for the sake of whining

Determination is one thing. To forget is another. To heal takes time. To let go is alil similar. But sometimes things doesnt go according to how u want it to be although it´s progressing rather well. And you are back from where u start. History chooses to repeat of all things. 

Apabila sesuatu yang diharap tidak menjadi, saya memilih untuk minum. Lol. Tapi dengan sedikit ke-rasionalan di minda saya. Tak banyak kandungan alkohol ni. Takde masalah punya. Kalau mabuk pun kat bilik je.  

(excuses to drink)