peeps ^^

Friday friday friday. I suddenly got a call from Reiki when I was still working to meet up in MidValley. Lalala ~ Thinking twice as I was rather tired for the past 2 weeks, my weekend was spent in the bus, in USM, in thinking sessions. Alil burnt out if u ask me.

Nevertheless, I thought it would be great anyway to meet up the peeps again after so long. Weeee ~ I miss them.

So I waited for them in the office. While doing my work in a overly slow turtle rate(this happens after I get fed), talking all sorts of nonsense to Ray & HP, and waited... lalala ~

Finally my wait has been answered.

They decided not to go MV after all cos it was alil late. *crash and roll down the stairs* They would be in Subang Parade instead. Gack....


In the end, I did meet them up at McD(Sushi King halau ppl out after 10) though it was a short meet about 30min. Hehe.

Photo-taking time... weeeeeeeeee ~

Ermm... alil explanation to be done. I was kinda TOO busy talking, taking donut pictureS, stealing Reiki's fries & eating 'Alien' donut till I forgot to take picture with the peeps. Swt. This kinda made me realise that I havent been meeting friends up for a VERY long time and time is running out!! 1 more month before I'm back to Penang for good... wahhhh!!

Was great meeting u 3 again, hehe... Reiki, Ai-shah & VaL

s is survey

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 3 people to do the same test:

I miss somebody right now. Alot to be exact...

I do not watch tv these days.

I wear glasses or contact lenses. dua-dua pun ade

I love to play video games.

I have tried marijuana.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy

I have changed mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I curse. just recently

I'm totally smart. I wishh...

I've broken someone's bone. i hv a few in my list

I'm paranoid sometimes

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free...nvr thought of it...

I need money right now.... who doesnt? XP

I love sushi

I talk really, really fast. ... sometimes

I have long hair. .. since form2

I have lost money in Las Vegas... i am never good in gambling

I have at least one sibling.... 2 bros

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn't survive without Caller ID.

I like the way I look. ... i guesss??

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.... only when i'm alone

I have a hidden talent... is sleeping considered?

I'm always hyper... depends on my mood

I have a lot of friends... I think...

I am currently single... no1 wants me....

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone... prefer face-to-face or msn

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop. .. who doesnt? Hehe

Enjoy window shopping.

I would rather shop than eat. ... errr... i think i prefer eating... maybe shopp...arrghhh!! i duno

I don't hate anyone....I wishh

I'm a pretty good dancer.

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.... wth??

I have a cell phone

I believe in God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I've rejected someone before I want to have children in the future ... heh? this doesnt make any sense?

I have changed a diaper before

I've called the cops on a friend before.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn. ... learning doesnt end, it is for life

I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.... if he's REALLY cute & handsome

I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.... dont think that is considered

I have tried alcohol before.

I own the South Park movie.

I would die for my best friend.... errrr......

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza... NOT true.. i like Dominoes better

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy..... yes yes, anything that's sweet

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

I am happy at this moment!

I'm obsessed with girls….

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I study for tests most of the time.... I dont want to end up regretting

I am comfortable with who I am right now.... lalala~ oh yeahhhh!!

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever I can.. yapp

I have jumped off a bridge.... i wana bungee jumppp

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

Plan on achieving a major goal/dream

I'm proficient in an musical instrument

I hate office jobs... i dont like sitting still

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules

I went college out of state.

I like sausages... this sounds wrong somehow... haha
I love kisses.

I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colours... fine wif any colorss

I can't live without black eyeliner.

I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing... cos I'm bored??

I usually like covers better than originals.

I can pick up things with my toes.... is this a talent?

I can whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I've written in.

I can't stick to a diet….

I talk in my sleep.... sshhh, dont tell any1 aite?

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. .. quite often done

I have jazz in my blood.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I wear a toe ring.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.... my tolerancy is rather high, if i cant stand u, no1 can...

I am a caffeine junkie... *hint hint*

I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.

I have been to over 15 conventions.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.

I'm an artist.

I only clean my room when necessary. =P

I like a person of the same sex.

I love being happy... this is sooo me

I am an adrenaline junkie.

Stab 3 persons:

- my anak

- my owner

- my kawan

short phrases

走在一起是缘分，一起在走是幸福， 也许简单就是快乐

[[ I saw this in a friend's MSN and I really like it. ]]

Translation:

Walking together is/was destiny,

Together we walk is happiness(kebahagiaan),

Maybe simplicity is happiness(kegembiraan).

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I have been living in the world where simplicity has always been my way/journey of life. Have been living in my happy-go-lucky world for the past 20 years and I am glad that I had that chance.

Checklist

So yeah! Announcing the arrival of my 22nd birth-day!! Yeayyy!! I feel soooo old... right!! I dont feel any different pun... maybe got wrinkles growing... i dont know @_@


Well anyway that's beside the point. I had alil checkpoint for today. Haha. I ni kan gedik.

• Sms-es wishing me Happy Bday... 22 is my target since I am turning 22 [checked]
• Phone call(s) wish [checked]
• Birthday song(s) physically [checked] in-person
• Birthday song(s) virtually [checked]
• Hug(s) physically [checked]
• Hug(s) virtually [checked]
• Kiss(es) physically [...] flying kiss not considered kan?
• Kiss(es) virtually [checked]
• 1 glass of brandy [kosong]
• Cake [checked]
• Bro's kiss(es) [none]
• No cursing for the day [checked] Funny. No traffic jam on the way to work although I left home late 5 min.

Lalala~

That was the end of my checklist that I had in mind. LoL. I am not a birthday person person. Back home(sejak dulu hingga sekarang), birthday was not really a WOAH BIG thing. Just some special lunch/dinner cooked by mum/eating out & cake is the usual stuff. Nothing more. Simple and sweet, with people I love and care.
Anyway, my colleagues were being a darl and got me & HP a cake. His b'day was yesterday, mine 2day. So it was a combined celebration. Weee ~ Dumb dumb HP went back early before we could surprised him. Adui....

Apparently I'm married to him JUST because I hold his hand to cut the cake. Whateverrr ~ His gf's gonna kill him if she get her hands on the evident photo. Lalala ~

Oh so ya. My b'day resolution for this year. Erm erm....

1. Stop over-eating to release tension & stress
2. Be more expressive
3. Make people around me smile more
4. Study harder to increase my CGPA
5. Get a scholarship for my Germany expenses
6. Love Finance / Accounting
7. Stop cursing when I'm back in Penang
8. Get a temporary bf/harem(s) who works (can I do this on e-bay? Lol)
9. Loose the flabby tummy for good
10. Learn to swim maybe? I am talented in drowning wor... should I let go of it?
11. Stop spraining my ankle
12. Get rid of my panda-eye
13. Not talk so loud?
14. Stop crushing on people too easily... bleh
15. Learn to cook =P

Resolutions are meant to be broken lor. Hahaha...

2 adik aku got me a present. It was a surprise it seems. I was excited actually.

And *tada*

They bought me a new pair of earphones since I broke the older one. Haha. This is rather unexpected for me. Reason they bought me this: I cant live w/out earphones.

Hehe. My bros are really cute ler although I like huggy soft stuff more. Lol. They cracked their head pretty badly thinking what to give me. Their effort is what counts.

To everyone who wished me, thank you for remembering my b'day. I am truly touched and happy receiving your sms-es and call. U guys made my day. ^^

factors?

Work work work. Sleep sleep sleep. Eat eat eat. Online online online. Music music music. Yawn yawn yawn. Shiver shiver shiver(air-cond). Mandi mandi mandi.

This is the life. Haha. Not complaining but I cant imagine myself doing this for the next 30 years after I graduate. Oh my god! Routine life kills me bit by bit. And I dont think I could stand doing the same work repetitively for a long period. U see, I'm a type of person who gets bored rather easily. Sigh.

Anyway, just wandering. What do u find most important when u work? Lots of graduates are out there jobless. BUT there are still so many more job vacancies to fill in. Heh?? This somehow doesnt make any sense to me.

There are few factors to consider I think. Let's say ,... the salary offered, how big the company is, working environment, your boss, your colleagues, if your attitude fits in the working culture, how challenging the work is, travelling experience, etc.

I dont know. For now, I think working environment is most important so far. Nothing else could beat that. My motivation usually is affected by people around me. So ya!! I am rather lucky to be working in Parkroyal in the Finance department with my current colleagues. Although my work challenges didnt really met my expectations, but my colleagues,... they made a difference. They are serious when they work, have fun at the right time(when boss is not around =P). They're helpful and care for me also. Advices, story telling sharing and their hardship so far in life really made me think that I am really lucky and everyone else should stop complaining about what they dont have and strat appreciating about what they have.

I think I'm turning more materialistic as days passed. Oh god! I keep thinking that luxury life is so my type of life I want. M-O-N-E-Y!! Mannn... this is bad!! But what I really want to do is to provide my parents a good life(better than the current) where they can go overseas for holidays, let's say once a year.

Dad has been working really really hard for the past 25 years and I want to let him relax and enjoy himself. Mum has been taking care of us for the past 20++ years, the constant worriness and her usual reminders about the smallest thing that we take lightly about.

Dad is supposed to retire end of this year but he decided to extend anyway due to financial problem. Deep in me, I know that one if the reason is me!! The study exchange to Germany will cost him a lot. I am feeling really guilty right now seriously. To spend spend spend his money is what I do best ONLY. I hate myself sometimes because of this. I feel like a black sheep of the family somehow.

Dad, I'm sorry. I really dont know if I can ever repay u. Sobs.

Egypt

With a new theme, there's a new menu.

I think u guys can guess already what I'm about to blog in awhile. Hehe.

Oh yeah! Definitely my one and only personal favourite, F-O-O-D!!

Anyway, Chatz in Parkroyal has just launched a new theme for the next 2.5 months. Woot !

Oh I kinda forgotten to intro the theme. It's Mediterranian!! Look at the decos. I like. So romantic and different feel. I like the lighting done, the deco, the candles(no pic though) and of course the food. XP Dont u already expected this coming?

I came across this. It was really nice.
It's called the Egypt bread I think. U eat it with the sauces given. Lalala ~ No, i was not aware of the name of the sauce. Hehe. But 1 of it was yoghurt. Finger licking oh...

I am not being paid for promoting this food oh. I wish la that they would pay me. Just want to share good tasty food. Yummm

Complete photo

Man, it was a great time back for NatCon although it was such a short trip to Penang. But it did made a difference though. Meeting me team after so so long again. Argh! Cant wait for the sem to start!

Meeting up the other EB's from other LC's was really fun and inspring. See-ing their pumped up spirit, full of energy, enthusiastic, willing to learn, ask questions, throwing in fresh ideas. Man, @-ers will always be @-ers.

Not only that, I was able to meet the seniors like Desmond-y, Heng Heng, Peter Foo and Suki. Woot ~ Getting to know the NatCon OC's.. their names and faces... argh... I was cracking my head remembering their names actually. Man, I'm getting old. Nuuuuu!!!

This pic.....

Do u know how precious it was to be able to catch this photo with all four of us in it? It's always one of us missing in some events and when photos are taken, it doesnt feel complete but NOW.... we finally made it... Walla! Our cute huggy cuddly warm family photo is finally complete... I'm so gonna treasure this photo....

I love u guys!! *hugz & kisses*

Hang in there. Let's give our best shot that we have. Confident that we're gonna have the best time ever. Weeee ~

F

It can stand for a lot of word. Among all the alphabets A-Z, I love F most.

First, F can use to describe my fav thing in the world. Now, if I were to choose, I would Live to Eat. Man, food is heaven. It satisfies me. Release my stress. Gathers everyone.

Besides that, F can be used to curse people. I dont need to spell it out right? But if u dont want to be claimed as rude, u can use lots of alternatives word to replace the word F***. Like fish, fudge, fux. Ya I have been using the word F*** alot for the past 1 month. Cant help it when u have stupid selfish moron people around u everyday.

Anyway speaking of food, it causes fats also. I'm not boasting or anything but my boss have been treating me 3 times this week. AND it's a buffet. OMG!! Could u imagine how greedy I became for the past 1 week? I ate like I've never eaten for 1 month ++. But on 2nd thought I cant be fully blamed for my greediness. I haven been fed by my owners for a very very long time. Sigh.

Main dish, squids, lamb, beef, desserts, Haagen Daas, marble cake, chocolate fountain, sushi, sashimi, choc fudge cake, mushroom soup, prawns, oyster (Nah, I didnt take any oyster actually), cakes, sweet fresh fruits, some weird taste salad (lol), sausages, pasta and many many more.

Below are the food I've been eating.

I supposed to intro u the name of each dish BUT as usual, I was too busy taking the food and neglect the name of the dish. Lalala ~

PS: 1st day u know me ke? XP

Oh oh... I have a FF tummy now. Sad. (FF = fat flabby).

1.5 months

Me: Oh ya. I might end my practical training by 5th July, 1 month earlier than expected.

Colleagues: Haa? WHy? I thought you're only leaving in August.

Me: It's because I have some problems with my university subject stuf to settle.

Some colleagues:

- Haha. Then your loud voice wont be here anymore. We'll miss u though.

- Hmmm... oh well, quickly confirm about it k? Universities can troublesome.

- Aiya. I want to treat u dinner.

- So how many weeks ur left here with us?

- Local universities.... and problems they cause... haiz... last minute

- We gonna miss your loud voice

Boss: No, cannot. Maggie, dont let her go arr...

So ya, problems. It has been causing me headaches and stress. Not only that, it has been contributing to my amount of pimples on my face. Adui.

Man, I am so gonna miss my traineeship in Parkroyal, my colleagues, the long freaking tiring sometimes annoying journey to work, pushing and being pushed by ppl, my 1st time cutting queue (happened yest) at Monorail, the rather often cursing experience with other drivers and sometimes people, my 1st type puncture experience, camwhoring session in the car,

I took some pic that day.

Every morning. The usual spot I'll be heading to wait for the train.

The pathway and bridge I walk through every other day except Sundays.

The view from the bridge I always look over every morning. Walking lazily towards the other side. Check if the train's on the way.






The ever famous KTM train. Weee ~
I get all excited when I see it. Lalala ~

It's service has improved actually. It is now more punctual. Woo hoo~ Well it drops by every 20 minutes. Sometimes late, but still better.

I'm so going to miss my sardine experience.... maybe NOT!!

The pole in the train. The boring 25 minutes in the train looking at other people and view outside. Do nothing but stare blankly and mind wandering of somewhere. Listening songs. Sms.

This has been a great 1.5 months for me. I cannot believe it's going to end soon.

Definitely missing the people I've met through work and my workplace. Sigh. WHYYY??!!!!

do wat

What do your colleagues do when they are just too bored or stress?

Think of it. Be in your colleagues shoes.

You're bored.

Stressed up with your work.

THinking of a solution to solve a problem that popped but your brain just refuse to listen to you and continues sleeping / perhaps playing Wii. Lalala ~



So this was it.


I was branded.


Chopped.




I am now officially an item of Parkroyal. They own me.


NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooo!!!!!!!!!! I dont want. No one can own me besides myself

UNLESS

they bribe me with really good food or desserts....mmmm... that would definitely change my mind. Haha!!




*too shy to show my fat face*

"Puvan, thanx for the lovely tatoo. "

I know I promised you that it supposed to be a secret. Hehe. But I couldnt help it. ANd I didnt tell anyone about it. I just... blogged it out.... haha XP

Kenangan Terindah

I was listening to this song then I remembered my journey in AIESEC (@) so far. The 1 year experience of being in the EB. People I have met through @. My anak-anak. Btw my new anak in the family is Izzati. Woot ~ 3 more vacancies which is still empty are still up for grabs. Hehe.

I still cannot believe that 1++ year ago, I decided to apply for @ as an EB and dump StJohn aside. Although it has been a harsh year, I can list down more positive stuff (not EB experience) than the negative ones. Woot ~

Some of the incredible people I've met through @ really changed my life. Most of them left their @ experience but we are still friends and we still keep in touch. I've learn some of the @ elements myself and practising it in my daily life I guess.

The main factor that can maintain me in a club/organisation is the people. I feel really grateful. For the past 20 years, I have met the best people I could ever have. I could say that 95% are really the best people I wouldnt want to miss making friends with. Each of them created a mark , a story in my life. I really dont know how to show my gratitude to them.

My 1 year of EB experience cant be described with words. There's ups and downs like duh. But it definitely colored my life, in a good and bad way. I'm not too sure if I actually fitted to be in the EB at the 1st place somehow. Even for this term.

The past EB, I'm not too sure if I'll miss them. They (most of them) didnt leave an impact to my life in a positive way. They left a really bad scar. Some hurt me really badly til I had to make a hard decision which is to banish them from my friend list for good. No turning back no matter what happens after this.

They kinda open my eyes>>>
- how manipulative humans can be,
- the fake-ness some can truely be and they'll never ever give up no matter how hard they try,
- unacceptable illogical most unrealistic excuses I have ever heard,
- true stupidity,
- overly ego-ness til it can break the wall,
- think too highly on themselves as if they were god which is obviously not,
- unethical,
- do nothing but discriminating and complain ALL the time,
- actions that's contradictive of what they say ALL the time,
- never once a supportive teammate,
- NATO,
- some just disappear when shit happens,
- pushing responsibilities MOST of the times.

Sigh. So yeah. The unhealthiest team I have been so far. I wont miss them especially..... () () () () () () () () ... no names to be mentioned.... I am trying to forget them you see... this is part of the process of deleting them away....

I have always belive that in whatever we do, we should have a positive mindset. Think positively. True that shits happens but we all learned from these shits. WHat is most important, we tried our best to fix it. Results is truely important but the process in gaining the result is most important.

Running away from responsibilities is definitely a no-no. Even excuses for the delayed and piled up workload. Man, I duno what I am thinking right now. I feel like giving up. But I know I would regret if I really did. It's the special week of the month & I am usually like this. Forgive me aite.

membebeL

WHat I have noticed about some Malaysians habit for the past 1 month when I go to work?

Parents nowadays overly pamper their kids. They just have to send their kids to skol when there are bus services all over. I know that there are many unfortunate incidents like people got kidnapped blablabla. Parents just have to keep reminding their kids and teach them not to talk to strangers. Tell them the few matters to take note of. Some safety tips. Why put yourself in so much trouble by sending your kids to work? Waste time and money. And most important, the cause of jams. Man, how I wish there's more school holidays....





Kids as young as 6 years old has their own hp. WTH? Some has more canggih phone than what I have now. WHy do they need a hp anyway?




Anyway leaving the parents alone.


As usual, the famous pushing incident in the KTM train. They just have to push their way all the way in. Gack. Adui. Not only that they dont let anyone to get down from train down. People, use your brains can are? If people dont come down, how u want to get in? WTH?

Malaysians skip their queue anywhere. At the road. At the ticketing counter. When buying food. Getting up the train. Public toilet. Clinic. If u know, u're late now, get out from your house earlier then. Be considerate la. Your not the only ones who want to reach your destination. U have to block the whole lane just because u want to cut queue to the next lane. WTH? How selfish are u man? Bedebah!

And as what some radio station DJ said this before, we Malaysians are creative parkers. Double parking, triple parking. U caused the jam just to buy a roti canai or whatever personal reason itis. Tut!! I seriously want to get a tank and flattened all this cars and the drivers inside.

Yellow box. Did u guys pass ur road license ka? Dont u know we cant stop at the yellow box? OMFG!

And motorcyclistsss!! Stop riding your bike in the middle of the road la. Dah lah u freaking slow. I know driving slowly is good but you are freaking blocking the road la man. Seriously, please switch on your lights at night ok? Some of the drivers are rabun malam (like me) & we cant see u then we accidentally knock u unintentionally...

Apabila u mau switch lane, put on your signals ler. Dont simply just change lane ler. It's freaking annoying ok? And dangerous. I might knock ur backside & I'm not paying for that.

Attn to all drivers, switch your bloody lights at night can are? What are u trying to save ar? Petrol? Your battery? Your life is more important la brader'!!

Nad, this is my observation so far. Cukup ka? Lol.

crush

So... I'm like crushing on someone right now. He can be considered a friend I guess. Though we only met about 1 week. In work.


Apparently he's a gentleman. I duno how true that is. But he could make every1 in Finance dept like him in less than 1 week. How cool is that? I took about 10 days. Adui ~ Man, I jealous of him. Cis.

What attracted me to him? His smile. His humbleness. Hardworking-ness. Friendliness. Looks was one of it also, I'm not denying the fact that he's nice to look at. Dreamy eyes. *dies*

I really enjoyed today. We kinda had a small chat. Random ones. Teasing session was quite fun and entertaining. Haha.

Man, I'm so gonna miss him. He's leaving for Singapore on Tuesday. And here I am, thinking of him. Wake up CHing!! Oh well I was lucky for the chance to know him.

Yesterday I thought he was going back for good. I have to admit I was feeling rather depressed and sad. I didnt even say a proper goodbye. Sigh. My journey back home felt so long somehow.





But today, I saw him sitting at Reyna's place. I was rather shocked but really excited & happy. Much hyper compared to other days. I hope it was not too obvious. Adui.

Lalala ~ Let's see if I am able to take a pic with him on Monday (not secara curi-curi) and maybe his contacts. Sigh.




Love is sweet.