Mengada-nya

I know I know, this is like my third post for the day but this is really important! Really!

Just now when I was illegally entering crashing the neighbor's house, I saw this small group of mat rempit! About 6 - 7 motorbikes roaming around together.

AND

these mat rempit are the police.

I dont understand why do all 10 of them on 6 -7 motorbikes have to meronda together at the same spot? Cant they separate themselves? Wouldnt that be more efficient?

Seriously I cant figure out the reason behind their action. I guess they are just too "smart" for me.

Interview reflections =)

It has been a good interviews experience so far. Woot! As much as I like interview-ing people, I miss being interviewed also. The feeling that you get, the preparation, the period where you ask questions to yourself and then answer it, going through company's websites, reading up job descriptions.

I have learn from these interviews. From the interviewers and by myself.

Some learning points , some feedbacks from the interviewer, some random non-related thoughts:

1. I give an aggressive impression
2. I goreng my answers pretty well and surprisingly came out with a reason to support it. LoL.
3. Can they stop offering me marketing / sales position?
4. I dont potray HR characteristics
5. I did company research but they dont ask me anything
6. I didnt sell myself well enough, dang
7. I filled different self-assessment test(similar to Belbin test) , I want to know the results though
8. I dont like engineering companies , they scare me >> I need to improve on this
9. I need to structure myself properly
10. I wander how is a HR person image like?
11. I cant wait to work long long hours
12. I need to stop getting sick
13. I miss doing HR work
14. I love humans!
15. I am confident when I am
16. I think I am quite determined to do Masters. But when and where? No idea
17. I miss AIESEC interviews
18. I need to stop depending on Cl to drive me around
19. I love listening to employee benefits :P
20. I dont like waiting for 2 weeks for their confirmation
21. I love to talk
22. I love mummy and cl so much
23. I miss working in a team
24. I need to refresh on basic Accounting things
25. SS2 has so so much food stall OMG
26. I had so much attention in SS2 just by wearing formal and walk around. No , I did not do anything weird
27. I realise CL has better sense of directions than me. Lol. I guess everyone is XD
28. Lozenges is an instant miracle for any phlegm and coughs! Woot!
29. I need to occupy myself with work really soon, I am uber bored
30. Logistics sounds challenging and stressful, I like
31. I shouldnt be blinded by job descriptions and just be myself
32. I miss Germany and GSO people
33. I love interviews
34. I like working in a time constraint environment ; efficiency is the word!
35. I wander if I can handle conflict well
36. I wander how group interviews work, havent been to one though
37. I want to do market research badly!
38. I wander how it feels to work with non-AIESECers
39. I am attracted to jobs I have never done before , job description wise
40. These interviews deals with paper work paper work @__@
41. I might consider applying for Marketing position after this
42. I wander how it feels being in the Sales position
43. I wander how it is like to work with only guys :P
44. I dont mind working in a BIG house as a workplace
45. I want to run projects
46. I wander how much pressure I can take

There is so so much room for improvement. I cant wait for more to come.

When there is opportunities , just grab 'em! They dont come often! =) Learn from them.

Batu-ed

Since I woke up from napping yesterday night, I have been stoned, like this:

Even today. I woke up feeling stoned. Its that time of the month again. Why of all times now? I dont like =.=

Be a registered Malaysian voter now =)

I finally persuaded my lazy bump to visit the post office to register as a voter. Well I promised myself I would do it before 2009 ends! I did it today! Yeay! So proud of myself. Haha. Alsooo, my bro registered himself with me! Woot! Double celebration. Haha. =)

Missing the last elections , ignoring my rights to vote as a Malaysian. Sighs. I was ignorant. I couldnt be bothered what would happen. This attitude has to change right? We are Malaysians. We have every right to decide how we want our future to be, who we want our leaders to be.

Well you must be thinking why should you even register yourself a voter at this time. The elections is not anytime soon. We should register ourselves when its here la etc etc.

I decided to do it when I have the time because I dont want to make an excuse to myself in future and then miss the elections, again.

One vote can be a small amount. But it does make a difference. =)

Its that easy to register yourself. Really.

Are you 21?

You own a MyCard?

Next step, drive yourself to the nearest post office. To USM main campus student, there is a post office in the campus. Walk there. Remember to bring your MyCard! They need it for registration purposes ^^

It would be awesome if you can bring a friend along and register with you. The more the merrier! =)

Tell the staff you want to register as a voter and everything will be done by them! So easy. No hassle at all. Only 5 minutes is needed. Advisable to not visit the post-office during lunch hour to avoid the long queue and waiting.

So folks, wait no more. Be a registered voter!! =)

Yes to Sherlock Holmes

Today is take-a-chance movie day. Lol.

Was lazying around at home , surfing the net randomly and i was persuading CL to catch a movie with me. Persuading him to watch Avatar to be specific. Well the effort took up alot of energy and convincing. Its never easy to convince CL to watch a movie in the cinema. So the movie has to be damn good or he will rather pass. XD

I, when catching a movie, dont have a preference of the type of movie that I would want to watch. As long as its not a Chinese movie or a horror one, I would watch. I find storylines in Chinese movies rather repetitive and boring, therefore not worth the money. Horror ones? I am not a great fan of horror movie. Really. Gack. *hide hide*

More like I watch any movie friends recommend. Rofl.

While busy doing "important" stuff on the net, CL want to catch a movie.

My response: Wow! Thats awesome! =))

Our usual venue to watch is at Summit cos it is super near to home, like 7-10 minutes drive away. And student price is 6 bucks. XD Couldnt be any happier.

What movie to catch? Sherlock Holmes! Well CL was quite excited about it and he is a big fan of detectives stories so I decided to watch it. He was reluctant to catch Avatar. I am such a nice considerate sis arent I? XD

There isnt much promotion about Sherlock Holmes if you ask me. It was pretty dead. Therefore consumers like me have the impression that it wont good. Ok la, maybe not consumers la, its only me who thought so. XD

Even while queue-ing up for the ticket,I couldnt see any posters for Sherlock Holmes! ZOMG! "Is it really THAT bad?? "

I love it! Worth every single penny and time. Sherlock Holmes and Watson acted their characters really well! They are humorous also. Me like! Oh Oh, their dog Gladstone is awe so cuteee!! Even Irene Adler, she was good~ !! Alluring is definitely her thing to impress Sherlock Holmes. XD Well every movie has to has a love attraction thing right. XD

All in all, the explaination of the key to cases and solving them was acceptable.

One of the best movie yet for the year. Will Avatar replace it? Only time will tell when I watch it. Sighs. When oh when will I watch Avatar? @____@

SO. . . . Dont know what movie to catch? Watch Sherlock Holmes! You wont regret it! =)

four ein tujuh

Here comes that date of every month again. Its the number four this time. There are times when things get tough (related and unrelated to us) but we try and we try. The thought of having you makes my day and turns everything less painful.

How I wish I was lucky in lottery and just hit some numbers and kidnap you here myself =P

The thought of to be able to spend time with you this festive would be like a dream come true. Merry Xmas dearest. <3

Love is swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off.

It takes you by surprise at first, but keeps you warm for a long time.

Thank you for the warmth and love hun. Also for making me believe in something I didnt. =)

Mega "Sale" (edited)

I was reading a friends' blog and decided to repost it here. It made me smile and think about all the good times we had back in Nuremberg.

With the year coming to an end, there are crazy sales going around that can really attract you to just buy without thinking if you really need them in the end. =P

Read post here.

After reading it, I decided to give it a shot also. Lalala ~

1st itenary:

Current Status: Very much available during the holidays. XDD

Jeng jeng jeng....

2nd itenary:

Current status: Upon availability and price offered! Not available to those who attempts to make this itenary into bak kut teh.

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3rd Itenary in the house:

Current status: Available at all times except mornings ~

I am on sale cos I am currently a proud owner of a grape plantation but needs money for self maintainence purposes. I am pretty expensive cos I am pricelesss and unique :P

Personal advice: Use this application with Mozilla! Bleh ~

Enjoy! And Merry Christmas everyone! Ho Ho Ho!

Dee Dee Happie BirthDay

It is the Papa's birthday today! But since ze bro has to go back to study, we decided to bring forward the celebration.

Off we went to shop for his present. This task is so sooo tough. Well dad can buy things that he wants. The things he cant afford to buy we three cant afford to buy also. Especially me , even if we three share, i am so broke. Bleh. Honestly I dont like the part where I have to think what to buy. I usually get a headache. I prefer if that person tells me what they want. XD

After lots of argument and discussion and drama, yes we three do this alot in public, although it attracts attention we dont really care, we finally bought 'it'. There was one incident when we were paying for the cake, the cashier looked and smiled at us interestingly. Haha. We argued about payment openly and loudly.

Surprising dad with the cake didnt exactly succeed. Dad noticed. Dang! But he still has a big big smile on his face which makes all this effort a satisfaction! =)

Dad was overly excited seeing the cake and the candle that he blew the candle before us even started singing Bday song. *. . . , speechless*

Then we had to light the candle again. Halfway through the song, he blew the candle again. -.-

Third attempt! We finish singing the song but he didnt make a wish. * . . . , speechless *

He is supposed to be 56 but now is he is 58! Rofl.

Mum was seemingly excited! And cheerful! Haha. Cute~!!

That was not all. We purposely left his pressie on the car seat so that Dad could find it. Haha. It worked! Before that, we act curiously to hide his pressie but he just couldnt find it and dad was disappointed. Rofl. This is the fun part! :P

Glad that I could celebrate dad's bday for the second time around. Most of the time I will be in Penang but this year I was at home. Hehe.

" Happy Birthday Dad! "

Had dinner with Ah Dee's friends yesterday. I love to listen to adults' experience and their unforgettable moments. Woot~!! And whiskey! :P

It has been a great weekend and good start of the week. Whats next? Avatar!! You better be an ass kicking movie I tell you! It has to!!

2 is beta than 1

The song that is lingering in my head. . .

twenty ten

All I want next year is everyone to be happy and be jolly! Remember that there is people who loves and care for you! They are all around you!

2010 is gonna be a brand new year with a new hope and a step to the next chapter of life.

I wish I wish . . only time will tell if they will come true :-)

Memories flashing through. I am missing everyone who has been part of my life for the past 20 years. It couldnt have been better or the same without any of you leaving a mark in my life.

I hearts you.

Pinang, i rindu u

When I was on the way home from dad's colleague's daughter wedding just now, this thought came crashing. I suddenly miss the housemates, wandered how they are doing.

The house we live in, the living room we share, the table outside we use, the leopard printed mat and the ever comfy comforter lying outside on the bed.

I miss the usual faces I see everyday.

I miss the people I manja with.

I miss going grocery shopping at Tesco Extra.
I miss watching Big Bang Theory with the newly contagious BBT fans.

I miss eating healthy food.

I miss Chan2 cooking.

I miss eating peanut butter.

I miss making Ribena.

I miss all the drama about bak kut teh and kitchen.

I miss hitting the gym with Nana.

I miss the sounds my bed makes.

I miss the cold shower running past my face at fast speed.

I miss the numbered padlock.

I miss the creepy lift.

I miss walking to USM for 30min under the sun.

Oh Penang, the place with lots and lots of memories.

I miss you so.

I miss my hommies and familee.

This alone makes me consider to further my studies, taking up Masters in USM =(

Fav Shots of Broga

So we headed to Broga hill for our second trek trip. We left at 515am! With help of KL's new gf, Nuvi, we managed to reach the palm oil field Broga Hill.

There was so much people ! Wherever you turn, there is people! Oh My! Then again, it didnt feel so creepy with the crowd there. Lol. Well it was still very dark when we reach Broga Hill! I noticed I am using a lot of exclamation marks. Hmmm . . .

Attempts to take photos was really hard! Bleh. So much camwhores! And professional cameras around... well, owning a DSLR doesnt make them a professional cameraman :P

I tell you, I love the trekking UP the hill but not trekking DOWN the hill. My knee was aching all the way down. Gah! I have weak knees! It was surprising the knees didnt tremble at the end of the day =)

There was 3 peeks to conquer but we only did 2! Which was good enough for amateurs like us :P

Coffee at the peek was Wow! I drank and couldnt sleep when I got home although I was supposed to feel tired but I didnt. I felt hyper instead. >___<>

What else?

Err, you might want to take a torch light along if you plan to hike really early in the morning like us. The track up is pretty tricky. Also put on some insect repellent. A personal note to those who are leech-phobia, there is no leech here, so no worries! =)

I personally like this photo below! Looks like some commercial photo dont you think? ^^

I am so good in taking photos. Oh man. LOL. Self-proclaimed!

Look at the mist! Cool huh? If theres one thing I would like to do , it is walking on clouds and through the mist. ^__^

Nature is something we all should cherish =)

Elmo(s) Laughing!!

To be able to laugh/ smile everyday is something we all should appreciate and look forward to. Nothing beats the bursting giggly laughing moments and the smily person that brightens one day.

Enjoy this video! Hope it makes your day, cos it made mine! Hehehe.

Elmo is so sooo cute!

We all should get one and then try to do the same thing as the people in the video attempted to do. It will be so cute to watch all the Elmo doing everything simultaneously and we can record them in action!

If any of see you know where I can get one, leave me a message k! Thank you! =)

Blog entry quote

Quoted this from a blog I follow :

A friend once told me:

In your life there will be 3 significant persons,

The one who loves you most,

The one whom you love most,

And the one whom you will get married to.

Rarely, these 3 persons will be the same person. ;)

That's life. If you ever have 3 of them who are of the same person, treasure that rare precious destiny.

Hmmm . . what say you?

Faci fun time =)

Besides work in the faci team in MyLDs, we had our own fun! A game I suddenly recalled that we were playing like a kid with lots of running and screaming. Man, I miss that game so soo much!

TANK!

There is a person in-command where he/she is the general. His/her role? To guard the base! To menghidupkan the soldiers. To assign roles to the team(it can change from time to time).

Then there is the soldier, plane and tank in the game!

Basically soldiers can kill soldiers only with a poke at their opponents back. Soldiers can kill tank BUT with 2 soldiers! Again, the 2 soldiers must poke the Tank's back! Soldiers cant kill plane!

Tank kills plane by jumping on their back! Tank cant kill soldiers. Well common sense says that humans will be able to run away from the slow-moving tank, so tank cant actually kill soldiers. Haha. A tank has a huge responsibility as the tank needs to reach the opponents' base and that shows the team wins!

Plane can only kill soldiers just by a pat on the shoulder. Weeeeeeeeeee. Its really fun to just run arounddd and go Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :P

Then the game begins. Of course, to make the tank harder to reach the opponents' base, the tank has to spell out t-a-n-k to make their 1st move! LOL. Its hillarious to see the tank in action. Really! Especially if they can spell really fast! Haha. This reminds me of Kean Huei! XP

The running and screaming! Fun! Fun! Fun! I dont mind playing this the whole day.

Also, our square dance that I totally love. With great thanks to Fido! ^^

The square dance (with above song) incorporates zombee walking, electric shocks (my favourite), butterfly moves and etc.

And we thought this dance will take our breath away. Never did we know that the MC dance was much more breathtaking. Haha. Its really catchy! You can see the dance moves for yourself! Woot!

I miss the crazy energy!! Oh my, I am having the PMS ! Post-MyLDS-Syndrome! Help!

Being back was GOOD!!

There are a list of things you want to do or explore or try when you join a club / organisation etc.

In AIESEC, there are a few things that I have always wanted to do and complete them.

Whats left in my want-to-do list?

• Attending an international conference as a faci or a delegate
• Running a national/international project
• Going for an Exchange (twice actually if financially sustainable)

The experience of being a facilitator recently in MyLDS (Malaysia Leadership Development Seminar), a national AIESEC conference has been great despite some expectations did not meet. To be working with other AIESECers from other LCs and other countries have been an eye-opener, an experience I would like to pursue more in future given a chance. It was something I have always wanted to do in AIESEC. Although it was for a short period, the experience was a great and intense yet fun at the same time =)

In conferences (from my perspective), one gets a daily dosage of excitement, hyped up atmosphere in the morning, AIESECers filled with energy, sleepless nights, the faci team working hand-in-hand that complement each other running every sessions as successful as it can be, learning from one another and the list goes on.

It is true, working in a local and national level is a whole different type of experience.

Its great to be back!

I am addicted. What about you?

Tonight

I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And I used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus
And how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad
Sometimes not having you here
I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight...

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There are times when it felt so hard just missing you. And tears shed. Continue believing is not easy. Waiting for time to pass by can be really tough.

Sometimes when you decided about something, just go on with it and continue having faith in what you believe.

Sometimes its not about whether its worth it or not, its just about what you want.

Do you believe in us? Its been 16 weeks now.

UUM take 1

Wow! UUM is a really huge university. We had to take a bus to go to our hostel. A 10min bus. As expected, monkeys monkeys monkeys. So i saw them hopping from 1 tree to 1 tree and the tree wasnt that tall anyway. They are a different type of species though, different from UM monkeys. Haha.

Wat else u can see here? Cats! Yes folks, theres alot of cats here. It reminds me of the similar cats I have seen in Banting school the last time i went there for a camp. The cats are not scared of humans! They will walk near you, manja at ur leg, purr and look at u with their innocent eyes. If you´re eating, they are expecting you to feed it. AND it jumps on the tables. Even pregnant mums jumps, really active although they are perut buncit. Wow! AND they can make their way through lecture hall doors !!

Anyway premeet went well. But need alil adjustment and touchup on certain stuff.

Tomorrow is another day and then the conference starts!

MIA notice

The blogger will not be around till end of next weekend!

Nevertheless, please help to vote in the poll I have put up on the right side of the blog!

Thank youuu!!

Have a great week ahead!

Mary and Max - a movie

I suddenly thought of this movie I was watching with Rubi titled "Mary and Max".

• A story of how two people was looking for true friendship.
• There was no love-relationship in the movie which was great!
• The sad part of life.
• Of how mean people can be when you are "different".
• Knowing a little more about disorders.
• To appreciate how good your life is already.
• That being ignored by people around you can be so hurtful and depressing.
• How important growing up is (childhood) and how you were brought up.
• The super important roles of parents.
• Important note: Never learn parenting skills from movies / series.

The movie Mary and Max was a good movie. Though it was depressing, I actually enjoyed watching it.

Looking for a good movie? Look no more. Watch "Mary and Max" now. ^^

Pagi Buta Thoughts XD

I wish I could express my thoughts and feelings better. The previous me (in high school) can just bleb whatever that comes into my head, till the extend that I dont filter what I say. Body language sometimes help in expressing oneself. But I seem to be stiff on it also. Hmmm . .

Although I know I can approach friends if I have something that is troubling me, I just cant bring myself to do it. Its not that I dont want to but I just cant. =(

Reason? I usually run out of words or cant find the right words. I should start reading, my vocab is worsening lately. Hmmmm . . . Or maybe I like the habit of figuring things out myself.

I dont share as much anymore. I know, I noticed.

Ascending priorities . . in pending

There are times when you are placed in situations where you have to make decisions and no one else can help but you yourself. You just dont want to make a decision cos if you had a choice , you wana do it all and be there at all the situations. Dilemma? Yes.

Later you crack your head, figure out your priorities and let go of the rest. As much as you dont want to, you have to. Cos you are only one! You cant clone yourself and take up all the decisions. You want to pick option A but you have to go with option B cos you have no choice. You just have to. Its the situation that forced you to make that choice at times. It can be sucky but life goes on. You will never know what that decision leads to. =) It can be something great ahead waiting for you. Make the best out of your decision and dont regret it.

Sometimes you think you made the wrong decision, but it is part of life.

. . . . .

So, what is most important to you in ascending order?

studies , work , money , family , friends ,

your dreams , relationship , health

I used to have an idea but now? I just cant rank them anymore. I think, or maybe I am in denial.

Can I ask for the tarrot card's help? Its almost a month now. =P