Apa saya?

Oh Oh. I found another of this in FB. Weeeeee ~ 

I supposed to tag people in this. But I'm kinda lazy  busy finalising my packing now. Lol. Can I request if u guys could tag me instead? Which one(s) suits me. Can be 1 character or more. Hehe... 

How to leave a comment in the picture? Just move your mouse to the picture and u can see some icons appearing on the left. Click on the 1st icon and choose 'add new notes'. U can drag the shiny lil thing that describe(s) me. 

One expection though. Maybe u can leave your name in that comment? Lalala ~ Apa? I gedik? I know  XP  

I'll tag people in this picture when I reach Deutschland in 1 piece. Mixed feelings right now. Alil excited and scared and nervous and happy and cold and iced and emo and overjoyed and so much more. Huhu. I'm tad confused. @__@ 

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Thank you so much to all who wished me. I am truly touched. Appreaciate them so so much. ^^ Special thanks to my kawan2 lama & kawan2 that made time for me to meet up. Hehe. Feels good catching up again with you guys. XD

To the kids who send me sugar cubes, you guys are really really sweet la. Huhu. I feel like crying lor. When I first opened my email, I was like Heh? Why this people forwarding / cc me their sugar cubes one? So cute la this people. Rupa-rupanya for me. Hehehehe. I like the surprise. Alot. Lol. If u guys are reading this, thank u so so much! All of you have made a difference in my @ journey. It wouldn't have been the same without you. You guys have grown so so much, from a seed to a really beautiful subur tree. ^__^             I promise to be back. One day. Take care aite. Miss u guys. I want gossips!! Sobs

T A G

I came across this in Facebook. Happily tagging everyone with what I tink suit them most. Hahahaha. But there's a limit in tagging people in FB so I decided to continue tagging here. Weeeeeeeeeee ~ 

i'm shocked XP

Just came back from a movie with me bros. It's like a sis-bro outing tingi. Hehe. Since Tian is busy working it's rather hard to catch him these days. Sigh. The movie, "Love Matters". Actor actress from Singapore & Malaysia directed by Jack Neo. Some expected story line but a good show to laugh over and say WTH?!! in between. Hehe. I was quite into the movie actually. Some moral values were included like the other S'porean movies.  I remember this statement. "No Sex means No Love isit?" Well sometimes love is just not about physical only but also the emotions and mental. 

I encountered something quite scary though while on the lift just now. It gave me the creeps.Really really spooky.Well we were heading to the B1 floor then the lift kinda opened at LG floor cos the girl in the lift itchy hand pressed the wrong button. As the doors opened, there were no lights. Super scary dark I tell u. I was scared. Dead scared. Argh! I had a quick thought that there better be nothing popped out of nowhere now lor. I will scream like hell!! And cry?Eeekkk!! For those who duno me, the few things I really scared of is darkness. Second? Blood sucking Leech. I was not near the lift buttons but I was imagining myself pressing the close button really quick in my heart. CLOSE CLOSE QUICKKK!! 

Luckily nothing decided to scare me. Phew. 

So I was home safely. Then I saw this wrapper bag thingi on the table.

I was wandering if it was for me. Hahaha. It is! It is! *gigglessss* *SS-ing**gedik*

Uncle David and aunty is so sweeeeetttttt. I was sooooo touched. They got me this really nice soft beautiful big red scarf. How did they know I love red? Arrr arrr *excited* 

I think I shall use it in the plane and show off sleep with it. Hehehhee. 

Thanks Uncle David & Aunty!! I really really really like it!! =))   U can't imagine how happy I am now. Hehehehhehehehehehhehe =)) 

2 companion + 1

Hunt Hunt Hunt. 

For the past 2 weeks. It was really about hunting things down. I'm glad I ready a list to look through initially or I would have miss alot of things. Phew. To realise what I miss last minute will definitely make me panic. Thus leaving more things behind. 

Although I have a habit history of packing 3 hours before going off to Penang or boarding a bus but this is different. 

If I left something behind this time, I can't get it through pos laju. Well actually I can but it will cost too much. So nah. What's left in my list? Gloves. Anyone has a pair to spare? I don't accept kitchen gloves lor btw. I don't mind puppet talking dolls though. ^^

Wander if garu-garu la Kagura can be my glove for the moment. Hmmmm...   

Yesterday I finally get to meet Reiki. Weee ~ It's going be harder to meet her with the new curfue. Sobs. Glad that I at least get to spend time with her although it was a really short one. With random walking. Bully time most of it. Passing Santa Footwear for 4 - 5 times? Lol. 

Remind me the next time not to go out with both Reiki and Dan. Not a good idea. They practically bullied me together naturally. Huhu. And I mean pakat-pakat then bully me. Sigh. 

Oh ya. Don't eat chocolate-yyy doughnuts and cheezy stuff in front of Reiki. She might use the picture as her blog material. If you dont eat like how I do, then you're safe. Sigh. The bad side of a handphone equipped with camera. Bleh ~ 

PS: Don't u miss me Reiki? 

C for music band ? i duno any

Rules: It is harder than you thought!! Copy to your blog, erase the answer, enter yours and tag 5 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the folowing question. They have to be real...nothing made up!! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answer. You cannot use any answer twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl question.

1) What is your name : Ching

2) A four letter word : Case

3) A boy's name : Chee Kin (since I was msn-ing him. LOL)

4) A girl's name : Clara

5) An occupation : Chef XP

6) A colour : Chocolate? 

7) Something you'll wear : Cape Cap  

8) A food : Cheese Wedges / Cake

9) Something found in the bathroom : Comb

10) A place : Canada

11) A reason for being late : Caught in the jam >>

12) Something you'd shout : Crap

13) A movie title : Chicken Little 

14) Something you drink : Coke

15) A musical group : Candy 

16) An animal : Crab

17) A street name : Cheng Lock

18) A type of car : Chevrolet

19) The title of a song : Circus 

I tag ermmm.. tian, choo choo, sam, melvin, tatie XD

6th time

The one and only Disney movie that I keep watching again and again. Enjoying it. Still able to laugh and feel the thrill although it's been the 6th time?  

bitchy me

Man, I'm having a emotional imbalance or whatever it's called. 

Super impatient with anything that goes really slow. And I go 'Boom'. I hate the internet speed. Apparently my lappy has been infected by trojan. Sigh. Will reformat it tomorrow after the dateline. Lalala ~ 

Super impatient with unacceptable acts. Eg to realise the need to plan 'for the future' when this bunch of people have 4 months left before they finish their term OR showing bad example OR leaving something behind just like that because it's boring OR NATO so-called leaders OR disrespect for senior OR non-deserving people that only knows how to shine people's shoes getting promoted ... nvm . It's about the way how things are going in c-feel I am alil pissed off and giving me so much more reasons to just leave it for good. Sayonara ! May you close shop really soon. I'm mean? I know. But if you hear/know what has happened you would agree with me 100%. They don't deserve my pity it has become like this. Bitchy bitchy mood. 

Super impatient with brats that whines all the time and blames others' for one's fault or shared mistake. No comment on this. 

As a result of this impatient-ness, I have been under weird cravings for food all the time although I just eaten something. Argh! Not good. 

so so proud

This is hillarious. Somehow. Maybe for me la. 

My first encounter with mahjong was irresistible. Thanks to CNY in Kai's house. This year, my addiction was cured with great thanks to Zak. He shared this wonderful mahjong game with me to kill my cravings for mahjong last month. Although it's not as exciting as playing it for real, it's still pretty addictive. Weee ~ 

Of course I can't be selfish and not share this awesome brilliant game with my family can I? So jeng jeng jeng. I intro it to both my bros. And the outcome? CL loved it. Hahahahaha. 

Off I went on a mission to try to spread the game to my parents. Result?  *teeeeeet* Reject! 

Gosh! Cant believe dad didn't even bother looking at the game and continue reading his papers. Mum? Ignored me and continue getting hypnotised by the evil thingy, TV. 

Of course I didn't give up just yet and continue promoting it. Lalala ~ Showing my excitement for mahjong with my partner in crime, CL BUT all seems to fail. 

1 month later, CL was playing 'mahjong' peacefully using the comp. Dad came along and shoo-ed him away. T-H-E-N dad experience the 'mahjong' himself. And now? He's sticking to the comp playing virtual 'mahjong' like glue and say "Hahaha! I can play all this day. Dont need to go out already." Everytime he wins, he calls me to show off his victory. Swt.

My dad. An addict. I'm so proud of him now. Sobs. 

Soo... 

LOL. XD

seashells

"She sells seashells by the seashore"

I have always loved to collect seashells from the beach. Lalala ~ The prettier the colour the better. The more unique the shape the better. Hehe. 

Sometime last week I think, I saw this box in the cupboard or cabinet or watever u call it. Eh? They actually sell seashells in a box nowadays? OMG! Wahhh ~!!! 

I was staring at the box like a jakun. Excited ma. It's been long since I last visited the beach and collect them. 

Mum: Come, let's eat them. 

Me: Ha? Eat? But they are shells. Ma, u sure boh? 

Mum: Ha? It's chocolate la. 

Me: *blinks* *looks at the box details* Oooo... *drools* 

So berat hati wana eat them lor. They are all so pretty to drool. Huhu. But chocolates are meant to be eaten righttttt. Hahaha XD 

sort of decided

I have a wish. 

I wish I could tell you that I do have feelings for you after all. I wish I could be more honest. I really really do. But then again I don't think I should. It'll just make things more complicated. I will definitely feel awkward the next time we see each other. 

So, I have decided. To leave it behind. This feeling that I shouldn't have develop at the first place. Wrong time. Wrong person. Wrong Wrong. Argh. 

I'm just being me. Doing something I most probably will regret in weeks/months/years to come. But I'll do it anyway. 

E.N.D. 

Maybe when I'm back. Maybe. 

I dont knowww laa >__<

Ala~ I cut my hair just now. Really short. It's really the super short I can assure you till I was thinking if I really wanted this. And sometimes I feel like glue-ing back my hair with UHU glue. Huhu. 

Tada! My super short hair camwhoring pic. 

Lol. Why no difference hoh? Cos this was my previous hair. I gedik, I know. I dont plan to upload my short hair pictures pun. Lalala ~ 

See it yourself. Bleh ~ 

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Lalala ~ I kinda change my mind. So here's my new really really short hair. Well at least for me. 

My dad and mum loves it. Although dad keep giggling at it. My bros gave the Oh Ok reaction and commented I look like Meng Meng, my cous. Ceh. 

My reaction when I first saw it with my own eyes. OMG! So short. Arrr!!!  

I feel weird. I cant swing my hair anymore. I cant bite my hair anymore. Imagine if I really shaved my hair bald. I would faint. 

Apparently if I shave my head, there will be a big celebration for it. My hair so glamour. Hmmm... so tempting XP

Slide D'show

I remembered I was posting about this. The few faces I miss. Then again, I realise there's so much more pictures but I just too lazy to dig them out. So tada! I spend like 2 hours working on this. 

* Note: well, if you dont see your photo here, it's either 

(a) I've never took picture with u before with my hp

(b) I did this 3quarter-heartedly

(c) I never considered u as my friend  

The pictures are in random error. I don't arrange them according to priority / importance.

There's limit to this also. So I kinda miss a few photos. Lalala ~ 

**note: these pics was taken from FB

Noting interesting, really - dont read

Feelings are really hard to categorise into. At least for my case. There's admire, like, crush, love, puppy love etc. I have my own definition for each of that BUT it's seems blurry. Hmmm... Everything seems the same. Lalala ~ 

So what is it categorised to when ... ? [ PS: Not the same one person btw. Different people at different time ]

I care for that person but feeling annoyed to bits when he refuses to tell me 

I care for that person but he replies my sms really late or no replies at all

He's the first person I thought of when I'm stress up

He's the only person who can make me smile when I'm down 

I would do anything(within my limit) to see that smile 

I have feelings for him but cant seem to tell him/give hints to him

I have a hard time thinking what present to buy

I really care what he thinks about me 

I mind talking about other girls with him but pretend I don't

I think what our future might hold 

I am determined long distant relationship dont last and decide to go MIA

I feel comfortable sharing anything

I feel excited everytime see-ing him 

It is too late the time I realise but I keep the feelings to myself

I feel attracted to that smile and feel awkward around 

I am/was wandering and curious if he likes me also 

I become extremely pissed when he's just insensitive 

I want to know the content of that call

I was really worried about his health

I want to tell him how I feel but I don't think I should 

I miss him so after years/months but it's time to let go for good 

I give it a real thought before saying something/anything 

I feel bad hurting him unintentionally 

I want to hug him when I see that =(( 

I love arguing with 

I feel he's too good and should find a better girl

I love the attention he pays to me

Anyway I have been emo-ish for the past 1 week, or more. Think I know how and why it hit me. Gosh! 

If u read through this, wow to you cos there was alot of statement listed. 

snip-snip

Dad and me headed to the embassy today to collect my precious abandoned V-passport.  Weee ~!! I can finally confirmed I'll be flying off on 1st next month. Hehehehehehehehe =)) 

On the way there dad suggested I cut my hair short before flying off. Lalala ~ I am planning to anyway cos it's everywhere and my pony tail is creating rashes cos i was too lazy find anything to tie it. Hot Itchy Hot Hot! It's never good to have long hair when it's frigging hot and u feel like bathing every hour. 

How I wish Adol was here to 'quak' so that it rains. XP According to resources, the 'quak' did call the rain. 

So So dad say the shorter the better. Boy-cut hair is the best. OH. 

Then I said shaving my head the best lo then. Least shampoo required. Don't wash hair pun takpe. Hahaha. I was excitedly waiting for his response... Seen mum's response, she nagged me. 

Dad actually agreed and said I should! 

My face expression: ^__^" sweat. heh?!! for real??  

Dad has always been supportive of me getting reli short hair since... always? He even volunteered himself to cut my hair everytime I say I'm getting a haircut while finding a scissors and go snip snip OR pat my hair and pretend to cut my hair with an invisible scissors. OH Me GOD!  Nevertheless, duno if dad really thought through what he just supported. Lol. Me. botak wor. 

Lalala ~ Cutting me hair soon soon. But not sure how short. 

song addiction

Lol. My new temporary fav song. I keep listening to it again and again til Tian wana strangle me. Argh.. so addictive but I love it. Hehe =))

With special thanks to Sue Yunho. My source for korean music. Hehe. 

I know I look like a monkey here. Sigh. Oh well 

umbrella-la

Watching this live was wow! An eye-opener! Just like in the movie. Ooo ~ 

Once upon a time, while talking to the kids next to a glass window upstairs in KFC somewhere in SS, we noticed 2 pak ciks talking, or should I say arguing. There was some "What you want now ha?!!" expression & alil pushing involved. 

Maybe pakcik no1 knocked pakcik no2 car or almost knock pakcik2 drop or... Entah la why they argue. Being the kepoh Malaysian we continue looking. 

Pakcik no2 walked away after this pakcik no3 calmed the arguement down alil. Then pakcik no1 open his car booth. OK! Nak ambik spanar ke to hit pakcik no1 ke? Hmm... maybe pakcik no1 want to call his geng to whack pakcik no2 up. Hmmmm...

It's not a spanar after all. It was a big long umbrella-la type. Swt. Of all things, umbrella-la to hit pakcik no1? Okkk... Magically he pulled out a big knife aka parang. OH mY Gawd! Then said something angrily while holding the parang. Eek! 

I was praying reli hard pakcik no1 dont come back OR it would be one messy bloody fight. 

After few minutes pakcik no2 drove off with his parang. Phew ~

Walao weh ~!! I expected to only see in this movie. Never I would thought I could see it with my own eyes. Didnt know umbrella-la could be a good hiding place for parangs. 

KL. is. just. plain. dangerous. 

pic commenting

Bumped into this application called Phlook where u can comment about the pictures u upload to your Blog or watsoever to make the blog more interactive. Lol. It's the 2nd button from the top to add comment.  

If I remember to upload the pics on Phlook then I'll do it. If not, malas laa . Lalala ~ 

rabbit in disguise

Cheese and cheese and everthing nice =)) 

Gonna miss the kids. But I'll be back.

 

Off to bed now. zzz

f u n

Today, which is technically yesterday, was great. I had fun see-ing the kids again. We had lunch dinner and spend quality time in the arcade. Weeee ~ My My, this kids has so much potential as killers. Scaryyy ~ They look uber serious when shooting down their opponents. Oooo . .  

Pictures I'll add when it's uploaded into FB la. Hehe =)) 

Then again chan2 couldn't be here because of her assignment. I want to strangle her lecturer. Ask her. Stupid title to cover. *tut* Cis. 

Advices given : 

• more sweaters
• travel there . Must! 
• promo her video when i'm there

"Chan2, don't need to feel bad. Know that u have a busy schedule. Don't need to make time for me k. Do get enough rest. Bus rides are tiring and can be pain in the ass. I'll be getting webcam so u can see me lor. If u wana hug me, errrr, buy a 'bak kua' and hug it. Lol. Then when you're hungry eat it up but don't imagine that 'bak kua' is me. Lol. "

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Last weekend was able to meet Nad and Ran for super short lunch since I promised my bro we'll go out that day. Sigh. But I went anyway since I wouldn't know when I'll get to see both of them again. Though Nad is from KL and Ran is in KL. Haha. Again, catching up felt good. ^^

I haven't seen Kan2 le and she's flying off to Aussie on Monday. Arghh!! How? how? 

=)))

Finally ! 

Flight tix with seats confirmed! Now what's left is VIIIII ~ XD 

Got my very 1st ISIC card also. Woooo ~ Checked their privileges too. They have discounts for ice-skating in Pyramid. RM11 per entry! OMG! So so tempting. Fact I'm still broke depresses me though.  

Muski meeting was quite WAH! I'm in Obsidian Mage Energetic Noobie team. 

1 is currently in his Exchange 1 is MC CC Muski. Wah! 1 is EB. Excited and hoping to getting know the team more. =)) 

3 tasks on due by Saturday OMG! 1 needs creativity 1 lots of reading 1 recalling. Huhu. 

Weee ~ The more the merrier. Lalala ! Though last minute is never a good thing. XD 

kelakar XD

Oh my! Dad is amusingly kepoh. Keep asking me if that baka online onot today and what the baka replied and how's progress and what time he's online cos he wana say "HOW ARE YOU?". 

Dad is really cute la. He seems more excited than me. ^^  Lol. Sharing msn content with dad is really fun. His kepoh face expression is so so valuable. Too bad my hp wasnt near me. Even if it is, he would cover his face. See where I got my camera shy from? 

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Anyway managed to catch Pink Panther 2 today. Managed to catch WC also. Hehe =)) 

Ya it was great to see Daniel and Pauline also BUT how often can you catch WC? Catching up with everyone again was good. It feels like old times again. I still think small group outing feels more connected than big groups. We can really talk! and of course, more focused! Not much of distraction and random questions thrown to you from everywhere. Less confusion! @_@ 

Review of PP2 ? I didnt really like it sorry. That Inspector is annoyingly stupid for me. I keep staring at him throughout the movie. Dont get me wrong. I felt like strangling him and saying WTF and throw things at him. 

My fav phrase: " How I wish I shot him "

I miss this faces

There are more pictures actually but my pictures are kinda scattered everywhere. Lazy ler.  Oops. 

My eye is sore now. Has been sore since morning. I keep touching and scratching it. Gah! Staring at the monitor for 5 hours doesnt help. Hope it will heal real soon. 

No Yes?

Feelings are subjective, can't be measured and it's not practical at times. It doesn't last unless you are one of the lucky people around. It changes from time to time. It can grow stronger or becomes weaker or just wiggle around being confused. 

Although there are many hardships in between for this 'feeling' like confusion, disappointment, frustration, and so on BUT it is a nice feeling in the end. 

I think I have a crush on someone but I don't know if I should at least let him know before I leave. Isit wise? Maybe I should keep it to myself. But I'm curious wor if I was right. Bleh ~ 

Yes No ?

I keep asking myself for the past few days. 

Should I ? 

Should I tell ? 

Bugging Tan for god knows how long. Hehe. XD 

Then I finally decided I should. The baka should know when I'm leaving. History shouldn't repeat. Miracously, the baka was on9 just now. ^^ Let's see what happens next. I am lying to myself. Shouldn't expect anything. 

Ya, still misses to bits at times but not sure if it is still the same. Did it change? I duno. Chose not to know at this time. 

Am not daring to take the extra step. Not now. Maybe never. Selfish lil me should stop here. 

I 1 2 zzz

Picture says it all. 

Since then I seem to be sleeping past my usual sleeping hours. Hmm . . when I finally manage to fall to sleep, somehow I don't think I was really sleeping. Gack! It's the same feeling when I have a cup of coffee, trying to sleep, but my brain is still awake though my body is resting. >>

Yesterday, techinically few hours ago was worse. I didn't feel like sleeeping till it was 4 am. At 8, I woke up myself. WHY??!! 

Gonna be grumpy if this goes on. Rawr! Beware! 

In dilemma

It's difficult. 

When someone ask you how your siblings are, their personality, your opinions about them. Then you realised what you say can effect the outcome. 

Of course, anyone would side their siblings and blurt out all the good things and promo habis-habis as if they are perfect. I don't. I tell only the truth. I love my bro and I know him well enough. I think. Haha. 

To you know who you are, I just want to say that my bro is serious about it. He doesn't play with people's feelings. He doesn't flirt. He's a good bf material although he was not in a relationship before but I think he is one. Confident! 

I'm happy that he's happy. 

Nevertheless, I didn't get too involved into it cos' I think it's their thing. I can only give my opinions upon request and the rest, it's up to him. Besar panjang dah, brains pun ada, ownself think la. Haiz. It's your potential relationship, you decide how it would be. +))

Love you bro. 

Move it ! !

Dang! I need it to work now. 

Work brain, work! Move! Move! 

Gonna watch Bolt after so so long of craving to watch it. Yeay! 

Time passes really fast when u least expect it to. Sigh.. exactly 3 weeks more flying off. IF i can get V with no problems.  =( 

Happy Thaipusam also to those celebrating it!

Hijau

Last week . . . 

1 mission! 2 person! 

To get more trees! To have more trees! To plant more trees! 

The kampung house was in need for trees. The garden looks like a dessert! Some plants from house were kidnapped. They went through a long 3 hours journey with rough winds bumpy rides but they survived. 

Some of the kidnapped trees >> they had new 'house' and 'food' to live now. 

This sakura tree is about 10++ years old now? 

In between, the soils kinda finished. Gack! So we had to hunt for a nursery nearby. Most of them shifted. 

In the nursery, this freaked me out like crazy!! I was looking around the nursey and when I turned around, I saw it AND I was shocked and kinda shouted. Huhu. It looks like a big uglee leeches about to attack me. Arrr!! It took me alot of courage to take this photo k! =((

This was what dad and cous' had to plant into the ground. Gasp. 

Digging 2 feet is not easy. By the time my cous' finish, his palm kinda bleed alil. Ouch! How deep was it? Doooo. . . 

Blakie and yellowie love this tree alot. They keep playing around it. Sniff sniff wrestle wrestle then run away. So enjoy huh. 

So I asked my newphew what the doggies name were. Blakie is blakie. Yellowie is actually brownie. Hehe +)) At least I'm not the only one not creative. Hehehhee XD

To be honest , if I had a choice I would choose to not work / live in KL. Jams, uncivilised people who only care about themselves, lousy public transport. Bleh ~ 

Yes I do love Penang way better.