really adorable somehow and entertaining :)

They can plant a smile on my face instantly :)

The other day during dinner, there was this cat that was trying its luck asking for food with its cutesy face.

The cat looked so much like a carpet, resembling alil like leopard skin.

And it look clean!

So tempted to carry it on my lap and pat it.

Me: Meow

Cat: Meow

Me: Say hi and I'll feed you ? XD

Cat: *puppy eyes* Meow err , maybe it should be kitty eyes

Today at lunch, I saw these 2 kitties sleeping on the vase. They look really adorable. Guess what I did? I meow-ed really close at the 2 sleeping kitties and they woke up. They opened their eyes and looked around blur-ly wandering what happened. Tee hee. Oops? :P

I want a cat.

Actually I wana be a cat XD

Alien entry

Do you their it I this You so enough

you may limits doesnt try So and pls

know be And really to all this stop

respect good once matter give I place trying

must at mine cos anymore it should dont its

be what snaps I as another do matter too

gain you there am shot is anymore late

Do do is pretty I just I Let

you but no much still maintain dont this

know do turning decided cant I want to

I you back No push am to pls

dont know At matter myself not rethink end

respect everyone this how to bothered about I

you has point many love anymore this had

An experience I dont want to look back

Interesting read - Ladder Theory

Law of attraction.

I shall re-read and review it later if I remember. LOL.

But I agree on the two ladder a woman has . I have that too XD

http://www.laddertheory.com/

Annoying 'project'

I came across this and I agree on it 100% .

Honestly whats with the mega buildings and the big hu-ha (whats so great) about it? What would it do to benefit the people or the country?

Enough of 'MEGA' buildings and use the money elsewhere. Jeez.

Something that benefits the people. Help the poor, not YOURSELF. Ish.

LCCT ~

03.09.2010 -

Sending J off to the airport

23.10.2010 -

Sending Ran off at the airport

Driving through the airport cos I miss the first turning to the car park, my heart didnt feel too good. As I walk towards the airport, I see the familiar shops and memories keep flashing through. The last hour we had with each other. It hurt pretty badly.

I was this close to text Ran - "Hey, I cant see you off. Have a safe journey. Will miss you badly :( "

But

I managed to see Ran off anyway. Hehe.

The first shop that caught my eyes - Old Town Kopitiam.

The place J and I had our last 'dinner' oder meal together.

The pathway we were walking towards the boarding gate.

Argh! I didnt like this feeling. I felt like crying already. It didnt come across to me earlier that I might feel this way.

I walk towards the departure section and was looking for the flight Ran was supposed to catch. Then his text came along; he's at Old Town.

Thought : "What? Why Oldtown? Sighs. "

When it was nearing 11.30am, we walk towards the boarding gate. Sighs.

Its hard to see a close friend flying off to take another step in life but I am happy for him.

To daddy Ran, stay strong. You'll be fine. I will see u in February. You better not forget me or you wont get your Milo and PingPong biscuits :P

I cant wait for 2011 already :)

2010 is a good year with lots of new and interesting things to experience.

1) Graduation

Good - Graduating with smaller grp of people and meeting up.

Bad - lousy hall.

2) Working

Good - Spending $$ , meeting new friends.

Bad - lets not talk about it

3) Meeting J

Good - Hogging J all day.

Bad - didnt have enough of J

4) See-ing 2 friends flying off

Good - being happy for them

Bad - less people to manja with

5) Trip with da geng ~ PD, Birdpark, Kuantan, cycling

Good - randomness and kekecohan tak terhingga

Bad - bloated with food and laughter XD

I never like Goodbyes.

I Hate that Elevator!!

Enough said , haiz .

Censorship

Its funny how the censorship department here love to censor almost everything in the movies & songs. Random irrelevant stuff I would say. They censor anything that might sound vulgar / violent as they like. They might just cut a lot of big interesting parts in the movie cos its 'violent'/ inapprepriate, so they say. Might as well just ban the whole movie to be played in the cinema, jeez.

'Dirty Picture' was played on air. This whole song is wrong XD

But why didnt they ban it? XD

Oh well, maybe its not wrong then.

LALALA ~

Afraid of

Tell me that we'll be alright.
Tell me that we'll get through this together.

Tell me that these feelings were all real and it wasnt a dream.

Tell me, pretty please?

I'm afraid.

I need assurance.

Sorry , but the distance is getting to me lately.

I need a favor.

Please pretend you did not come across this post aite ?

Appreciate it.

Flying

Status:

I'm coming.

I'm flying.

Just one more click and I'm done.

Tonight it shall be :)

I was so excited this morning after that 'click' , tee hee .

I am looking forward.

At the same time, what happens after that?

I admit, I cant help thinking about it.

I guess I should take things as it is?

Wander how it feels like to sleep at a foreign airport? Hehehhee XD

Will it be too cold?

Hitting around the bush

Last week was my performance review at work.

The boss asked for feedbacks on what I think of the organisation. *pukes* Organisation *pukes* 

And asked about ways of improvement yadayada.

I was this close to hinting about the 'office pet' work and how everyone else's workload compared to hers. My seniorita who was sitting at the review almost gave me a kick. LOL. 

But she didnt or it would be too obvious.

Me: Aiyo, I'm not that stupid la :P

She : I know, but you are that brave.  

I am impressed :P

Should try hitting around the bush more obviously the next time, hohoho :P 

Any suggestions on how I can send a message across without being too obvious? 

You're Amazing just the Way you Are

I love the lyrics .

And i totally like the video.

Shaping faces etc with cassettes, I like!! ^^

I wander if I can do it . Though I think I'll end up breaking them XD

My patience is quite bad :P

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are