It's my emo day ... yeay!!

Maybe it's just me. 

Time to stop. 

I'm less cheerful since then.

Less friendly. More anti social pretty badly.  

Less motivated. 

Less hyper aka energyless. 

No sharing.

Less caring. 

Not so nice. 

Worst tolerance. 

Slept more. 

Meaner. 

Think more about myself. Least sacrifice. 

Maybe I just want to play safe. Don't want that to repeat. Again.

Changes is good. We grow from changes. 

But I think I like my previous self better. At least when I see people smile, it brightens my day no matter how bad my day was. Now smile doesn't work anymore as if I'm immune to them. 

I need something. That makes me smile unconditionally. I'm on a great hunt to find it. Whatever 'it' is. Maybe it shall be my 2009 mission.