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Saturday, October 25, 2008

de latest fashion

So I was trying but I obviously failed being fashionable. I have been wearing this for a whole day yesterday.

U can see the difference right?

No, dont focus on my uglee nails.

Look at the slipper!!

Hahaha. So u laughed. But I was wearing my jeans so it's rather hard to notice my 'fashion slipper'. I think only 1 person noticed. He gave hints "nice sandals" but it didnt hit me that I was wearing the wrong pair of slipper. Didnt know I could be that blur. I'm in denial. Bleh!

As I was walking to my car, I was wandering why 1 leg felt slippery as I walk and the other didnt. Hmm... this is weird, I thought. Then I looked down. OMG!!

I actually wandered if anyone else noticed. Lalala ~ That person must be reli observant then. Haha! Siao said if i slipped on 1 leg, i can use de other leg to brake/prevent me from slipping down & end up on my butt. Cih!

I wore this fashion slippers for about 5 hours. And no1 said anything. Good thing/ bad? It's my lucky day not! I was trying reli hard hoping no1 would notice

Alil advice from the frenly neighbourhood. Try it out! I dare u! XP

Friday, October 24, 2008

Somwhere I didnt notice

Ever wandered around the library aimlessly?
Ever got lost in a library? Doors here and there & they are actually connected to 1 place. Just plain messy. And arrows with directions making u more confused? @_@

So the day before yesterday I finally stepped into the library after some time. I sneaked in with a pendrive string. Mind you that u need to hang your student card around your neck to enter but I threw mine & too lazy to buy a new one cos I kedekut. Lalala ~

We were trying our luck looking for empty discussion rooms but luck was not on our side. Every room was used except for 1. We wanted to shoo her away cos she was discussing with herself. Hello! It's a discussion room. Dont hog the room for yourself la! Selfish u! But since we were too nice and considerate and angel and kind, we didnt.

In the 2nd floor, I was showed to something somewhere interesting. There is such thing as a media room, audio room, bilik tayangan... I went oooooooo, ahhhhhhh in amazed look. Yes yes, I've been in de Uni for de past 2 years & I didnt know about this. So??! I'm not the only one le. Pretty sure there are thousands of students here doesnt know about it. trying to cover cover Again we tried our luck if there's anyone using the rooms. Not many people know about it so there's a chance. Weeeeeee ~

We stopped by at the media room. Being the sam pat curious me, I looked here and there. Taking out tapes, cds,... and went ooooo, ahhhhhhh again. Blek. 1 video caught my eye. It's called "the funniest man in the world".

I was thinking this video would be good since I'm kinda stressed up. Well, why not watch this while waiting for the rest to come? Spend time wisely ma. Lalala ~

So I got de tape and do watsoever procedure I need to.
U get a headphone to watch de movie.

Oh my god! I was so excited! It's been a while since I seen a video tape! And a video tape player. WAhhhh!! So I press here and there. No, it didnt meletup after that. I was overly excited watching it cos I was desparate ; but it was not funny pun, looks stupid to me and did not bother about my other teamie who came along after 5minutes. I continued watching and staring at the tv ignoring them till HC had to stop it. NOoooooooooo!!

I found somewhere I could get free movie in future when I'm bored/ dont feel like studying. It's de media room. Weeeee ~
Next, I want to watch the movie "Sepet2"

I'm jynx

Sigh. Why I think so? Hmmm... let me share with u alil story...

Once upon a time, a Hiao fren of mine (i didnt name u here so dont kill me XD) keep promoting to me this place which has really good food till my sliver meleleh edi. She kept saying about that place again & again for 1 sem till I was curious and really wana try de food out. Just to check if de food is really good. Lalala ~

So, so, the day that I want to visit G-tomyam, it went on a renovation break. WTH? Cant they renovate some other day instead? I feel so disappointed. I was so excited that day. Do u know how excited I was? Haiz. Notice said it would only reopen in the next semester. Sigh. Wait wait wait.

The next sem, it reopened! Woo hoo!! I finally ordered their food. Drink their drink. One bite. Bleh ~ What a disappointment! Even Mutiara taste so much better. Jeez! Apparently they change their chef! I didnt visit them after that.

So so another Restaurant was recommended by a Siao friend this time. Food is good it seems. So I decided to give it a try. "De cengkih". Miss Siao recommended 'Daging Black Pepper'. I pun order. Since I was feeling greedy as always that day, I ordered 'Telur Apachee' also. Lalala ~

The food came. Yeay! Hail food! I was hungry I could telan de whole table I was sitting.

Meat meat... i mish u ...

De eggy is hiding under de apachee. It's treasure hunting time. Weeee ~

One bite of the meat.
One bite of the egg.

Result: I liked the egg. MMmm... I didnt like the meat so much. I was munching away bit by bit so tat I could swallow. Siao tried it and said it didnt taste like this yesterday. Even Siao's Nescafe tasted different. AND it was only a day difference! WAT DE HELL!

So ya, dont ever over-promo any good delicious mouth-watering food to me. I wont be able to taste them cos they will change their chef immediately when they could sense I'm coming. Bleh ~

De Cengkih have this cute lil tingi like a collection at the counter. I wanted to curi a few but they were looking. Damm! Lol.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Another emo time

Memories attack you when you least want it to be. Totally wrong timing. Gah!

People I love and care for are leaving me one by one. Family, friends, old childhood schoolmate. I never like it when I hear this sad depressing news. My usual reaction is my mind go blank. Neither do I cry nor feel sad/upset. I just stone there with no emotions, be quiet for few days, dream about that person for few days. Choose to not go for their funeral as last respect. Then go on with life.

Nevertheless some people might think I'm some cruel person with no feelings. But I really dont know how should I react. Maybe I'm some ice queen.

The memories I have had with them was never forgotten. When certain scenes / events seems similar, I'll remember them. I connect these memories with scents/events.

Everytime I pass by a diamond shop, particularly, My Diamonds, I'll remember him.
Everytime I hear the song 'What a Wonderful World', it reminds me of grandpa. There's one old cute botak uncle in the song which totally remind me of Grandpa. ^^
Everytime I hear certain square dance songs, his image of dancing it runs on my mind.
Everytime I read or see Sailormoon images, it reminds me of his smile and the siao time we had in Std Four.
Everytime I see a doll with handmade clothes, it reminds me of grandma.


These people has always been in my heart. I wished I had spend more time with
them. Care more about them. But nothing can change time. So appreciate people around you. Appreciate what you have. You'll never get it back when you loose them no matter how much u wish for, even if your tears are bloody.

I dreaded the day when _____________________________ leave me. I would totally break down and will not get over it for a very very long time. Sometimes I wish people will never die. But that is senseless right?

My signature phrase

"Huh??!"

I don't know. I feel confused. Hmm...


Am I being too sensitive?

Am I over-reacting? I hope not. But the reaction was kinda overbroad. It was just a small matter and quite a long time ago. Isn't it?

Am I assuming it myself? Hmmm... but the issue kept on popping up though it was long ago...



No point thinking and guessing what you are not sure of. Just ask and clarify your doubts to get it off your chest for good! Bleh ~

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

de Journey


It has been 2 years since then. The day I made up my mind. Picking @ instead of SJ. It was a tough decision as I have passion in SJ compared to @ so much more. The main reason: I had a better experience in @, meet awesome inspiring people, I feel motivated, I feel inspired, I want to stay on, so I thought. In SJ, everyone around had a negative aura and thoughts. They complain and whine all the time. So negative! This people were the ones that demotivated me in SJ more and more besides the boring, repetitive & unreasonable long hours 1st aid classes and foot drill that I already know.


Running for VP last term was ... (words cant describe it) I dont know if it was good/bad for me. There was no team, everyone was an individual by their own. Backstabbing, complaining, bitching and doing nothing was the biggest problem of the the never existed team I guess. This could be only 2 things. Either the leader that lead us suck like hell cos he couldnt lead the team, duh! OR the selection process of the EB was not conducted properly. Last term, I'm pretty sure that 3/4 of them at least, their @ knowledge is almost none. Even mine was hanging in the air back then. There was times when I wanted to resign 3 times of attempt but I just felt like going on despite the team breaking up from the start. Even then, I'm glad that I was able to met the few inspiring juniors and 5 of them was adopted as my 'anak'.


My initial plan in 3rd year >> to be a kepoh senior in @ & come bak to nose around(in a good way), join all sports club like swimming, archery, kungfu, etc. Go through a life I've never had since 1st year. The life where I just be a member and have loads of fun. No planning, no excution, just pure fun and learn new stuff.

But things doesnt go according to your plan I guess. I still went back to @ and be a VP the 2nd time. SUPRISE!! Mum was shocked, bros tried to shake off that idea from my head cos I was doing badly in studies & dad gave up and just said as long as u grad with 3.0 .

It was a total experience comparatively. The motivation, the fire that made me want to do something, make a change for @, make a difference WERE my determination.

The common phrase people usually give when they are given a choice to grab certain responsibilities: "I'm not ready". But there is always a first time for everything right? We are not born to 'know' something right away unless you are some God.

What is most important, u learn through the experience given. Opportunities don't come all the time, it's up to us to grab it whenever it's there. I believe that if you want to do it & u are determined, then just do it cos nothing could stop u then.


Believe in yourself.

Learn from mistakes.

Be humble.

Be yourself. =)

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Lesson learnt

Freaking out is something I seldom do.Kind of. Yesterday wasn't a pleasant day for me. I was talking to my bros and mum happily, laughing laughing and suddenly I freaked out.Dont ask. ARRR!!

But then the problem is kinda solved now thanks to dad. Love u dad, really appreciate it. I learn something from Ling through this. He said that problem that can be solved with money is not a problem. I didnt get it at 1st and freaked out like a siao person, but now....

It's true. With money, u dont need to worry much. There's a lot of things that can be done & settled through money/if u have the money. I think I'm going to have more materialistic thoughts. Money Money Money. Since I was growing up, I always have this thought. The thought that I'll be soooo materialistic that I'll become an evil person, cruel and non-sympathetic til I abandon/disown my family which scares me all the time. Thinking of it makes me shed tears all the time.

Humans change, I hope I dont be the person I fear most in future. This is one of the reason I am resistant to change.
Thank you to all my friends who helped me out throughout this period. I really appreciate them. Without them, I wont be sitting here. Maybe I jumped off the building already. Yes, I'm quite suicidal if u are wandering. Haha. Thank you thank you so much. =)

Saturday, October 18, 2008

A world without

Satelite!



Imagine if satelite didn't exist, what would happen to us? (HC's idea)


No TV, no drama; no cellphone, no sms; no Internet, no blogs, no free download music/MV/movie, no Plurk, no MSN. Nooo....!! Life would be soooo not fun, not connecting, not happening, errrr....

I am a true TV lover. When I was home, I hog the tv from 8pm - 10.30pm on weekdays -- Wah Lai Toi. No1 can watch anything else. Bleh. Even dad. Sometimes I kena marah bcos of tat. Haha. So everyone was forced to wat I watch. Lalala ~ WHAT? At least, my bros now know alil more of Cantonese and not 100% banana. I did something that benefit them le. I transferred the TV addiction to mum before I came to USM. Woo hoo!! I has transited well. Mum, I'm so proud of you. *sobs* But now when I'm home, I have no power in controling the remote anymore. Sigh. Mum is too powerful to overcome. Haha!!



Without a handphone?? OMG! That's most probably the end of the world! I feel empty if I actually forgot to bring it with me wherever I go. Sometimes, to the extend of to the bathroom with me. It's alwis beside me. Dropped it few times while I was sleeping . My dearie phone phone, never further than 100 metres away. No no no. I can feel the anxiety the moment I noticed I didnt bring my hp along. Imagine, u cannot sms anymore. Only mail to keep in touch/ to communicate & u need 14 days later to know wat the other party say. Sigh. So long, I dont want to wait.

AND no Internet? How will I ever chat? How to blog? Plurk Plurk? Nooo... life would feel so empty without Internet. No longer can kepoh2 keep in touch with frens anymore. Haha. I'm so 'fai'. Haiz.

Friday, October 17, 2008

When u start to miss home...

When troubles and problems dont seem to go away and it haunts and stalks you like a crazy stalker,
U know there is one place that will always welcome you.
Someone that will always be there in ups and downs.


Dy, I have lots of things running in my head that I can't decide, I feel reli lost now. Stupid, senseless & frustrating things that I want to rant with you. I want talk to you face-to-face & get advice from you...

Ma, I miss sleeping on your lap and manja2 with you. I feel like crashing down right now, confess to you and cry over the phone like how I always do. I miss your soup soup, vege and fishy too. Sigh. And of course your voice that alwis seem to calm me down best and say "Dont worry".

Ling, I miss talking nonsense & crap with you,... manga, anime, songs & drama series . Sharing thoughts about how life would be in future. Talk randomly. Manja2. Random arguements. XD

Tian, I miss bullying and annoying you. Lol. And of course sharing our secrets together-gether and laugh about it thinking how silly me or you were. Manja2. And my fav part: nagging you. Hehe.

I cant wait for the stupid semester to end. Bleh.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

A cancerian is

  • Moody, emotional. haha... this is true

  • May be shy. i'm alwis shy.... lol .. depending if I'm comfortable with de situation onot

  • Very loving and caring. errr...i duno.... maybe

  • Pretty/handsome. cannot be applied for my case

  • Excellent partners for life. i very ma fan wan le

  • Protective. sometimes, i am one to my family

  • Inventive and imaginative. imaginative is true. i imagine(some story line tingi) to help me sleep if i hv sleeping problem

  • Cautious. recently more cautious

  • Touchy-feely kind of person. lol. i like de word touch2 and feel2...haha... sounded really wrong wei... haha XP

  • Needs love from others. i like to manja, so ya

  • Easily hurt, but sympathetic. once i'm hurt, takes time to heal


On the side note, I open another blog. Noooo!! It's so easy to access.I couldnt help it since I switch on my MSN all the time anyway. Haiz.

Besides the horoscope tingi, they have someting tat goes wif your birthdate. Here is how mine goes:

Your Life

  • You are always curious and responsive to changes.
  • Routine life is not the way you choose to live. Oh yeah, routine life is boring. I get bored rather easily.
  • Travelling is your favorite hobby because excitement is what you are after. Weee ~ Oh yeah!! But i need money 1st

Your Love

  • You will not stand being around the one you dislike.
  • Your love comes and goes quickly. Haha... no wander I'm a crusher, it's not my fault, I was born on this date that made me like this... hahaha
  • You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be looking around for the next one. Hmmm... I duno... maybe, love is such a big ting to commit...

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Hmm... isit???

According to a reliable maybe not source, apparently research has been done on >>> cheerful people would visit heaven faster leave the world faster than people who are less cheerful, in short, die quicker. Reason given: Apparently, cheerful people tend to not bother about their problems and are not alert to their environment. WHO SAID SO? I totally dont agree with this statement!! Therefore, when a humongous problem comes hitting in their life out of no where, they would not know how to deal with the problem & freak out like hell,............ (the source not sure what happen after that when she thought back... swt)

Whoever the researcher is STUPID(my opinion)! And does he/she know what is he/she talking about ka? I mean, how u can generalise that cheerful people are ignorant of everything? WTH?? So stupid... I'll say this to this Researcher if I ever meet him / her on the streets:

  • I am quite cheerful at times. Duh! Why should I be down/depressed/worry all the time when life's good so far?
  • I am NOT ignorant of my surroundings for sure. Although I'm really blur but that besides the point
  • I know and acknowledge problems that comes and will solve it as much as I could , I DO NOT ignore them as if nothing happened. Yes, I might I look ok in front of my friends as if nothing happen but I DO NOT ignore problems!
  • Although problems hit me, I will try my best to turn negative feelings into something more positive cos' holding grudge or be angry with someone is a burden and it affects your life. Why spoil your mood for people like this right?
  • Anyway if I do die earlier , so what? At least I bring a smile to people around me I think I did... bleh. I live life to the fullest. Nothing else matter. Plus I dont want to live a not so cheerful life.
Whatever it is, it is fate when a person would die, it's a matter of fast/slow only. Soooo... why should I change my personality I'm comfortable with JUST to live longer? No fun la...

Should smile smile alwis ..... weeeeeeee ~


But dont overdo it la. Later people misunderstand that u are some siao person got loose from Tanjung Rambutan... hehe XD

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Perfect (=

I have always wish. Always wanderering. How is it like. How different it would be. How cool it would be. How convenient it would have been. Less hassle.

To have a perfect pair of eyesight. To be able to see the world clearly without the help of specs / technology. No more blurry image in the morning when I open my eyes. No more heavy thingi sitting on my nose yang kemek... sigh. No more sticking contact lens into my eye...eeerriee. No more looking for my specs like a blind bat when I forgot where I put it cos I sleep with it on sometimes. Not to worry about how dry my eye is and bringing solution around. Worry no more even if it rains / if I go to BBQ (apparently contact lens melts near fire.... woooo XP).

I have this instinct that when I'm really old in future(maybe as early as the age of 50), I would eventually loose my eyesight for good. I dont want to wait for that time & day to come. It's scary. Not being able to see lights anymore. See faces of people u love and care for. Enjoying the environment and scenery anymore. Being always dependent on others. Thinking of it makes me worry and freak out sometimes.

The main reason I'm freaking out over-overly is because I am scared of dark, to be exact phobia. Losing my eyesight completely would be the worst nightmare ever. Eyes are very important to all of us. Appreciate them. Jaga them. Or it would be too late when u begin to regret.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Power wanabe

If u were granted 1 power, what would u wish your power be?

Able to fly?
Be invisible so that no1 could see u?
See the future?
Melt stuff?
Healing?
Travel across time?
Super listening power?
Read people's mind?
Suck other powers?


Oh... I just realised... all this power actually has relation with HEROES series. Hehe. No, I dont have the latest episode with me. I am planning to get it from others. Lalala ~

So so... I gave it a thought about what superpower I would like to have. Hmmm... being able to fly would be cool especially if I'm late for classes (which I alwis do XP) or I want to just go home anytime/fly anywhere I want/ when there's heavy traffic(I hate jam).

Being invisible sounds cool too. I can use it to stalk observe people / trip people I dont like down revenge. Mua hahaha! Erm... it will be useful when I just dont want to be seen by people when I emo / I want to be alone.

Reading people's mind is really tempting to have also. Then u would know who is your true friend / who's not being honest. Humans are complicated & manipulative in nature, it's hard to read their mind. Or the curiosity to know if he/she likes you onot. Hehe. But some things are better off not knowing -->> Knowing too much about how a person think spoils the fun and can be scary XD

See the future? Err... I dont want to know when will I or anyone else dies. No no. I will totally freak out and break down all the time. Let how future holds by its own. I totally don't want this power.

With my situation now, with work, assignment, project, study & procastination to keep up, it would be great if I could own power related to time. Especially, stopping time. As anyone would have the same opinion as me, 24 hours a day is never never enough. Time flies really fast when we are rushing for assignments/project perhaps? But then again, it's our time management that we need to have in each of us. Be consistent and discipline!

Huhu. I want more time. Bleh ~

I'm mean-er nowadays


I duno who can testify to this. Lol.
Maybe I've always been mean.
Who knows?

The previous Ching would say YES to everything that any friends ask. Dont know what struck me for the past 2 years here but I've learn to say NO to certain matter. I dont mind helping if it is within my limits. But don't push me for favors(especially when you're not even close to me) cos it will be ugly. Sooo... dont mess with me.
Sometimes, if u dont feel like doing a favor(due to various reasons), just say no politely. Over-helping a person would somehow increase a person's tendency to demand for more which is bad and selfish of them.

Moral of the story:
  • Know your limits when it comes to helping others.
  • Learn to say "No" in certain situation.
  • Your friend would understand.(if they are your true friend)

Saturday, October 11, 2008

A tragedy ... huhu

Something horrible happen this morning. huhu. It almost meant the end of de world for me. *cries* *pretends*

My lappy fell off de bed this morning! Arrr!!

Luckily I was a good girl all this while(SS), so lappy was unharm (i think, i hope)... or I wouldnt be blogging now wouldnt i? Only time would tell if it has internal injury... *prays reli hard it will last me till end of next year at least*

Ok, maybe I should mention about this bad habit I have 1st. *pai seh* That would explain how lappy fell right? Hehe...

By now, u could have guess wat isit... YES, I confess,,,... I sleep with lappy next to me... BUt it has never fell before although weeks of nites sleeping with lappy... SO, I totally freaked out when it fell. I heard the *thump* sound. And I woke up immediately. And scream "SHIT", not fcuk XP ... Yeay, I've been improving, no more cursing with F... haha

Tian, please dont tell dad about this... I'll get slaughtered wei... dont let dad catch u reading this post also PLEASEEE... I dont want to die... *cries*

Lesson of de story: No more sleeping with lappy dearest anymore.
2nd chance dont/rarely come do they?
I dont wana regret later...
Dont do wat I do k?

Peer influence (Quote Nadia =D)

What can I say oh? I'm easily influenced by people. U show me something u like and eventually I'll get addicted to it. Mua hahaha!! It's not good... really...

There's de 'main getah' and 'batu seremban' season in school. I would be too busy making 'batu seremban', creating different levels of it or playing with them whenever there's break/ no class. 'Main getah' was equally addictive. I sort of 'dump' batu seremban after that. Hehe. Oops?


If I am not wrong, I created the Sailormoon addiction among my friends. Comic, stickers, weapon, wanabe Sailor--- characters etc. I was Sailor Saturn, Haruko Hotaru(thx Siew)!! This I have to blame dad. He bought it!! =P

I'm like this...
I get bored rather easily...
I'm not loyal XD

When I was 1st introduced to Cantonese drama back then, OMG!! It was bad!! U cannot imagine how addicted I was to TV. I dont want to leave home when it's almost my TV time. Even if I need to balik kampung, I refuse to go, of course I kena free scolding for my stubborn & foolish-ness. If there's Astro in my aunt/uncle house, I'll turn it on to Wah Lai Toi. Haiz - my craziness over Cantonese drams back then. For 5 years non-stop u know... I cannot believe I can actually survive without TV since I'm in USM... hoho...

Then it was Friendster. Bleh. I have to login everyday or I'll feel.... something missing? That's when my Internet addiction began... tings became worse when I installed MSN and YM! Chat chat chat...saving all the emoticons... all day long..!! Then comes Facebook also but I kinda ditch this 2 F's already... not interested anymore...

Ada la lagi addiction... but it didnt last long

My current active addictiton :

  • blogging
  • DBSK songs and their MV (ah Sue's fault... lol)
  • Plurk (u la Chan2)

Sooo.... I actually dont mind getting addicted to stuff.. lalala ~ So if u have any interesting addiction that u wana share, tell me!! Hehe...

Thursday, October 9, 2008

My new addiction... oh no XD

I am declaring that *breaths in and out really slowly & calmly*

I have a new addiction. Which is.....
the DBSK group. *crash* *smacks self*


Wake up CHing!
U have tons of work to be done!
*continues smacking self left and right*


Primarily on their MV title: Mirotic !! Arrr!! I keep playing it over again and again despite the fact that I've seen it at least 20 times already. Huhu. The MV was an eye-opener. I totally love it. Surprising I'm not bored of it YET. I'm actually getting more interested in de MV. Lalala ~ *drool drool*
Time to blame someone --->

Sue, I blame u for my new addiction. WHY? WHy did u give me their MV? And with more songs waiting for me cos I have not listen to all yet. OMG!!

The MV "Forever love" is sooo 'lam'(in Cantonese). Feels so romantic and addictive. OMG! Falling in love with the song... *in dreamland*

Oh... I'm not done with the song "Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattan Darou". I'm still addicted to it. *bak in dreamland*

From left to right: Xiah, Micky, Jae, Max and Yun Ho!!
Hopefully I'm correct. Lol.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Note to Susy



[[ Above is a postcard btw ]]


A postbox from China! Open it! Open It!

Dearest Susy aka Sushi, we have received your gift. Thank you very very much! We absolutely love them. Hehe... We luv u tooo....


The sweets were toooo adorable that we couldnt eat them.

Below are pictures of each... hehe XD


The magnetic bookie mark was nice... we kinda swapped color with each other, hehe, hope u dont mind. ^^


Sushi, when are u coming to Malaysia again? We miss u dearly here. Huhu.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Personality test

As time pass by, with new different experience, people change =)


I read Wil's blog and came across the personality test he took. Although I've took MBTI before in @, but no harm doing it again right? Too bad I cant remember what was my previous result though. Sigh. I wander if I changed... Oh well... MBTI test....


Your personality type is ESFP.


Extraverted (E) 68% vs Introverted (I) 32%
Sensing (S) 55% vs Intuitive (N) 45%
Feeling (F) 60% vs Thinking (T) 40%
Perceiving (P) 59% vs Judging (J) 41%


Extraverts often: - Have high energy - Talk more than listen - Think out loud - Act, then think -Like to be around people a lot - Prefer a public role - Can sometimes be easily distracted - Prefer to do lots of things at once Are outgoing & enthusiastic


Sensors often:
  • Focus on details & specifics
  • Admire practical solutions
  • Notice details & remember facts
  • Are pragmatic - see what is
  • Live in the here-and-now
  • Trust actual experience
  • Like to use established skills
  • Like step-by-step instructions
  • Work at a steady pace

Feelers often: - Decide based on their values & feelings - Appear warm and friendly - Are most convinced by how they feel - Are diplomatic and tactful - Value harmony and compassion - Take many things personally - Are quick to compliment others - Are motivated by appreciation - Avoid arguments and conflicts

Perceivers often: - May have difficulty making decisions - Are playful & unconventional - Are less aware of time & run late - Prefer to start projects - Play first, work later - Want to keep their options open - Question the need for many rules - Like to keep plans flexible - Want the freedom to be spontaneous

ESFPs are charismatic, flexible, spontaneous, down-to-earth, talkative, fun-loving, "people people" who enjoy helping others in tangible ways and are gifted at building excitement & enthusiasm.


ESFPs have an uncanny ability to notice & remember conversations, facts & details (particularly those that relate to people). They are realistic observers and see and accept things as they are. They tend to trust what they can observe first hand instead of theoretical explanations.


ESFPs are excellent at speaking "off the cuff." Naturally sensitive to the feelings of others, they go out of their way to avoid conflict. Tolerant and accepting of themselves and others, ESFPs don't tend to try to impose their will on other people. In fact, they are usually able to get people to adopt their suggestions, so they are good at helping conflicting factions get back together. They seek out the company of others and are lively conversationalists.


ESFPs Tend To Be:
  • Keen observers with excellent memories for factual information & who said what
  • Able to perform exceptionally well both under pressure & with little preparation
  • Fun, approachable & able to instantly build rapport with most people
  • Sensitive to people's needs & motivated to help them in real ways
  • Naturally persuasive; great at building consensus
  • Cooperative team players; always willing to pitch in (even at the last minute)
Did your test? Click here to know wat's yours...

Possible Career Paths:
  1. Artists, Performers and Actors
  2. Sales Representatives
  3. Counselors / Social Work
  4. Child Care
  5. Fashion Designers
  6. Interior Decorators
  7. Consultants
  8. Photographers

Lalala ~ Time to take a nap b4 meeting starts... zzzzZZZ

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ice! go away!!

Oh no! Here it comes striking again.


The ice feeling.

I cant feel any emotions. Damm!! It's happening way too often nowadays. Need to find the root of the cause and get fid of it for good. ARRrr!!





On the side note: Ohhh!! I'm changing the skin's blog later, maybe next week. Alil bored of this already. Sigh.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

not so well 2day

Going back USM is not something to be excited of as it just indicate it is time to face reality. Packing is something I am never fond of. I alwis pack the nite before. Bleh.



It was 1030 am. I was on the bus bak to USM already. Toilet break. I was awake all of a sudden. That's when the nausea feeling started. I was feeling dizzy. NOT GOOD!!



11am - forcing myself to sleep but unable due to mini breathing problem.
1130 am - I'm practically forcing my vomit to stay still in my stumach.



12 pm - the bus stoped at Juru awhile. By this time, I know I CANNOT hold the vomit any longer. It's not listening to me! ARRR!!
1220pm - Reach SgNibong bus station. Rushed to the nearest toilet upstairs. AND perform the holy ... (close your eyes if u want to)
I kinda edited de photo so tat it doesnt look so disgusting.
Felt soooo much better after that.

I'm "pregnant"!... i hear ppl whispering "AGAIN??!!"
Lalala ~ 3 kids up for grabs! Siapa mau?
Yes, I'm selling them. They're not free. XP

Saturday, October 4, 2008

hunt hunt


I seriously need inspiration.
So much things to do.
Not much time left.
Gack!



I need to find the motivation, the thing that inspire me to continue going on.

" Oh where oh where could my inspiration be?
Oh where oh where could it be? "
  • I feel like running away from reality and hide at home 4ever
  • Sweep problems under the carpet hoping they would disappear.
Growing up means more responsibilities!
Procastination increases unnecessary stress eventually!
Datelines sux!
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