What a Bummer

I think 2011 is against me somehow.

Why you say? I was at the ATM machine trying to clear my debts before the year ends A.N.D. the machine hanged!!! Cant my night end nicely? Ok, complaint finished :P

Spending the last night of 2011 at home alone. Its been some time since I do this. Chillaxing at home. Doing absolutely nothing.

I am no longer a fan of crowds. Not excited about fireworks so much. Well I still am about fireworks but not when I am surrounded by so many people & being stuck in the traffic after.

Gonna watch the movie Sepet now. See you next year! Unless I have some more stuff to share. Ok bye.

PS: I was poking the ATM screen out of frustration; and cursing, just alil. Created some unnecessary attention but I think they thought it was entertaining.

Oh by the way, the picture is my Google background currently. Copyright of Juan Manuel.

Ahhhhhh

6 more hours before I turn 26!! Ahh!! O-L-D!!

Happy New Year everyone!

Jingle Jingle

Our very own Christmas tree which Wubi and I set up.

When creativity comes into the picture and the night falls,

Pretty isn't it? The pretty light that lit up our reunion :)

This reunion . . one of the best moment this 2011 ...

Dedicated to Mr J, my love

"I hope our story will never end"

"Thank you for being a part of my life & being you"

"I love you hun"

Heartbeats fast

Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

20-11

Boo ya. Its me again. Dropping to summarize quickly how 2011 was for me so far, before I am busy again.

2011. Can't believe how fast this year just zoom pass me. I admit, I didn't take the initiative to catch up with friends from high school and university this time around. Wander how many good friends I have lost. Anyways.

Lets start with boring stuff first. Work!

Its almost 2 years since I started working. The corporate world is challenging, economy is going down, business is declining, cost is increasing. Bosses asking you to do everything and expectations keep rising. But you know, the salary doesn't. Politics exist; in a big/small company. Stress management keeps improving, at least for me. Positive mind? Erm, I'm trying. I'm hanging there. Somewhere.

CL finally graduated and landed on a job. Yay! Then there's one more brother and we are all working adults. Phew. Finally. xD Again, to those who wants to do Engineering, please reconsider . Its not as easy and interesting as you think it is. And don't rush your studies. Enjoy your studies! Its the best time ever! Working is ugh, if its not the job you like. Well, the people you work with makes a difference actually. Not much of the job stress or whatsoever.

Dad, on the other hand, had an eye surgery 6 months ago. He's making a good progress so far. Let's hope it continues heading that way. Mum has a serious obsession with hokkien series. Oh, hokkien series. Please don't get me started. ALL the family drama! ALL the gengster fight! ALL the greed! Nuisance & long-winded storyline @__@

It still scares me thinking about how our parents are getting old, white hair, wrinkles; and us growing older; if you know what I mean. I am turning 26 next year! OMG! I am freaking out! Ok, I am sorry.

Then, there's Mr J, the ever lovable boyfriend. "I LOVE YOU!!"

I took a long leave and flew over for Valentines & birthday celebration. The best time ever. 3 weeks is not enough. *whines* Wish I could stay much longer. Although we've been together for 2 years now, there's still so much things to learn about him. All I want is to be by his side. I am not being greedy right? *turning emo*

Any travelling? Outdoor activity? Just alil since I'm tight with budget.

Oh, I went for a quick health check 3 months ago. And my body age shows 37! I totally freaked out. I kinda took some necessary action from this like saying NO to food offers, NO to late night dinner, NO to sweet food. Yeah, its revolves around food. Unhealthy habit.

Dad bought a cycling machine randomly before this so yay. I had the chance to use it. Gym would be a better option? But ... there's a but. I would rather cycle at home anytime I feel like it :P

I got myself 2 new toys :) A new phone and a car. Its not an i-Phone, Samsung Galaxy or Blackberry. Its a Nokia C6 and I am happy with it. About the car? Text me if you want to know :P

Sleeping, resting is heaven for me this year. I deserve it because I work too much in 2010.

2011 is about to end. Hope your year was awesome as ever! :)

I am excited for this December though. Meeting with old peeps. Wahh!!

Any resolution or wish this 2012? Whats my wish for 2012? Its a secret. Let you know if it comes true.

Signing off,

Your truly,

Ching.

See you in 2012 peeps :)

Oh Hi

Writing was my daily routine. Yes, with a pencil. Then it moved on to virtual blog. Because I was concern of the environment with the amount of paper I am writing.

The other day, Tan found my hand-written 'diary' ; I would rather call it my note. It feels amazing to read what I wrote & how I felt back then. Holding a pencil and scribble on a paper feels somewhat different.

I used to blog a lot back then. I blog about everything, everyone; even the most random thought. It all changed after I started working. I whine too much. I don't want to create a negative impression to people who cares. Also blogging needs time dedication and alil bit of inspiration. I guess alil balance is what I need.

So Hi people. Hope everything's well at your side. Lets catch up soon? :)

Register as a Voter now And Empower yourself

To all my 21-yrs old and above friends!! important news !!

Morning news: For those who has not register as a voter yet, pls hurry up! The deadline will be fall on 13-Sept-2011. Meaning that if you register after 13-Sept-2011, then you will be NOT qualified to vote on the coming election. Hurry up, please spread the news to your friends and family!

Message

To you guys out there, who came to my life and made a difference,

Q

What is the first thing that catches your attention of a person?

Mine would be their eyes.

Housemates

All parties should come to a consent & an agreement to avoid any unnecessary arguments & pointless fights.

Peace & harmony is important. Give and take. To tolerate. Avoid negative thoughts. Create a positive aura. Give personal space.  Respect each other's privacy. 

If nothing is working, sit down and talk about it. Before its too late. 

How I Feel :)

3 weeks

Phew. Its been some time since I deserted my blog. Lalala ~ You know, too much of negativity is not healthy for the blogger and reader.

3 weeks of holidays does wanders.

I feel more energized at work. Ready to rumble again.

I feel more positivity.

I feel better as a person.

A long break from everything do good to anyone, I suppose.

When nothing bothers you in your head.

You let go of everything(especially work) and just relax your body & mind to the fullest.

You have the time in the world to laze around and do what you feel like doing.

This was the best decision ever.

+ve or -ve?

Read this

LET IT REALLY SINK IN......

THEN CHOOSE .

John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, 'If I were any better, I would be twins!'

He was a natural motivator.

If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.


Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, 'I don't get it!'


'You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?'



He replied, 'Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or...you can choose to be in a bad mood


I choose to be in a good mood.'


Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it.



Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or...I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life.


'Yeah, right, it's not that easy,' I protested.


'Yes, it is,' he said. 'Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people affect your mood.


You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live your life.'


I reflected on what he said. Soon hereafter, I left the Tower Industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.


Several years later, I heard that he was involved in a serious accident, falling some 60 feet from a communications tower.


After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, he was released from the hospital with rods placed in his back.


I saw him about six months after the accident.


When I asked him how he was, he replied, 'If I were any better, I'd be twins...Wanna see my scars?'


I declined to see his wounds, but I did ask him what had gone through his mind as the accident took place.


'The first thing that went through my mind was the well-being of my soon-to-be born daughter,' he replied. 'Then, as I lay on the ground, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or...I could choose to die. I chose to live.'


'Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?' I asked.


He continued, '...the paramedics were great.


They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'he's a dead man'. I knew I needed to take action.'
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'What did you do?' I asked.


'Well, there was a big burly nurse shouting questions at me,' said John. 'She asked if I was allergic to anything 'Yes, I replied.' The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Gravity''


Over their laughter, I told them, 'I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead.'


He lived, thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude...I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully.


Attitude, after all, is everything .


Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.. Each day has enough trouble of its own.'


After all today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.


You have two choices now:


01. Delete this


02. Forward it to the people you care about.


You know the choice I made.