Wat I learn

With the week ended, I mean my practical training, I'm finally back in Penang. Woot ~

It has been a great 3 months. I learn things. Experience the good and bad. The positive & negative. Alil of office conflict. Err.. u get what I mean. Lol. I would like to conclude about my 3 months experience in 1 entry. Here goes ~


I gotten myself new nicknames in office: Doraemon & Kucing. Swt la. HP & Kamil

Learned to use the casting machine, photostat machine - photostat 2 sides, making it darker, expand, sayang& sweettalk it, blablabla., faxing... everyone's help

Came back to reality where I needed to know where I'll be heading to in future after studying. Thx Puvan.

Nothing is impossible to do if u want to do it. Belinda

Dont do things mid-way. If you do, dont do it at de 1st place. Belinda

Go further after studying in degree. Perhaps MBA / PHD cos in 10 years, this would be the min requirement. Dont play-play. Study whille u can. When u 1st start work, u wont have much responsibility yet. So study. Maggie

To curse more. the traffic, the people

Work is never ending. Take a break & continue tmr if u reached ur limits. Puvan & Kamil

If ur angry/in a bad mood, take a break. Smoke ke, get a drink, throw files, punch the wall ke, kick the photostat machine,...dont take it on humans. It's unprofessional. Kamil

If u cant take the stress, dont take up the job at the 1st place. Kamil

Listen to people's idea & explanations. Be open minded. Kamil

Dont eat male chicken when ur sick. Swt. How would u knoe if it's a male/female? Gack.

If people gets over your limits, make some sense into tat person!! Me

Be honest about you feel when u are asked. Dont say u need a few days to think for the answer. HP

The 3R Principles: Which stands for Realise, Release, Relax

To conclude, I had the best times in Parkroyal. I learn stuff(though it was not related to what I'm studying rite now) and enjoyed myself at the same time. I love my supervisor(Miss Maggie) lots!! She's my inspiration to come to work. Hehe. I love my colleagues also. They were really really nice and friendly to me though I was noisy. Haha. I wander if they really didnt mind me making noise back then. But I think I kinda made the office more cheerful KUA. Lessen up the stress.

And the people I've met through this internship though we were never in the same department. We get along pretty well. Hehe. Sue Yun Ho, Feefa aka Ajuma, Thannh aka Lisa, Raja the King, Ning Shih, etc. (cos I cant remember their name)... Speaking of which, I still owe them photos. Nya Nya Nya....

Missing them already.

It felt like so long though I only know them about 2 ++ months.

Tag-ED

I was forced to do this.

Sigh.

Pic hunting is really restricted cos I malas want to find photos which I want to. Lol.

1) the pic of you at the most unique environment describe the environment [1st attempt to make fountain using Mentos & Coke]

2)the pic of somewhr u dislike
describe why u dislike that place [the place where they brainwash ppl and ppl around u nods and agrees with watever they say]

3) a pic of someone who means a lot to u

who is tat person & what the person did to u before [mum & dad, i dont think i can stop if I do. Luv u 2 *muax*]

4)the pic of you and ur best smile (mouth open)

why you were smiling? [errr... duno wor...cos i flying?]

5) the pic with ur best smile (mouth closed)
were u posing or natural smiling? {I cant remember lar... just wanted to knoe how I looked like when I'm sleeping... posing alil lorrr}

6) the pic of u with ur lamest pose

give the pic a caption [lame means lame lar... need caption sumore meh? pic shows it all]

7) a pic of u wif a person tat stands on the top of ur heart

is tat person treatin u like how u r treating him/her? [can i not put this in? got lots of ppl wor... uncountable wor... every1 same same 1 wor.... ]

8) pic of u with some toys or cute stuff

wat are u wif? [me dog-dog]

9) the pic of u in white shirt

why were u wearing white instead of black? [cos i only have white shirtS in my cupboard? Lol. ]

10) a candid pic wif u and ur frens

do u look gd? [not exactly candid but luv dis photo... ]

No, I'm not tagging anyone.

Unless u urself want to.

Ehh.. wait wait!! I tag Pao ... hehe

Ling, dis is for u

Surprise Ling-ling (name manja)!! I just want to wish u a Happy 20th B'day!! *throws confetti* Imagine there is confetti and be excited ? Hehe...

My lil bro(though you're not little anymore), I just wantED to tell u that u have been a great bro to me for the past... 20 years? Lol. I decided to write a post since I'm never good in expressing myself & I might end up crying anyway.

Congrats for officially being an adult now. Weee ~

All these years see-ing u grow, I feel like a mother somehow. Lecturing u, nagging u (sometimes), giving u advices, supporting u. We used to argue alot when we were younger, even now, over the most ridiculous things(my fault somehow). But I believe that through arguements, we understand each other better as long it doesnt involves hurting each other's heart with a knife / parang / arrows.

I have always been proud having u as a bro, dont ever doubt this.

U are more understanding and tolerant compared to Tian(he has his own special-ness ). & better in studies. (Lol, dont kill me Tian)

I dont know if I have always been there enough for u when u were down/when u need someone to lean on / a listening ear. I knoe I've never done enough back then in high school. I'm glad the NOW u is more positive & better comparatively.

Happy that u have changed so much. I guess the environment in UniSel suits u better. It's more... u know what I mean....

Nevertheless, the next change I hope to see in u is u'll gain more confidence in yourself. Never doubt your own capability. I know u can do it. Trust yourself. Failure is a part of the learning process. Learn from mistakes & don't repeat the same one next time.

I have always tried to be a supportive sis in anyway way I could. I might be harsh at times but it's for your own good(maybe u dont realise it). U might not be as fast as the rest in your practical, but it's ok. Practise makes perfect.

Sometimes, I feel like you're the elder one, and not me. Your thoughts, the way u think is mature-er in some issues. The small lil u who used to be shorter (I miss those days where I could pat your head... sigh) has grown & u hv ur own thoughts, own stand, own principles which is good.

Just wanted to say thank u for always trying to bear my randomness and mischievous-ness. It's a good training for the future. LoL!

You're a pretty good listener comparingly too. Hehe. Thanks for always being there when I need-ed it most. The stressing out moments(esp exam times), the motivational advices(it really helped), complain sessions, bitching corner (just started this few months... I know u didnt like listening to it repetitively... sorry), confused times, emo-emo, etc.

Thanks for being a great bro. I owe u 1.

HappY B-dayyyy!!!

Your one and only sis(though u dont have a choice..lol),

Luv u lots,

Kakak tersayang.

think brain ><

Brain, can u please get up and work?

I need u to do my work. I need to think. Arghh!! Can u please stop sleeping and resting? I beg u? Stop being a brat pls? Didnt u get enough sleep by now?

Formula terbaru:

Bad headache = nausea feeling = puking water = brain shutdown = I feel brainless

Happieee

My intention was to buy sandals as my current one is a bit in sad case... postpone for about 2 weeks already... I really seriously need to get 1.

Anyway, I decided to tag dad & bro to shop today. Had a quick shopping, about 1.3 hour. Sigh. I ended up buying 1 blouse and this really comfy slacks that I really like. Ark!

Dad gave me the 'I give up' look. Haha. He thought I was supposed to get myself sandals instead of *ahem*

Hehe. Diversion of intention happens. Unintentionally.

Shopping makes my day alil better despite the sneezing, leaking nose & stumach ache.

Thanks dad. Hehe.

Sandal-ly, I'll get u 1 day. Soon!! I want to color my nails like in the pic... any1 want to pinjam me their nail polish??

Huhu

What I do when I'm down with flu & sore throat:

- sleep, wake up, sneeze, cough, 1 pill for sore throat + waterS, eat breakfast, 1 spoon of cough medicine, sleep, bath + sneezing, eat lunch, durian eating, nap on the floor, shop reli quick + sneezing, sleep, eat dinner, tv + doing @ work + sneezing + drowning myself with glasssessssss of water, thinking of MC-ing from work (falsing my MC)

What I did to worsen my condition (yeay!!) :

- Durian eating --> worsens sore throat + contribute to body overheat

- Sleeping on the floor --> made flu worse

- Had 1 row of choc for quick lunch --> contributed to gastric attack

Man, I'm smart. I hate getting sick. If I dont get rid of my sore throat really soon, I'll be down with super high fiver (highest record so far: 40 degrees) Not planning to beat the record.

Abit gastric feeling also. WAhhh!! Sakit giler babi. Bleh.

entah laa @.@

I am actually VERY sleepy now. I supposed to be sleeping at this hour. I have been yawning & yawning & sneezing non-stop. I think I've fallen sick. WAHH!! Ching is down with flu!! and sore throat!! Omg!!

Lesson to learn: Dont nap for 5 hours in the noon or you'll have to bear the consequences !! Like Me... cant sleep though it's 2++ am now. Sigh.

Anyway I was listening to Mix FM the other day. They had this session in the morning called "Words from Phua Chu Kang". Apparently PCK said those who loves to hear songs that's very sad type and crying type(me me!! ), these individuals are cheerful people.

When I heard what PCK said, I didnt believe it alil. I thought PCK would say the total opposite thing.

I think I'm cheerful. U decide.

But when I listen to emo songs/ jiwang type, I usually will be emo / no mood / mind will go blank wor. @_@

i ni kreatif la

I supposed to post this post like ages ago. Let's say 2 months? Haha...

Well below are the few drawings I made at office for the 1st 2 weeks when I was here. I did my work mind you but I kinda finished it alil too fast until my supervisor & colleague didnt have anything for me to do. Sigh.

Lesson 1: Dont finish your work way too fast or u'll be bored for the whole day and end up on Paint drawing stuff. (I am doing it now also... i dont have anything to do now... arghh!! But it's lunch hour aite? )

This was my first drawing. It's a duckie talking to a moustach tree. Maybe it was singing... Ya, this is alil confused time space thingi since moon & sun came out at de same time. OH oh... the flowers have legs & walk around. Lol.

Next(above) what we have here is truly an art work. (self-proclaimed)

U can see a mutated dog + cock. Can u find it? Fox, parrot, dog. So they are singing. Happie happy day. (No, I'm not retarded... X_X)

This is my famous-est drawing off all. Apparently it's a self-potrait. OF? Myself. Gack. I dont see ANY resemblance of me in the pic at all. From my view, it looks like 2 potatoes having a fight.

1 comment i got: Resembles me & hubby arguing. Swt... what laa...

Final art of the day. Err... some human-not-human with purple skin and grey lips. There's doggie in it also. Clown juga. AND 2 people talking.... errr... maybe singing...

Anyway, I have retired from this field for a long time. The creative bulb doesnt struck me this days. Hoho...

Sigining of,

The wanabe never come true artist.

count count

As time ticks away, it doesnt wait for us. We cant hold/control what future awaits us. In our life, all of us (I'm pretty sure) has our times where we did something we regretted or didnt do something back then and wished to go back to the past and correct it.

Emotions is something fragile and unpredictable. It can be sweet at times, exciting, unforgettable and sometimes things get ugly & we get hurt.

I am someone who has a heart that gets touched easily. I trust people rather easily. And I have been warned (by lots of peeps) to be really careful with friends especially with my secrets. It might be manipulated for the wrong reasons. Hmm... i have to say this but I dont exactly share everything with people... only stuff that I'm comfortable with I share(about 5%). Personal & sensitive stuff, Never... somethings are better not told...

Back to what my mind has been running, I know that some facts will remain unchange. If u noticed, this phrase has been popping up for a number of times already. Seriously falling for someone we shouldnt be is B-A-D! And it has been a recent trend for me. Oh my gawd!

My face expression blurts it out. It shows everything. Man, this is bad. Bleh.

I am tired. I cant wait to study again. Cant belive I'm actually saying this. I cant do 2 work at a time. I hate the part where I have to freaking travel LONG journey to work. Waiting, pushing, dreaming away, staring blankly, listening to music to kill time, sardine-ing...

My internship was great. I absolutely loved it. My colleagues. People I've met. The working environment. The experience. The food. Minus the travelling and some people(it's unethical to mention names u know). I learnt different things from each of them that I would value in my heart.

Learning is a never ending thing. We learn something from different individual. =)

Last week..

I was back in Penang for a short 2 days break. I managed to take 2 days of leave from work but in return, I wont have any Saturday leave this month. Sigh.


What I managed to do in this 2 days:

• sit in the bus, sleep like a log in the bus
• see Ubi, hug Ubi, sleep in Ubi's room
• see Chan-chan, hug hug time, ceroboh her room, steal her bedsheet & pillow sheet, almost jumped from her room's window(5th floor le), 1st time sitting in her car (ganas driver >_<)
• jemput Susy in airport.... woot ~
• go Queensbay
• bought a fluffy huggy purple pillow for 10
• meet up my new rumie, Qiao Wen
• ate Double Cheeseburger in McD
• ate Roti telur & nasi campur in Subaidah
• family reunion at Pusat Bahasa... of all places... Lol (didnt get to see PY & Izzati though)
• waste 1 night of electricity cos I didnt switch off the lights cos I stil cant sleep alone
• walked around USM for 1 whole day with my gold heel shoe... sakit!!
• having physical meeting
• walking up the stairs... 4 floors lehh... *almost fainted*
• face turned red-er & red-er... ask Rohi for more info
• Ran successfully(almost) fooled me saying he's going to S'pore to work
• jumpa Nad & Danny
• register my subjects this semester
• go round-round at M'ment skol
• had a super short chat with che chi at the roadside
• met up Janet-ty at Wifi... hehe XP

While I'm here at home onlining, gaining back my sleeping hours, lazying around today, reviewing my @ work, my geng is working superb overly hard for tomorrow. I feel really bad I couldnt help them out. Sigh.

IF ONLY....

I want Doraemon's pintu sukahati & help them out. Sobs

And so....

History was made.

A new department was formed in Parkroyal.

The date it was formed: 4/7/08

Woot woot ~

The members of this department : *drum rolling*

From left to rght: Me, Sue yunho & Feefa aka ajuma




With special thanx to Nurul & Mira for the extra help & support......





Anyway, since the members of the new department is announced, let me introduce to u the newly formed department.....

Here goes... breath ppl breath!!!!!!!

S-H-R-E-D-D-I-N-G DEPARTMENT ..

[[do i hear sounds of ppl crashing? Lol]]

The only thing we had :


The things we had to shred:
BUT but we had to shred 10,000 pieces of this!! Imagine la... and the shredding machine was too cute to eat up so much papers... kesian lil baby *sayang sayang*

It's hard work doing it alone but with more ppl, it's always more fun!! Hehe...

U can shred it in any ways u want. In twos. In trios. Straight. Senget. Curvy. Up to your creativity.

Nevertheless, good things have to come to an end. 1 left the dept, the hotel on 9/7. 1 more left on 12/7. Sadly I have to announce that the shredding department (the funnest dept I've been so far... sigh) terpaksa dibubarkan secara rasminya hari ini....

Miss u two already. *hugz* Life here in Parkroyal wont be the same anymore for me for the next 2 weeks.

wormss

Worms. A type of game I would always play when I feel killing people. BUT the fact is I cant cos I dont want to go jail & eat yucky food / get hang-ed & dying in a suffering way / die. Since I cant do it for real, my only way: To do it virtually. I just have to imagine the fella' face and walla. Killing is so fun....!!

There's a variety of weapon to choose.

Bazooka. Grenade. Bombs. Banana bomb. Ming vase. Pistol. Mine. Dynamite. Torck fire. Punch-y. Too bad there's no knife to kill slowly.

I feel really good everytime I see my enemy losses - fly across the screen then die / get blown up. I feel less tension and less angered after playing Worms. Haha. My patience and tolerance level is dropping day by day. OMG!! *I wander why*

"Who is going to be my next victim on the list?"

What i reLi need

Pissed off

Stressed out

This 2 feelings have been buzzing around me like a fly for way too long now. I feel like taking both away from me.

I need a break. Who doesnt?

I want to run away. I want to shop. I want to sing my heart out. I want to punch things to release my stress. I want to knock cars down. I want to sleep. I want to laze around. I want brandy. I want to screammmm!! I want more pillows. I want to lie down under the stars all night. I want movie marathon. I want to drive aimlessly. I want money? I want to.....

May I find peace in me soon.

confession

Man, I have a confession to make. Ssshhhh ~ Hopefully none of my colleagues/boss will get a hand on this post. *worries NOT*

I have been working like no1's business since Rey took her leave... about 1 week off? So I kinda went OK LAH, I'll do Rey's work since I'm not really busy on something anyway. And the busy-ness and crazy-ness began. I was rushing my work ALL day long for the past 1 week. There was times when I feel like pending my work to the following day BUT i knew the cirsumstances of it --->>> workload would definitely GROW higher than the day before. So I die-die also want to finish the work that day itself.

In between, I got more work from __________ & ____________ and it's always URGENT. I almost want to crash down.

Thurs, Rey came back. Weee ~

And so, the LAZY dayS for Ching has begun. I have been lazy for the past 3 days counting. I need a break ler. For 1 week, I work like a ________ (dog/donkey/whateverrr)


I want movie outing *hint hint*
I want yum cha sessions *more hints*
I want to shopppp... sobs

Anyway, I'm heading back to Penang in 2 hours time. Need to settle my subjects problem. Yay! Semesters starting tommorrow!! Nya nya nya!! But I'm skipping 3 weeks of class.... weeeeeeeee ~

I want my 2 months of cuti backkk....

counting down day by day

With 3 more weeks to go, I am going to miss my colleagues ALOT. The normal faces I always see. The normal hi and smile I always see.

I feel sad as days pass by slowly. How I wish they will be my colleagues in future. They are truely the nicest friendliest fun-nest people I've work with for the past 2 months. Through this practical training, I've met great people, crazy ones that liven up my life here.

Nevertheless, they have left a mark in my heart even though it was a short period. It's gonna be hard to scrub them off from my memory.

On the side note, hopefully my confirm no-return feelings will heal soon and disappear. Dont ask me........

Somethings will remain unchanged, a fact no matter how u much u wish for it...

Anyway the above video is really addictful and touchy. It put me to a slumber sleep yesterday. Yea, I'm emo-ing now.... I BITE!!!

SS

Continuation from previous bloggy that I accidentally deleted it off. Gack. There's no way to retrieve it back. Lalala ~

[[Like I said, the order of appreciation is random 1 ya.]]

Anak, thanx for the wishy wishy. Dont wake up 2 early next time ya. I know u overly-love mummy. Haha. *syok sendiri*

Ubi, thanx for the b'day song. But where's my kisses n huggies? Hmmm...

Chan chan, thanx for the blog dedication. Hehe. But i like u calling me 'pandi' better than swine. Sigh.The alphabet F rox!! I fove fou. Fiss fou fo....

Adik-adik sayang-sayang, thanx for the earphone. I'm reLi using it to the max since I got it. BUt the earpiece kinda tercabut but I managed to put it back. Being Very gentle to it as much as I could. Hehe.

Mummy & aunty Janet-ty, thank you for the wishy & blessing, I miss u guys too. I'm coming back to USM for 2 days this Sunday. Hope can bump into both of u. =P

Kawan2 who sms me, spam my facebook, etc., I was happy receiving them. I didnt reply each of u here cos ... I...am too lazy?? XP

All the way from Australia..... presenting.....

Pao, thanx for the lovely bday card. Really thankful and reli reli surprised lor. Faster come bak la. I wana kiss u n hug u to show my terharu-ness. Lol. I dont think that would help u change your mind to come back earlier. Haha. [[Err... I cant help crushing people I'm not supposed to ler. Haha. No worries, I dont do nasty stuff. Any cute ones from ur side ka? But u approve them 1st lar...]]

Teennnnnnnn, I miss u soooo much. Balik la M'sia. I'll be even happier to see u lor...

WeiX, thanx for reminding me I'm older NOW. U want cute guys? Can can... but I want to keep 1 for myself 1st, maybe a few then I find for u ya... hehe...
U three people, cepat lah balik teman me talk-talk. Sobs.

Me lovely colleagues & 'hubby' for taking me to Teppanyaki & the lovely 'surprise' cake.

KL, thanx for the bracelet. I really really like it lor.

Puvan, thanksss for the luvly b'day card. Oh btw...I am alwis helpful one lor. Haha.....

Thanx for making my day a memorable one.