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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

28th May ~

is the day I dreaded most.

It's the day where all my bad lucks is released at 1 go.
Nothing else is worse than today.
So... 1st thing in the morning, I miss the train by a minute.

2nd, the train I sat did not have the air-conditioner on. I was sweating all the way for 25 minutes.

3rd, I accidentally hurt myself. My nail mengupas my skin which made my kulit terkupas. Gack. And it bleed-ed. "Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding in love" Tried stopping the bleeding with tissue but it didnt stop. WHAT??!! So I resorted to washing it with cold water. Gack!! Painful!! And I kinda 'merangsang' my ankle's sprain injury when I was trying to get up.

4th, the train kinda stopped at 1 station for about 10 minutes. Swt. And I was 1 station away from home. Nuuuuu!! The air-cond was on full blast... coLLLDDDD ..... *shivers*I practically yawn about 5 times in 2minutes. I supposed to control my hyper-ness when I work today BUT I was kinda still hyper. Does being hyper takes up loads of energy? I feel really tired although I have about 6-7 hours of sleep a day.

5th, the finale.... the climax....
My car tyre puncture... yayyy!! What can be greater? I wanted to force my car with the punctured tyre back home but I couldnt make it. So this helpful guy help me out. BUT I seriously doubt that is some hijack plan/ some sabotage cooperation thingi. It was such a coincidence he was there to help me out. Ya, he changed my tyre. I paid him RM15. Bleh ~ I was 'tad worried I dont have enough cash to pay him. Still after the car was repaired, I wanted to head back to the car park place and curse the jockey or whatever u call it. And show the international sign & maybe the international language also. (quote Lion) . Lol. I'm going to find another place where I can park my car. I do NOt want to park there anymore.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Memories ~



Brothers!

They might be the most insensitive creature on earth. The most annoying one. They bug u at the wrong times which then earn themselves free scolding. Lol.

They dont purposely do some certain stuff that angers us. It just comes naturally to them. They dont understand why we need some favors/help from them. They just dont see the importance of doing it but it means the whole world to us. When they decline to help, we'll get irritated... Haha...

Arguements happen rather often. Random ones most of the time. Even the slightest matter like getting the water from the kitchen(my case), we'll argue when they dont help us just because I'm too lazy to get it myself. =P



Fights when we were small. I punch u, u punch me. Maybe a light kicking at times. Tendang-menendang. Bruises here and there. XP





Sleep together on the same bed when we were younger. Push each other when we're sleeping. Arguing who should sleep nearer to the air-cond. Always complaining about not enough pillows , blankets, and space... XP



Kidnapping each others' food at times. Ice-cream, fried chicken, sweets, iced drinks, gas drinks, fries, cake etc. Bugging mum to buy sweet stuff for us or we'll make noise. =P

Thinking of ways of not to eat mum's food 15 years ago. Skipping meals. Lol. Pity mum dearest that she has to tahan 3 menyusahkan rascals... lol




Jump on the bed as if it was a trampoline. I wish I could do that now but the bed would most probably break after the second jump.

Bicycle racing. Running. Tagging. Masak-masak. Hunting for kitties and frighten them? Oops?

I really love all these moments despite the fact that brothers are annoying at times.

My brothers, they can be really sweet. Understanding. Best thing that can ever happen to me ocassionally.

They used to be shorter than me. Cute lil budak-budak. I could pat their head.



Now, they have grown up. Obviously taller than me. More mature. And not huggable anymore cos they dont want girls to misunderstood I'm their gf. Gack... I want to die....


Nevertheless, I am glad to have these 2 as my brothers. Not more, not less. TWO is the best!!

MLTR - tat's y u go awaY

I love this song. It's really sing along. Lalala ~

Karaoke session anyone? XP

There's subtitle of this song also... weeee ~

Catching up with 2 weeks of loaded work is really hard... gackkk.... Help me!! M drowning from all these workload.... *dies*

Thursday, May 22, 2008

=_=




Have u had flashes of random past memories running through your mind?



Have u ever wandered what would have happen if u took path B instead of path A?



Have u done something u regretted and wish to correct it?



Have u hurt someone so deeply before although u think it was the best way that time but u feel bad about it now?



Have u wished u could see the person u love and care most live happily ever after and dont wish to witness them leaving u in the future?



Have u feel like calling a person bitch right in front of that bitch?



Have u wished u could find the right person?



Have u wish u could see everyone smile everyday?



Have u wish u could do more for a person just to see that smile?



Have u ever felt like biting people's hand cause it looked so tempting?



Have u feel like doing something that make your parents proud of u?



Have u felt like confessing to someone but u know nothing will happen even then...



Have u feel like running away from reality sometimes? Like doing something chicken-ish like commiting suicide?



Have u feel so annoyed u feel like killing that individual?



Do u have evil thoughts before?



Have u loose hope on yourself before u even tried doing it?



Have u experienced sudden EMO-ness attack?



Have ur mind drifted away for hours of nothing?



Have u feel like floating on the beach aimlessly?



How hard was it for u to let go of something that meant alot to u?



Have u felt like screaming your heart out puas-puas?



Have u feel like continue snuggling in your bed though u'll most probably miss lunch / tea / dinner?



What's the most ridiculous thing u have done in your life so far?




Have u felt that u are not the best person to be with?



Can I choose to ignore my feelings and pretend nothing is happening?


I feel like singing my heart out till I loose my voice completely


Am I really being myself?


I dont feel like I am being myself


Am I fake?


I am tad confused of what I'm doing and my thinking right now


Bleh ~

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

penungguan ~

2 long years have passed.


It has been a long long wait for me.
U have no idea how long i Have been waiting for this day to come....


I am not a patience person when it comes to waiting.


I was finally able to meet u.


Open u up.


Drool my saliva all over u.


Bite u. (sounds alil wrong somehow)


Lick u. (this sounds disgusting XP)


Munch u bit by bit.


Man, your truly the best. Life wont be the same without you. Having u is the best.

D-u-r-i-a-n-s.... what would I do if u did not exist?


Hmm.... perhaprs find some another altenative? Lol....


We had durian for Mummy's Day.... it's de best

thing ever... mum loves and adore durian most.... so do we.... hehe

Emak gembira, kami pun tumpang gembira jugak....hehe

Sleepy already... time to zzzZZZZZZZZZ

Monday, May 19, 2008

nasib la ni ~


I'm like breaking the Chingy Piggy Book of Records...



Here I am... spraining my ankle... again... bleh.... the right one this time.... it looked like a 'cha siu pao'.... Can I chop off my leg???

Man this is so not fun. I need my ankle badly. To walk. To stand. To run.



I cannot imagine how am I going to work tomorrow. It's going to be really 'interesting'. I can feel it. With 3 days of workload to finish tomorrow itself, *dies*



Went to the tukang urut just now, it was overly painful when he massage my ankle area and certain parts at my leg, near my knee.... Arghhh!! The pain was unbearable... I was holding tight to the table to reduce the pain...Was sliding down the chair also...screaming all th way...


P - A - I - N!!!!!!!!!



If I were to hold mum's hands, it would have break(exaggerating laaa XP)... I might have bite mum's hando also.... I cannot believe I survived the pain of hell... Thank god that was over.... for now... in 2 days, I need to see the tukang urut again.... WAHHH!! Pain ~!!!



Some advices from the doc:


  • No cold icy drinks

  • No pedas food

  • Start exercising my ankle

  • Raise my leg when I sleep

PS: the pic is not my leg aite? I took it from de Net

se-diikiit me-nyampahh



Some rules we ( specifically Malaysians) should know:
  1. Dont bloody block the entrance in the train if u know u are not getting down just yet. Get down and let ppl to go down la... u wont die / miss the train by doing it

  2. Give seats to people who are pregnant/elderly/mum's or dad's carrying their kids/OKU

  3. Let people get down 1st before u enter the train ler

  4. Wait for your turn in the queue

  5. Stop cutting line... your not the only one rushing to work or wherever you're going. Leave home early the next time damm it!!

  6. Look to your left and right before crossing the road... your grandpa/moyang own the freaking road ke? Do u think people would avoid u ALL the time? What if ONE day someone couldnt see you crossing road in time? And bang!! It's your freaking fault!! Even in Uni campus road, we should be careful!!

  7. Stop risking others life... drive carefully if u have passengers !! U have no rights to take others' life.

  8. Throw your rubbish into a bin la... Jeez!! Kalau I throw rubbish in your house / room can ar?

  9. Stop staring at people as if they are some aliens from other planet!

  10. Just because u speak in English , you're not the greatest person on earth!!

  11. Stop using slangs. It's annoying!! AND it's definitely not cool

  12. State specifically where u are. STOP using the famous "I'm on my way" when your actually at home still getting ready!

  13. Stop blaming others for your own mistakes!

  14. Stop complaining about what u dont have all the time. Start working hard to earn it then... jeez!


Anyway it's common sense aite? NOT rules

Monday, May 12, 2008

C-C

I have came out with a conclusion. It's called the Ching's conclusion for today.

When u think the best thing is already happening and nothing would go wrong, something bad would come after that when u least expect most.

Anyway...

What does 5 minutes means to you?

After today it means alot. To me.
  • With 5 minutes, u can avoid the dreaded freaking traffic jam.
  • With 5 minutes, u dont have to wait all day, loose your temper while moving like a turtle for the next 30 minutes.
  • With 5 minutes, u dont need to spend time with hooligans who knows how to PUSH their way into the train and not care about anything/anyone else.
  • With 5 minutes, u get to spend time with more civlized people.

It was a good thing finally. Leaving house earlier by JUST 5 minutes, I avoided the jam... it was still jam but at least me car was moving... people actually queue up before getting up into the train. Walao ~ Unlike the later batch of people~ Sheesh...

But good things never last.
After 2 stations, my ear could listen to ONLY titu titu titu titu for the next 15 minutes. OMGG!!! Annoying!! ~
The train door couldnt close properly. And so the alarm was unleashed. SWT!! The technician spent 10 minutes trying to fix it. Gack ~
Nothing
The situation didnt improve.
The alarm still rang.
Then the electrician decided to just carry on with the journey despite the alarm sound went
titu titu titu titu titu titu.....
The door didnt even open
.
I am going to leave home early tomorrow and days to come.

I hate traffic jam!
I hate pushing and being pushed!
I hate waiting!

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Sing-ing XP

I love this song. Breathless... Mmm.... Shayne is so hmmm... Yummy? Lol. His voice is full of love expression. I wanted to upload the other video of him singing though... but his voice is enough.... So dreamy... I like ~

I miss u u dumbwhat ~

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

I'm stuck ~





I dont like the idea of the way I'm going to work.

Drive + KTM + Monorail


I'm always stuck in the jam every freaking day without failure for 30 min.


The train is always full of people. If I'm lucky, I won't turn into sardine... I remembered yesterday being sardine for 30 minutes. Ask Rohi. She was with me. My blouse was soaking wet. Boleh pulas air pun. Eeeek ~ DISGUSTING!! Pushing always happen. ALL THE TIME ~ I dont like waiting. It's always LATE!!!


Monorail was ok. I like ~


Today was my 1st day of my official work. Weee ~ I was put in auditing department. Gack ~ !! I know nuts about auditing. But today was fun. Lalala ~ I had a cute smiley friendly sifu to teach me stuff. Hehe. And again I think he has gf. Lalala ~


Did lots of paper work and some technical hands-on.


There was another Korean trainee also but he's there for only 1 week though. And he's in high school.


I left office rather early. At about 5.15, I left. Haha ~!! I completed all my work. They didn't have anymore things for me to do. Sooo.... I balik lor.... I feel weird.
The train was not packed!
I didnt experience Sardine??
No pushing??
And people actually gave way to those who were coming down from the train??
I WAS Shocked. It was so different than yesterday. But the traffic jam remained. Sigh.


Anyway I kinda camwhore while waiting 'patiently' while showing of my turtle driving skills. My dad would have lectured me upside down if he sees me do that. Camwhoring while driving like a turtle? Damm Dangerous!!! I know I know....

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

O-Day 2

Today was my last day of orientation. Sigh. Feeling alil sad cos I wont be able to see my new friends so often anymore as we work in different departments, different floors and different work shifts. Mine is always constant. Monday - Friday, 9am - 5pm.

This was what we had our break. Carrot cake, fried rice & fried chicken. Ichiban ~ ! Man, if they keep feeding me like this, I'm gonna be overpampered and gain weight really fast. Noooo ~!




One of the sessions today was to cutting pictures according to your goals. Few categories to think of was career, finance, family, social/friends and spritual. Everyone was having fun looking for the right pictures resembling their goals. Lalala ~ Then we walked around looking at others' goals and dreams and ask for explanation. This was fun for me as I get to know what they dream of. And I gave myself a little thought of what I want to achieve. It's been long since I think of my goals. Hehe.


This is my closest friend I've made throughout these 2 days. From left: Sue. Joy Sie, Christina, Edzwan. We were posing with our goals. Hehe. PS: I have a crush on him but too bad, he has a gf.... Haha... as expected.... sighh... I really like to see him smile and him... lol.... anyway I should put that aside... it wont happen....

Challenge time !!! We have to create a 'shield' to protect our egg. This 'shield' is to prevent the egg from cracking when thrown from high place. This 'shield' is made of 22 straws and tape. Wooo....
In the end. we have to sell the end-product. THEN to throw it from up the ladder.

OURS....

BROKE!!!

Haha... oh well... that was fun... my group's was rather creative... look like ketupat anyaman thingi..... I love u guys *muax muax*



Anyway this is my other kawan... start from the guy shirt with black. From left: Amirul, Liyana, Vijay, Sam and Alif.




I couldnt take pic with Shahrul, Fadil, Mohamed, Govan, Kee Hong and Andrea.... sigh... I hope I dont forget their faces any soon. Lol.



Miss u guys lots~ Thanks for making my 2 days in Parkroyal a memorable one. I really appreciate it. ^^



Our last serving of dessert before we all left home.

We have other training available also. Different month different training. What attracted me most was the French Cake class, Cupcake making class, dessert class, flower arranging, accounts thingi. I want ~~~ but I cant be greedy and take up all. Especially those not related to my department. Haiz....

Monday, May 5, 2008

hari pertama

It's my 1st day. Lalala ~

Woke up like 5.45 am. Bleh ~ I was overly excited. I was supposed to leave house at 7am but I was late 10 minutes. Gack! That wasnt bad enough... I was stuck in a jam for about 20 minutes. oMG!! Panic-ed alil obviously. What if I'm late on 1st day? THAT IS SO WRONG!! I managed to catch the KTM just on time. *relieved* Or I would have to wait 20 min for the next train. I HATE WAITING!!!

Today tomorrow is my orientation. Lalala ~ At end of today, I got my name tag.... weee~~

Anyway, it's time to promo Parkroyal KL. Woot ~

Introduction about Park's history. The GM, the management board, how many outlets it has besides M'sia includes Singapore, Australia, Myanmar, China and Vietnam. Banquets, types of rooms.Their restaurants, sona, swimming pool, and their famous marble cheese cake. Mmmmm... I had the chance to eat their choc fudge cake.... I like....
Hotel tour time ~ (it made me want to own a hotel man.....I WANT i want!!! )






We had the chance to visit Si Chuan Dou Hua (a restaurant). Woot ~ It's famous for it's spicy spicy food. All the way from China. They had 8 destiny tea thingi. -->>


Anyway there's this guy who would pour tea using kungfu. I am amazed. There was 8 different styles of kungfu to serve tea. This is the life.... His job is to ONLY serve tea.
Not only that, we had the chance to drink it also. Mmmm......











I really think dad would enjoy this tea set and the taste of it. Dad, wait till I have enough money to treat you K?
Next restaurant on the list. Chatz.









Look at the buffet!!

It's international.









Pee weet ~ I want to test
their food. LoL.








Anyway this is their promo for Mother's Day coming up. Hmmm... should I bring mum here?


Some of the picture of the rooms here. Couldnt take static picture of it. Haiz.










Their swimming pool is 9 feet. Only Management is allowed to swim in it. Bleh ~



Their cool gym... but only the top Management team can use... nooo!!! Look at their facilities.... i want ~~
We got to visit the Orchid Lounge also. For VVIP's only. Couldnt take clear picture of it. Sigh. Every floor we go, there's a different orchids, even in rooms.

Me after work. Despite the sardine experience on the way back, I really LOVE Parkroyal. I love the facility. I love HOTELS!! OMG.... I'm so in love.... *helppp*