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Thursday, August 20, 2009

Thoughts ?

While typing this post, I was listening to this song while remisnicing the past memory. Somehow I couldnt help smiling away thinking how cute, how silly and how gentle your eye stares were. The lyrics blends in naturally how I am feeling now and back then. 


As much as I am excited about this, I have alil fear deep inside growing. It seems too ... i dont know the word describing how I feel. Is this called the fear of losing something that means something to you or .  . . ? Can I pretend that this fear is not here so that I wont have to think about it and let things go with the flow? 


Having no expectations are sometimes the best remedy to reduce disappointment, to a certain extent. Blek. 

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